Tuesday, May 9, 2006

   This is my garden and i made it die its asking me why....The O.C Supertones

Hiya ppl special announcment todays song of the day was written by me ^_^ so give me your input on it or suffer lol nahh j/k on that last part anyway got to start disecting my pig today ^_^ it was fun this one chick almost keep throwing up and i was enjoying it i got to break the pigs jaw so we could see the inside of the mouth and tomorrow i think i get to finish cutting it open woooooooooooo ^_^ yeah i know hes a freak but i like disecting stuff ^_^ its kewl lol well that is about it so ttyl Poem of the day Life shattered on the floor, Nothing left but a scar, Hurts even at the core, Thought you were the one who i would take far, Life is disapeared, Within a flash of pain, My blood smeared and stained, All over the only thing left to gain, Song of the day Your Spot (on my bed) By The Unburnable The people are staring at me, Wondering where your at since your not here, Your not beside me, Everything I think of just brings tears, I’m alone without you, I love you still that’s true, I’m sorry for whatever I said dear, I saw other girls since that day, And none were even near you, So that is why I say! [chorus] I’ll save a spot for you on my bed, Right beside the place inside my mind and in my head, You’re the only girl I want to hold, The moment I saw you my heart was sold,, All I do is think about you, I wonder where your at and what your doing, My sky’s aren’t blue, But the sun is out and shining, Ever day it feels like its raining, But its not storming, I feel like I should be mourning, Since I don’t wake up with you in the morning, Ever night I pray, You’ll return to me, This is why I say! [chorus] I guessed I screwed up badly, Never thought I would lose something like this, I think there isn’t anything left sadly, Nothing I have missed, I wish you were mine, Instead I seem to wine, About all these bad times, But I’m glad to see that your fine, I’ll love you till the end of my days, So stop ignoring me, Cause I will always say, [Chorus] [bridge] you said you would be there for me, to help me when I’m down keep me from getting a frown, well I’m down and no one is around, I guess I was to blind to really see, The lies that you threw around, [Chorus] [repeat 2x] Qoute of the day "Life life as you want to but never miss a chance at love cause then your not living."...my own qoute ttyl

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Monday, May 8, 2006

   Its never to late to live your live the time is now its DO OR DIE..Papa Roach

Hiya ppl i turned in my POS *dosent stand for point of sale* oil painting today it SUXZ lol ^_^ but its better than a double zero o.O i would seriously fail art then but now ^_^ i will pass wooooooooo and once i finish my other thing i pass fo sho woooooooo ^_^well anyway how are you ppl doing...i miss my gf...hope yall had a good day ^_^ i know i had a F#$%ING headache like no other today and i finish my antibotics finally so no more drugs -_- except for sinus stuff yay ^_^ my friends where telling me about Silent Hill the movie *good games by the way ^_^ only part i hated was part of the reloading process but that is a story in its self* and they keep telling me about a Tentcial*sp Barbwire plant thingy ^_^ and i couldnt stop laughing cause that is a sick joke me and my friends have *tentical plants and japanese school girls in animes and mangas dont ask and you will be saved the disturbing parts* anyway they also told me about the part where the evil girls say "i'm the reaper" and the first thing in my mind was that she started to dance around saying i'm the reaper i'm the reaper i mean dam that would be funny ^_^ anyway i get to disect a pig wooooooooooo ^_^ and i get to cut it woooooooooooo i like disections in 7th grade we got to do frogs i was making mine dance and talk to ppl i almost got into trouble by the teacher it was fun ^_^ now i get to make the pig dance woooooooooooo lol dance piggy dance lol *maybe i should sing dance dance while i'm making him dance lol that would be great* well that is about it ttyl *oh i also got to either borrow the first disk or let my friend clean my final fantasy 7 disk cause its glitching up and i'm pissed cause i cant get past this one part its so annoying -_- welp now ttyl* Poem of the day The ppl are staring at me, Wondering where you at since your not here, Your not beside me, Everyting i think of just brings tears, I'm alone without you, Wish you where here, I love you still thats true, I'm sry for w/e i said dear, I've seen other girls, None are even near to you, I'll save a spot for you on my bed, Right beside the place in my heart and in my head, Your the only girl i want to hold, The moment i saw you my heart was sold. *that is part of my song i'm writing ^_^ actually the only part i had writin down at the moement is the course which is the last part of the poem so give your opinion on it plz and thank you ^_^* Song of the day BOWLING FOR SOUP LYRICS "Belgium" Lately I feel so small Or maybe it’s just that my bed has grown I never noticed it before but you were there So how was I to know [bridge] That this single bed was always meant for two not just anyone it was meant for me and you [chorus] and now you’re halfway around the world and I’m just a day behind Nothin seems to fill the hole That I have since you left my side You’ll always be my little girl Though I can’t hold you tonight And now you’re halfway round the world And I’m just a day behind I wake up in the night I turn around and find that you’re not there I just like to watch you sleep and lay by you I love to feel you near I think I’m going crazy Everyday confusion starts to grow I never noticed it before But you were there so how was I supposed to know *I have been listening to that for like the last week ^_^ i like the song alot just not the boy band version of it that is good for a few laughs but still creepy o.O* Qoute of the day "BARBED WIRE TENTICAL PLANT"....Me and my friend chris when we saw each other all day lol ^_^ it was great...ttyl o.o stop staring at me lol j/k ^_^ ttyl ok now serious get out of here shoo wait leave a comment first gezz...*waits for you to finish comment*..ok now go *lol sry bored ttyl

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

   you'll never know the pain i've been through...Hawk Nelson

hiya ppl i'm suppose to be oil painting at the moment but my linseed*sp oil is missing so i cant lol *o.O that aint good* welp besides that i regot final fantasy 7 ^_^ wooooooooooooooo best game ever no matter how old it gets i will always play it woooooooness lol well anyway had a youth garage sell today but i got to escape early thanks to art lol *well it came in handy once lol* yeah i'm doing ok i guess and now for the next thing idk what it is but who cares wooooooooooo so bored -_- yeah i got to find that linseed oil*sp wooooooo hope my parents didnt throw it away lol that wouldnt be cool o.O well ttyl Poem of the day With loveing hands, and a honest heart, you've helped me to stand, and showed me my part, You've show kindness to me, even though this world is so mean, You've help me succeed in everything i try to be, You help me in strive toward my dreams, I love you mother, for all you've done, i couldnt ask for any other, this is from your unworthy son. *something i had to write for an art project yes i said for ART i know its gay i hate my teacher lol* on to the song wooo Song of the day Somewhere in the sky Kutless Another beautiful morning The sun seems a little brighter today It?s my reward for stepping into the moment as I am seizing the day (Chorus) I?m soaring now Somewhere in the sky The rush of air Never wanting to come down There?s nothing that I?ve ever felt like learning how to fly I?m learning how to fly The freedom to be in the moment The reason for making a memory Never wasting all that comes my way as I take in what I see (Chorus) I?m soaring now Somewhere in the sky The rush of air Never wanting to come down There?s nothing that I?ve ever felt like learning how to fly Learning how to fly (Bridge) I thank God for our freedom There?s nothing wrong with enjoying things in life Spread the word that a smiles not beyond us This is a call to act and seize your day (Chorus) I?m sorry now Somewhere in the sky The rush of air Never wanting to come down There?s nothing that I?ve ever felt like learning how to fly I?m learning how to fly Learning how to fly Qoute of the day "A punishment to some, others a gift, and to many a favor. Death is not the last sleep it is the final awakening. I would rather live and love where death is king than have eternal life where love is not. Fear not death for the sooner we die the longer we shall be immortal."....vampiresfullmoon

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Your the one your the sunshine...The Presidents of the United States

well i doing a lot better cause my gf might come back ^_^ yay I LOVE YOU!!! ^_^ well today suxz forgot art work at home so teacher hated me but i should be passing her class monday *thank god for the weekend* i could so go for so rest and relaxation right now but noo i got hw dam school oh well it easy stuff and i dont have to do geometry YAY ^_^ welp that is it for today oh i have to write a poem for mothers day *part of art project dont ask why* welp that is it for today fo sho lol ^_^ i dont like being depressed Poem of the day Falling in and out of love, Passion of a fool, Fleeting quickly like a frightned dove, feeling like a used tool, But something is different about you, Idk what it is but i feel reborn, maybe its love i'm not sure but i'm anything but blue, Perhaps my heart hasnt been torn. Song of the day I've Just Seen A Face The Beatles I've just seen a face, I can't forget the time or place Where we just met. She's just the girl for me And I want all the world to see We've met, mmm-mmm-mmm-m'mmm-mmm. Had it been another day I might have looked the other way And I'd have never been aware. But as it is I'll dream of her Tonight, di-di-di-di'n'di. Falling, yes I am falling, And she keeps calling Me back again. I have never known The like of this, I've been alone And I have missed things And kept out of sight But other girls were never quite Like this, da-da-n'da-da'n'da. Falling, yes I am falling, And she keeps calling Me back again. Falling, yes I am falling, And she keeps calling Me back again. I've just seen a face, I can't forget the time or place Where we just met. She's just the girl for me And I want all the world to see We've met, mmm-mmm-mmm-da-da-da. Falling, yes I am falling, And she keeps calling Me back again. Falling, yes I am falling, And she keeps calling Me back again. Oh, falling, yes I am falling, And she keeps calling Me back again. Qoute of the day "When i'm next to you i'm futher from myself."..Pillar

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

   All my loving i will send to you..The Beatles

hi ppl i'm depressed now cause my gf's parents found out about us dating and so they deleted yahoo im off her comp so we can only talk on this now -_- suxz majorly now everything i care about taken from me I LOVE YOU BABE *looks almost ready to cry* i...i...i need you........that is all i want to say today Poem of the day none song of the day none qoute of the day none

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Monday, May 1, 2006

   Be Free from this ball and chain be free from this life of pain..Papa Roach

Hiya ppl as you can see i changed themes well idk what its called but yeah its different new wallpaper *didnt turn out like i wanted it to but oh well* and new avi ^_^ *i think o.O*^_^ welp besides nothing much at home i'm doing a shit load at school o.o i mean gezz its a bloody conspiracy you miss you get more work than normal i said something to meh gf last night i thought would sound kewl in a song so i'm gonna try and write one *well actually i wrote one before but changed it into a poem cause i got bored* so yeah i might post the lyrics the day i get it finished if i ever do lol ^_^ so bored welp i'm just rambiling now woooooooooness lol ^_^ so anyway how are yall so anyway i'm failing art at the moment but its cause i missed school from being sick *gay i know T_T but that teacher is a bitch* welp that is all i 'm saying about that so on to meh poem of the day bye bye ttyl Poem of the day No matter where your at now, I'm thinking of you, When i think of you i'm still thinking wow, It seems this love is true, I'll save a spot for you on my bed, Right beside the spot in my heart and in my head, your the only girl i wanna hold, The moment i saw you my heart was sold. Song of The Day AUDIO ADRENALINE LYRICS "Some Kind Of Zombie" I must have been confused or vain to let this evil in my brain. Lord did I enjoy the change that you made inside my heart? Oh here they come I'm not afraid there's no temptation I can't evade. Stand up straight look through the haze I begin to walk through the maze here they come they're all up on me but I'm dead to sin like some kind of zombie. I hear you speak and I obey some kind of zombie I walked away from the grave some kind of zombie I will never be afraid some kind of zombie I gave my life away. I'm obliged and obey I'm enslaved to what you say. Qoute of the day "All the words i could have spoken, The hearts i could have taken, Love could have been mine, If only for a short time."...some qoute i wrote just writeing stuff during class*

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

   I'm soring now somewhere in the sky....kutless

hiya ppl i'm on the only time i probably will be able to get on today which suxz cause meh gf isnt on -_- so i dont get to talk to her oh well i guess i survive*sp welp anyway i got 2 new cds today P.O.D Fundementals of Southtown and Rereleaes of Hawk Neslons Letter to the Presidents so ^_^ i'm happy wooooooooooooooo to a point well anyway that is about it ttyl Poem of the day none Song of the day None Qoute of the day "Courage is not the lack of fear and dispair but the strenght to conquer them."....Pic i have ^_^ really kewl pic probably meh next theme actually cause i'm getting bored of Roy ^_^ so idk check back later

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Friday, April 28, 2006

   another beautiful day the sun seems a little brighter..Kutless

hiya ppl i back ^_^ i got sick and meh comp was down o.O gezz triple wammy lol ^_^ well the third was i went to a funeral yeah oh well i got me a sinus infection woooooooooooness lol ^_^ i got drugs wooooooooooooooooo ^_^ lol well anyway that is about it for now ttyl Poem of the day none Song of the day None Qoute of the day "a smile tells it all"...Kutless

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Monday, April 24, 2006

   i woke up and i feel like shit....papa Roach

hi ppl i'm still sick i had to stay home from school today since i felt so bad i've slept all morning and i'm probably gonna go back to sleep later but i decided to post first b4 my parents get home i got dragon Quest 7 the journey of the cursed king *i think it 7 idk* but i love these series so i'm gonna play it after this ^_^ woooooooooo yeah well that is it for today no poem no song just a qoute today sry ttyl Qoute of the day "Laughter is the very best medicine rember that."....Weird Al Yankovic

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

   sick and tired of being sick and tired...Papa Roach

hiya ppl i'm sick it suxz and my comp is down so i'm no my moms laptop which means i cant get on to aim, or msn, only yahoo but i'm sick so i have been sleeping for most of the day in fact i just got up to post then me take more drugs and go back to sleep i'm sry that i havent been on to the ppl i talk to they know who they are well i guess that is about it hope yall have had a good past couple of day i know i havent lol ^_^"" nahh they have been good minus the sick parts well ttyl Poem of the day *none to sick to write one sry* Song of the day *sry to sick to think of one* Qoute of the day "If our lives are dealt to us like the cards of tarok, If we are thrown down to take a trick or be lost as our players deems and there is nothing more to life than that, then i begin to understand Simkin and his way in this world. The game is nothing the playing of it everything."...The Triumph of the Darksword *book i finally finished well ttyl ppl* oh right I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!

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