Saturday, December 24, 2005

A time of confession

As usual!!! I'm on the computer shop doing alots of stuffs. If I said lots of stuff, I really mean lots of stuffs!!! I don't where will I go. Exploring all around!!! Yeah!!! for me, what I'm doing right now is great!!!

By the way, I'm here not to post another music or whatever... blah blah blah... I'm here because posting something about what happen yesterday.

As what I've said, I'm with someone . What I mean is while Im typing the previous writing, he was there beside me. Thank god he didn't see it but Grr... He didn't teach me how to play a guitar!!! damn monster he is!!! Ooops!!! Sorry for the words... hehehe...

Then after computer stuffs, I decided to go to my friend, Eds. Then as usual we were telling stories about our experience. She told me her ROMANTIC STORY about one guy. Waaaaaaaah!!! From what I've heard to her, It's really indeed romantic. But whenever she's
telling me this, I remember someone else. Coz I think this guy whose telling me is like that guy I once loved.

Yeah! Maybe this time I will stop pretending. I really loved him and until now, I'm searching for a guy like him. Whenever I looked at him, I can see through his eyes that he love me too. Whatever hide he did those time, I really can sense that feeling. But like me, he pretended.

This guy is some kind of fluent in English. I think he's weird. He's a writer and an artist. But what I mostly like to him is his fear to Almighty.

I'd said it to my close friend, Lean.

"I really don't know why I have ths strange feeling. I really like him."

"Maybe he's intelligent like Roffell."

Yeah! That time, I agreed to what he said but deep inside the words wants to say to him, " No!!! I think It's not the reason. I really don't know why I liked him." Maybe It's really love coz I loved his whole personale. I loved for what he is.

But I guess it's too late to say this things coz now, he's gone and from what I know, he now with somebody else. I really hope that he's now happy with his life.

Stop!!! I know the right one
will come my way in the right time.
I hope so.

Okay!!! That's all for now. bye again... =)


Comments (0)