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Sunday, February 4, 2007


I love you goodbye... =(




Yesterday was my worst day of this month. Bakit ngayon pa!!! haaay!!! kavalentines valetines!!! talo aq!!! amf!!!

Now I realize why did he sang my name the whole time loudly. I kept on ignoring him. My co-choir members put their eyes on me. I was shy that time but deep inside, I smiled. He repeatedly asked how's my day. haaay...

"Napabilis yung finals namin." Fritz said.

(silence... I know that there's a thing behind that. Telling me that this is the time to say goodbye.)

I sat beside him in the church. Never beeen thought that it might be the last time to be beside him.

"Pero pagnakaluwag-luwag ako babalik ako. Kailangan lang talagang magkapera. Magsisimba pa rin ako. Basta magsisimba pa rin ako." Fritz said.

(I smiled... I understand that he needs to do this for him to be excuse for a while on the responsibilities he needs to do whenever he is in the choir. I understand that he really need to put more priority on his studies this time.)


I kept on pretending that I'm insensitive on what's happening but the truth is the loneliness gently covers my mind. I can't cry but deep inside I felt my heart was bleeding.


I want to say I love him but I cannot do that anymore. Kahit siguro bumalik siya, hindi ko pa rin mgagawa. Sana nga lang tuparin niya ang mga binitiwan niyang salita sapagkat ako'y maghihintay para sa kanyang pagbabalik. =(
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