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Thursday, March 22, 2007


Searching for my future




*sigh* This past few days, I'm thinking if I will stop studying this year. Only for this year coz I want to find myself. Ammm... What I'm trying to say is that. I want to return that urge to study again.

Honestly, my path through my dreams became blur because of the people around me & my course as well. I can't write anymore because of my busy schedules in the school. Plus the fact that I can't have ideas because of too much thinking & stress in the school. My classmates don't appreciate my works coz they think that my story is long. (one of those was only one piece of bond paper. waaah!!!)

I miss how my highschool classmates liked & critized my works. Even my classmates who were great in speaking English saw my works as great one. One of them rated my work(which I posted in www.stories.com) 4.5 out of 5. I remember one of my classmates wrote me a letter. It says there that she admires me as a writer. *sigh* But when I started studying in college, no one ever does. *sigh*

I really don't want to be a physical therapist. I want to be a writer someday. But because of the behavior they manifested, I want to give up that dream.

My second reason is I don't want to waste the money earned by my parents. I realized this semester that I've done too many bad things instead of studying. I'm really irresponsible person & that's what I want to change as I stop studying. I want to realized that I'm not a child anymore & I need to focus myself on studying. I want to realized how important education is. *sigh*

I hope if I do, I will find my dreams again. Maybe if I find it again, that's the time that my eagerness to study will come back. & as that moment comes, I look forward for a "more responsible" Cea this time.




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