Tuesday, July 11, 2006

   you beg you plead can i be someone else....Skillet

Hey ppl sry for not posting and commenting lately been kinda lazy ^_^ not busy just lazy i'd get up late and feel to lazy to post but yeah been thinking that i might leave theO but idk i like the ppl here ^_^ their nicer then ppl elsewhere and more helpful thats for sure >.> gezz lol ^_^ there hasnt been alot happening lately in my life so yeah ^_^ oh well i guess i'll ttyl sry if i dont get to sites and no poem or song of the day today just a qoute Qoute of the day "why do i have to beg when all thats left is a memory FORSAKEN"..Skillet

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   I feel your heart against mine.....UnderOath

hiya ppl so i got 2 new cds the other day UnderOath (there only chasing safety) and Skillet Collide both good albums but i have listen to UnderOath more ^_^ expecially the song A boy brushed red..Living in black and white lol wooooooo well anyway i'm doing good my sister straightend my hair yesterday >.> it was tourture she and her friend then told me they liked my hair more tourture so yeah well that is about it so ttyl Poem of the day none to lazy to write one Song of the day A Boy Brushed Red.... Living In Black And White Can you feel your heartbeat racing? Can you taste the fear in her sweat? You've done this wrong It's too far gone These sheets tell of regret I admit that I'm just a fool for you I am just a fool for you Here is where we both go wrong Tonight's your last chance to Do exactly what you want to And this could be my night This is what makes me feel alive Makes you feel alive Here is where we both go wrong So sign me up And toss this key 'Cause for now we're Living in this moment And we both ignore the truth Its all over Its all over I feel your heart against mine So take a breath and close your eyes [chorus] Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing My heart is dead and its way past beating Something has gone terribly wrong I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this I never thought we'd make it out alive I never told you but its all in your goodbyes It's all in your goodbyes Well look who's dying now Slit wristless sleeping with the girl next door I always knew you were such a sucker for that It doesnt matter what you say You never mattered anyway Never mattered anyway In this moment that we both ignore the truth It's all over It's all over I feel your heart against mine So take a breath and close your eyes [chorus] Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble Trembling you've lost your touch Haven't you run so addicted [chorus] Qoute of the day "son of a bitch what the fucks your problem fuck"...Me when my sister burnt me yesterday with my own hair >.> stupid bitch...

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

   baton curtousiy service with a smile....System of a down

hiya ppl i'm doing good today bored out of my mind oh and my parents are coming home today yay...not T_T lol ^_^ i guess its a good thing cause i need more contacts o.O lol oh well well anyway i think thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Internal Bomb You think you know me, but you dont know whats on the inside, so shutup and listen to me, i'm not like your kind, you think your in charge, you play a big part, you say your search is large, but you never look through to the heart, all you give is pain, your tearing me apart, theres no way you can gain, any spot in my heart, I'm poised to explode, but you push on even though, you'll finally see when it all goes, I'm a internal bomb, ticking out of time, yet you continue on, you'll pay for your crime, you finally understand, all that i truly am, i'm not the man, you think i am, but you truly understand. Song of the day SKILLET LYRICS "Open Wounds" In the dark with the music on Wishing I was somewhere else Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help I would rather rot alone Then spend a minute with you I'm gone, I'm gone And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault [Chorus] How could you, how could you, how could you hate me? When all I ever wanted to be was you? How could you, how could you, how could you love me? When all you ever gave me were open wounds? Downstairs the enemy sleeps Leaving the TV on Watching all the dreams we had turn into static Doesn't matter what I do Nothing's gonna change I'm never good enough And you can't stop me from falling apart 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault [Chorus] Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end? When will it end?? You can't stop me from falling apart [3X] 'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault. [Chorus] Qoute of the day "Life isnt easy so toughen up or stay behind"....yeah idk why but it sounds kewl lol ^_^ i'm a nerd i know it

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Friday, June 23, 2006

   Crank these amps up to 11....Roper

hiya guys new theme as you can tell its random music stuff its kewl my song is a weird al yankovic song its funny its makeing fun of "Your Beautiful" by james blunt so yeah if you want it just go to his website weirdal.com *whatyou thought id make it easy on you yeah right lol* well i guess thats it ttyl Poem of the day none Song of the day no surviving with this heart-size bullet hole by Unburnable I still remember the day we first talked, I was down and you appeared, you said one thing and on you i was locked, i felt like there was nothing left to be feared, I fell harder than i thought i could, I'm glad you found me, I'll love you more than anyone ever would, cause thanks to you i can see, [pre-Chorus] but of course, life went wrong, and we fell off course, and now its for thoughs days we long, [Chorus] I have a heart-size bullet hole, nothing left for me to hold, now that Your gone, guess i will wait for dawn, Our memories were great since, Love was never lacking, but now your gone and ever one just makes me wince, i've given up hope and my religons slacking you still love me, but we never talk, this feeling of uneasyness will never let me be, and our time ticks away like minutes on a clock, [Pre-Chorus] life still aint easy, everyday is another test, running our race i'm starting to get weezy, i just want a place to stop and finally rest, [Chorus] [bridge] life goes on and your still not back, looks like only one thing left for me, i'm finally going to crack, i'm sry but this is the only way it can be, [Chorus] i guess its goodbye for now, we will meet for our first time at heavens gates, your life will go on somehow, untill then i will just wait, [chorus x2] Qoute of the day "All that we See or Seem is but a Dream within a Dream"...Edgar Allen Poe

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

   images of broken live dances across me like a light...The beatles

hiya ppl i back its good to be back i must say ^_^ i missed you guys no one to comment on my life and i couldnt comment on anyone elses but i hade a good break ^_^ i was on mission trip last week we went to Fort Gibson Oklahoma*sp ^_^ it was great woooooooooooooo well besides that i'm doing good hope everyone has be good while i've been gone if not then ya better get good now lol ^_^ well ttyl Poem of the day Friendship and trust, a eternal binding, something that shouldnt rust, never unravel and leave us grasping, We make this vow, of life and death, i swear this from now, till my last breath, your a friend, no task is to great, call upon me of and i send, you a person i can never hate. Song of the day Refiners Fire by unburnable here we find us, sad and seeming alone, life pushes us as its in a rush, God seems to leave us to make us atone, and as if on que he appears, he cleans and makes us perfect, he erases all of our fears, [pre-chorus] were full of impuritys, we need to rid ourselfs of our desires, so our souls can be at ease, we need Gods Refining fire, [Chorus] step into the flames, let it melt away your greed and lustful desires, let it burn away you selfish shame, and come out pure from the refiners fire, each one of us watched over carefully, like jewlery crafted painstakenly, paticently removing all impuritys, until finaly through his eyes we can see, he never left us, he was always there making sure we didnt get mislead, we doubted him cause of our lack of trust, and so we blame him for leaving though were the ones who flead, [Pre-Chorus & Chorus] [bridge] god and his refining fire, like the sliver smith watching us with love and care, as he removes the impuritys god removes our hate and desires, but our connections to him we rip and tear, [Chorus x2] Qoute of the day "I dont know why you care I dont know whats out there I see you living boy its real its free just take me to your leader son."....Newsboys

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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   its not a question but a lesson learned in time...Green Day

hiya ppl i havent put a pic of me up in a while so i guess i do that today ^_^ its me after i just woke up lol well and took a shower sooo go ahead and laugh and yes thats a family guy poster on my ceiling i'm that kewl lol *not*lol ^_^ anyway on to the rest of this Poem of the day to lazy Song of the day GREEN DAY LYRICS "Extraordinary Girl" She's an Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she cant seem to get away He lacks the courage in his mind Like a child left behind Like a pet left in the rain She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She sees the mirror of herself An image she wants to sell To anyone willing to buy He steals the image in her kiss From her hearts apocalypse From the one called whatsername She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying Some days it's not worth trying Now that they both are finding She gets so sick of crying She's an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl Qoute of the day "A friend loves at all times, and a brother born for adversity.".....Proverbs 17:17

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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

sin is fat but faith is thin so let it go....The O.C Supertones

hiya ppl woooooooooo *singing along to itunes* oh sry ^_^ had to reload all my songs on itunes it suxed but now i done just maybe need to add a few more songs on here then i be done wooooooooo yeah well anyway how yall ppl doing ^_^ i'm doing good talked to meh gf last night and me and her have both been miserable without each other wooooooooooooo ^_^ i love her yeah well besides that i'm sister free so far today wooooooooo ^_^ lol she went and saw x3 yesterday again and spent tha night at a friends so i'm free woooooooooooo yeah i'm hyper today and freakin hungry WOOOOOOOOO RAMEN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lol ^_^ yep ramen a completely healthy breakfast for tha slacker in you lol ^_^ well that it ttyl Poem of the day Undeterminable strength and peace, A sacrifce of epic proportion, So our Bloodlust would cease, But our lies cover the truth in a veil of distortion, Clear the haze, Look unto the son, Stare into his gaze, Stare until his work is in you is done. Song of the day RELIENT K LYRICS "The Truth" And I've collected all these thoughts And I'm dying just to lose them And if your words are true or not I'll die trying to prove them But I'll just have to accept That my mind is so inept And the only thing that's left For me to do is to trust you Convince me Because I really need your help Oh convince me Because I can't see this for myself I'll put the emphasis on the evidence Begging for the proof Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth This is so unnerving I know you've never lied to me before But the things you're telling me I can't yet believe Yet can't ignore But I'll just have to accept That my mind is so inept And the only thing that's left For me is to trust you Put the emphasis on the evidence Begging for the proof Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth It's a world full of cynics Who say to stay alive in it You gotta stick with what you know But the soul is always aching For the heart to start taking A chance by letting go So let go Let go Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth Attempt to place our lives into your hands Confide in what you'll do Cause sometimes when you're trying to sleep And all your doubts and your faith don't agree its cause Sometimes the hardest thing to believe is the truth Qoute of the Day "i can do all things through christ who strengthns me".....cant find the bible verse that is hmm oh well ^_^ well ttyl

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Monday, June 5, 2006

   brace yourself for the mediocore hail the kings of the almost good enough...Roper

hiya ppl doing good today my sis is back home from her band trip so my peace and quit is interupted oh well ^_^ umm lets see next week i go to mission trip so i wont be on and my mind will be off of everything so wooooooooooo ^_^ yeah well anyway today is going ok but not alot of stuff going on i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Love is patient unlike life, it waits forever, it waits through pain and all our strife, will we ever understand probably never, but as long as we show love, and live our lifes, we will be free like a dove, free of pain and relived of strife. Song of the day Refiners Fire by unburnable here we find us, sad and seeming alone, life pushes us as its in a rush, God seems to leave us to make us atone, and as if on que he appears, he cleans and makes us perfect, he erases all of our fears, [pre-chorus] were full of impuritys, we need to rid ourselfs of our desires, so our souls can be at ease, we need Gods Refining fire, [Chorus] step into the flames, let it melt away your greed and lustful desires, let it burn away you selfish shame, and come out pure from the refiners fire, each one of us watched over carefully, like jewlery crafted painstakenly, paticently removing all impuritys, until finaly through his eyes we can see, he never left us, he was always there making sure we didnt get mislead, we doubted him cause of our lack of trust, and so we blame him for leaving though were the ones who flead, [Pre-Chorus & Chorus] [bridge] god and his refining fire, like the sliver smith watching us with love and care, as he removes the impuritys god removes our hate and desires, but our connections to him we rip and tear, [Chorus x2] Qoute of the day "love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keepp no record of wrong, Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth"...1 Corinthians 13: 4-6

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Sunday, June 4, 2006

   you can throw me in for procrastinating, mutany, or disobedance....another song

hiya ppl so i finished my song yesterday and decided if i get the music written for all my songs that i was going to try and make a cd but it all depends on me makeing the music for the songs oh well besides that i miss my gf already but i will make it i guess well anyway i'm going to be doing research today for this song ^_^ need some inspiration and i know excatly where to look..hello bible..well anyway i guess that is it for today so ttyl Poem of the day step into the flames, let it melt away your greed and lustful desires, let it burn away you selfish shame, and come out pure from the refiners fire, each one of us watched over carefully, like jewlery crafted painstakenly, paticently removing all impuritys, until finaly through his eyes we can see, Song of the day no surviving with this heart-size bullet hole by Unburnable I still remember the day we first talked, I was down and you appeared, you said one thing and on you i was locked, i felt like there was nothing left to be feared, I fell harder than i thought i could, I'm glad you found me, I'll love you more than anyone ever would, cause thanks to you i can see, [pre-Chorus] but of course, life went wrong, and we fell off course, and now its for thoughs days we long, [Chorus] I have a heart-size bullet hole, nothing left for me to hold, now that Your gone, guess i will wait for dawn, Our memories were great since, Love was never lacking, but now your gone and ever one just makes me wince, i've given up hope and my religons slacking you still love me, but we never talk, this feeling of uneasyness will never let me be, and our time ticks away like minutes on a clock, [Pre-Chorus] life still aint easy, everyday is another test, running our race i'm starting to get weezy, i just want a place to stop and finally rest, [Chorus] [bridge] life goes on and your still not back, looks like only one thing left for me, i'm finally going to crack, i'm sry but this is the only way it can be, [Chorus] i guess its goodbye for now, we will meet for our first time at heavens gates, your life will go on somehow, untill then i will just wait, [chorus x2] Qoute of the day "there is no question of Gods love for us but of mans love for one another."....my own *i think o.O*

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Saturday, June 3, 2006

   i have a heart size bullet hole.....another song i'm working on

hiya ppl well i'm down in the dumps again my gf's parents are going to try and keep her from talking to me which isnt good because she keeps me sane and wanting to live but nothing is going to stop me from loveing her T_T and i mean that nothing no one not even God himself can stop me from loving her well now i need to get my mind off of that sooo......i got a new cd today its Roper brace yourself for the mediocore ^_^ he is the lead singer of my fav band *which broke up so he started this band* Five iron Frenzy and its hillarious well anyway i think i'm going to work on my song or something else idk yet but maybe i do both ttyl ppl Poem of the day I have a heart-size bullet hole, nothing left for me to hold, Your gone, guess i will wait for dawn, Our memories were great since, Love was never lacking, but now your gone and ever one just makes me wince, i've given up hope and my religons slacking. Song of the day Your Spot (on my bed) By The Unburnable The people are staring at me, Wondering where your at since your not here, Your not beside me, Everything I think of just brings tears, I’m alone without you, I love you still that’s true, I’m sorry for whatever I said dear, I saw other girls since that day, And none were even near you, So that is why I say! [chorus] I’ll save a spot for you on my bed, Right beside the place inside my mind and in my head, You’re the only girl I want to hold, The moment I saw you my heart was sold,, All I do is think about you, I wonder where your at and what your doing, My sky’s aren’t blue, But the sun is out and shining, Ever day it feels like its raining, But its not storming, I feel like I should be mourning, Since I don’t wake up with you in the morning, Ever night I pray, You’ll return to me, This is why I say! [chorus] I guessed I screwed up badly, Never thought I would lose something like this, I think there isn’t anything left sadly, Nothing I have missed, I wish you were mine, Instead I seem to wine, About all these bad times, But I’m glad to see that your fine, I’ll love you till the end of my days, So stop ignoring me, Cause I will always say, [Chorus] [bridge] you said you would be there for me, to help me when I’m down keep me from getting a frown, well I’m down and no one is around, I guess I was to blind to really see, The lies that you threw around, [Chorus] [repeat 2x] Qoute of the day "Everything about you takes my breath away."...Sanctus real

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