Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   Its Ten P.M and I find.....

Its 10 pm and I find Im sitting here starring at the ceiling and I find myself thinking of her again, why did she have to go? I reach for my drink and find its empty. I cant remember drinking it but as I start to throw it away I catch movement from the corner of my eye. I look and there she is staring at me! I think does she actually she me or is she looking through me? I reach my hand out to simply feel her skin against mine but its seems I cant reach her. I stand and I put my arms around her waist as I got to kiss her she disappears. Its at this moment I realize I cant live without her! I grab my coat and run out of my apartment leaving my door wide open running towards the stairs. Taking double step my heart races faster. It skips a beat as I hit the streets running. The rain is pouring as the tears fall down my face. I turn the corner and stop out of breath I grab the sign post heaving. Im thinking I cant stop so I start to walk. Pulling my jacket close to me. I see her again, she looks back at me and I start to run again but she disappears again. My heart starts to race again. I find my self breathing heavily standing in front of her door soaking wet, and eyes red. I reach out to knock but stop as the door opens. She looks up and notices me. I look longingly into her eyes. My breath stops as she grabs my arm and pulls me inside. She takes my jacket and says something about drying my cloths. I walk up behind her and grab her arm stopping her. I look once more into her eyes I then kiss her as if I would never stop. She hesitates for a second but then kisses back. I break for a second and whisper Im sorry I love you please forgive me. She stops me and tells me she already did and she loves me! I hold her tight as I kiss her passionately her cloths getting wet from me. She stops for a second to tell me I have cloths here I can change into so I dont get sick I kiss her neck and say ok. yeah...wrote that along time ago and just thought hey why not put it up on here also *shrugs*oh well if anyone reads it i'll be amazed....ttyl Poem of the day none since i did the story at the top Song of the day Wonderwall-Oasis Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after an You're my wonderwall Said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me Qoute of the day "The Greatest single cause of atheisim in the world is christans who acknowledge jesus with their lips and walk out the door armed with that lifestyle that is what a truly unbeliveable world finds unbelivable!"-DC Talk

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Monday, October 2, 2006

   I'll Break my heart in 2 more times than you could ever do-Relient K

*sigh/yawn*man i'm tired what up ppl i'm out of it we had a golf tournement today and i suxed it up woot lol but anyway i'm bored as hell and i think i'm sick no not physically sick but emotionally sick....i'm either undergoing alot of stress or i'm just sick of things the ppl around me do...but thats a story for another day i'm done ranting to myself basically cuz like NO ONE comes and comments so i dont even know why i'm still on here *shrugs*oh well ttyl (not you ppl never talk to me anyway) Poem of the day none (no one reads them anyway) Song of the day none (like you ppl would actually read this) Qoute of the day "I'm being haunted of specters of what might be perfection and beauty"-Roper (but you ppl wont read this so why do i do this) P.S sry if i offend you ppl (thoughs who might actually read this)but really i dont feel like anyone cares on this so why act like it?

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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   You'll find peace in the earth tha ground...Cartel

hiya peeps i'm tired if you couldnt guess lol went to a drumline competition yesterday day well i got a video ipod the other day its awasome and i've already almost got 1000 songs on it man i'm sad lol oh well ^_^ its so SHINY!!! lol anyway i'm tried got up and started to play my gamecube cuz i was to lazy to get something to eat lol but now i'm hungry and i'm gonna find something to eat -_- lol oh well i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day I'm standing here in pain, I'm lost in this darkness, My sight is block from shame, I feel the warmth of light caress, The cold heart inside my chest, But it cannot heal, For a funeral i am dress, Since there is nothing left to feel. Song of the day THE FRAY LYRICS "Over My Head (Cable Car)" I never knew I never knew that everything was falling through That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue To turn and run when all I needed was the truth But that's how it's got to be It's coming down to nothing more than apathy I'd rather run the other way than stay and see The smoke and who's still standing when it clears Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Let's rearrange I wish you were a stranger I could disengage Just say that we agree and then never change Soften a bit until we all just get along But that's disregard Find another friend and you discard As you lose the argument in a cable car Hanging above as the canyon comes between Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind And suddenly I become a part of your past I'm becoming the part that don't last I'm losing you and its effortless Without a sound we lose sight of the ground In the throw around Never thought that you wanted to bring it down I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves And everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Everyone knows She's on your mind Everyone knows I'm in over my head I'm in over my head I'm in over... Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Qoute of the day "STOP MOVING YOUR LIKE A FAT KID IN AN ALL YOU CAN EAT LINE!!!"-something i said to my sis last night when she wouldnt sit still in the car lol

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   Take me to your leader-Newsboy

hiya ppl i just got back from golf practice yeah it was gruling lol...not ^_^ woot i <3 golf its so easy except for hitting the ball straight part but besides that i'm ok at it i got an old man mad at me it was awasome ^_^ well that was my highlight of the day...oh except i thought of any awasome way to make money if i can get enough backing for it i'll tell you ppl at another time if i go through with it...but idk...lol oh well ttyll Poem of the day none dont feel like it Song of the day dont feel like looking up one lol Qoute of the day "i want you i want you so bad its driving me mad its driving me mad"-The Beatles

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

   Take Refuge in his hands-The O.C Supertones

hiya ppl i just found out that my gf might be grounded -_- so suxz not kewl at all i wanna talk to her wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh TT.TT....oh well i guess i'll just....*sniff*talk to my self or at lest draw or play games...idk...ttyl Poem of the day none Song of the day none Qoute of the day "Sweet Hawaiian Mullet"-Sobe lid ^_^ lol

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

   what good are theses gifts-Five Iron Frenzy

hiya peeps working on art at the moment ^_^ yes i said i'm doing hw lol and omg i got fed-exed beach balls lol yes beach balls lol ^_^ i guess thats it fo today so ttyl Poem of the day omg i dont have time song of the day Omg i dont i have time Qoute of the day "omg i dont have time"-me just then lol

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Monday, September 25, 2006

   And can we sing with one voice-OC Supertones

ok so what is up ppl i've been playing tales of smyphonia again on my gamecube and today i decided i am going to get a freakin hard title to get no not berserker but Eternal Apprentace T.T it suxz i have to use the wooden swords till i fight Killika*sp the lil midget herself T.T oh well ^_^ freakin hard title for a freakin RPG-master lol ^_^ (cough cough not cough) lol well i guess thats it except omg i didnt even remeber till now but I'VE FREAKIN FINALLY GOT 100 GESTBOOK SIGNINGS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! 3 sites after my original and i've finally gotten 100 *sniff sniff*feels like i won an award well ok over that now well ttyl Poem of the day to lazy song of the day to lazy Qoute of the day "So does that make Diabetics emo since they make themselfs bleed?"-something i asked my sis cuz i was bored! lol i know i'm weird!

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

   You got me ringing hell's bell's-AC/DC

lol hiya ppl ^_^ omg new theme cuz i was bored of my last one its CHIBIFIED KAKASHI WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol ^_^ kakashi is awasome lol but anyway i've been playing My game cube lately so yeah its differnt but i finally figured out how to do some kewl stuff on the game T.T i'm like gezz took me long enough lol ^_^ oh well well i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day to lazy Song of the day to lazy Qoute of the day "YOU'VE BEEN CHIBIFIED"-what they said to kakashi when i made my theme lol!

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

   Thats why i'm callin out these names when i Emcee-Kj-52

hiya ppl i got up way late today woot lol ^_^ it was storming bad this morning so i'm like nope i'm sleeping and pasted back out woot lol well anyway got my newest fanart up and completed version now i'm working on 2 Kenshin ones and gonna try a Ghost in The Shell one *which could be hard o.O* lol oh well my sis's b-day is next week unfortanly shes haveing a mascarade and she and her friend have my outfit planned out yes THEY have it planned out already i dont have a say in it o.O its scary but its ok with me mostly red and black woot ^_^ so its not much of a stretch for me except for wearing the whole mask thing lol ^_^ oh well ppl no see my face which is good so i guess thats it ttyl Poem of the day to lazy Song of the day to lazy Qoute of the day "To lazy"-Me lol i love saying that ^_^

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Friday, September 22, 2006

   How much i hurt you-Pillar

hiya ppl sry for not being on yesterday or the day before couldnt really be on family was being evil in fact all i could do when i was on yestedrday was put up or submit a new incomplete fanart (its another vash woot) ^_^ and now i get to put up the complete version its so awasome looking oh yeah lol ^_^ well guess thats its Poem of the day Hiding behind a mask, Covering my frown with a smile, Hopeing for a little slack, Your suppose to help but your my trial, Best friend you where, But you became my enemy, My back isnt an easy thing to tear, But when this cut heals it will just another scar! Song of the day Parody of “I Believe in a Thing Called Love” by The Darkness (by Branden Boetticher aka Ithorian) I can't believe that my uncle and aunt are gone But the Imperials, they really blasted up our farm And I knew. . . There could be. . . Only one thing left for me I wanna learn the ways of the Force Be a Jedi like my father was, of course There's nothin' left for me here now Ben Kenobi, will you teach me how I wanna learn about the Force Oooooo. . . Got in the speeder, me, Ben, Threepio and Artoo And we took off, made a beeline out across the dunes Headed to. . . Mos Eisley. . . Wretched hive of scum and villany I wanna learn the ways of the Force Be a Jedi like my father was, of course There's nothin' left for me here now Ben Kenobi, will you teach me how I wanna learn about the Force Oooooo. . . guitar! Met Han Solo. . . And Chewie. . . They'll help me fulfill my destiny. . . ahhhh! I wanna learn the ways of the Force Be a Jedi like my father was, of course There's nothin' left for me here now Ben Kenobi, will you teach me how I wanna learn about the Force Oooooo. . . Qoute of the day "Your the one thats breaking in here Your with stupid!"-Roper

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