Monday, September 18, 2006

   Never reaching what i want to reach...Skillet

hiya ppl how are you today good good i'm doing good hungry but to lazy to go get me food even though my kitchen is like 5 steps away lol yeah i'm sad like that oh well ^_^ took a test in chemistry today I shit you not i didnt know anything on it lol ^_^ i guessed for like half the test wooooooooooo but besides that i'm actually on time well sorta in art thats like a first for me lol just got to get stuff for the rest of my project lol oh well ^_^ well i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Insane,Deranged, and Disturbed, These are all words associated with me, You say this cuz my life has been Upturned, I've been set Free, You ask how can you change so suddenly, I said its not me thats changed, I see the worlds beauty say its harsh and ugly, You say your normal and i am strange, But my friend your the different person, I found my savior, When you changed your persona, I continued doing his labor! Song of the day Qoute of the day "I never really was Insane except for when my heart was touched"-Edgar Allen Poe

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

   In honesty theirs room for improvment...Five Iron Frenzy

welp how are yall today i'm a little on edge been thinking and its really affecting me...i've been thinking about something that happend a long time ago its got me stressed I mean if someone ask for your opinion shouldnt they accept it no matter what it is not get mad at you for it? seriously why do you ask someone then get mad at them for their opinion gezz...i'm rambiling again great this subject has really got me messed up I dont even know the person who got mad at me wtf is my problem dammit..... Poem of the day ...none Song of the day Save Me by Massacre Rage [Verse 1] Brusied and battered, You leave me beaten and shattered, Since all i wear are frowns, I dont need you to put me down, I know i will get my crown, and everytime i need some help i fall to the ground, [Pre-Chorus] and out i scream! hope to wake from this dream! [Chorus] SAVE ME! I NEED YOU TO HELP ME SAVE ME! I'M LOST SAVE ME! GOD I RAN FROM YOU but i know it was me you sought, so i'm asking you to SAVE ME AGAIN!!! [Verse 2] everyone is lost on what i mean, god help me show to them what i have seen, i dont want to lose my way, i've been lost before, speak to me and tell me what to say, and help me open up these doors, come on scream! and wake yourself from your dream! [chorus] [Bridge] save me god for i am lost, like a child looking for my way, i'll never make it out, But because of you i know excatly what to say [Chorus X2] Qoute of the day "If I speak in tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.If i have the gift and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if iI have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, i am nothing. If i give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, i gain nothing.love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keepp no record of wrong, Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth,it always protects, always trust, and always hopes, always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13: 1-8

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

   Life dreams are shattered and your gone away..Hawk Nelson

hiya ppl *yawn*just got up like 4 mins ago (it was like 5:04) so man i was tired went to a parade today all i did was ride the float and i was still tired oh well so anyway. Well theres not much else happening tonight i'm gonna watch the FMA movie thanks to my friend letting me borrow it woot ^_^ yeah thats about it so ttyl Poem of the day Betryal of trust, Friendships hurt, unbreakable bonds turn to rust, as we slams each other into the dirt, We vowed to never tell, But our secrets we bleed out, In this moment our hope just fell, As were left here in doubt, Thoughts of the past, We've seperated ourselves, By cars we chrashed, Ending out lives and our tales. Song of the day HAWK NELSON LYRICS "Take Me" Can you hear me? Does anyone around me Feel the way that I feel now? Cause from the window where I sometimes cry I just want to see Your face tonight And I'm willing to lose everything I am Cause I need you more than ever I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far Take me under Your wing tonight Make me so perfect in Your eyes Hold on cause it will be alright You're not alone. When You're near me, I feel like I just found me In the traces of the boy from yesterday But in a world that is so black and white I will take the steps to change my life And I won't be coming back to here again I need Your loving hand to guide me Through the maze of all the things inside me Then I'll know that I'm alright Cause I need You more than ever I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far Tale me under Your wing tonight Make me so perfect in Your eyes Hold on cause it will be alright You're not alone Please help me get from worse to better Before these tears soak through this lonely sweater And let me know that I'm alright I still have one strike of this match left And I'm holding on to my last breath And its getting a little dark around to see here Take me under Your wing tonight Make me so perfect in your eyes Hold on cause it will be alright You're not alone Take me under Your wing tonight Make me so perfect in your eyes Hold on it will be alright You're not alone And You'll be here forever, forever You'll stay And You promised to love me, You'll love me always You'll love me for always, You'll love me for always Always Qoute of the day "if we started at zero, then how did things change?" Hawk Nelson

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Friday, September 15, 2006

   Homecoming:Death of Saint Jimmy....Greenday song title (sorta)

hiya ppl its our homecoming game today and again (for as long as i can remeber) i dont have anyone to take -_- so sad but idk maybe senior year i take someone...nah probably not oh well ^_^ screw my school lol anyway i posted a song yesterday cuz i got on late yeah lame excuse i know but really if you can after reading this put your opinion on it (thanks to you who already have) well i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day To lazy Song of the day To lazy Qoute of the day "as the crows fly so do I"..John Reuben

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

   its all a matter of opinion...duh

ok so i wrote a new song and thats all i'm really posting for i want opinions on it its called sometimes and its my first actual slow song here it is Sometimes By: Massacre Rage [Verse 1] I'm thinking of tomorrow, I"m dreaming of yesterday, I'm here now with only sorrow, I dont know if i can make another day, [chorus 1] Sometimes i get sad! It seems like a hopeless cause, Thinking of you makes me glad, Now i know i'm the one with the flaws, [verse 2] I'm thinking of rain again, I'm dreaming of thunderstorms, I"m asking you to take my pain, but now my hear is torn, [chorus 2] Sometimes i get mad! I go into my silent rage, Thinking of you makes me glad, I wanna leave this day and turn the page, [bridge] I"m taking a beating, My hope God is fleeting, I need you to rescue me, Open my eyes so i can see! [chorus 3] Sometimes i feel fine! Speaking with you makes me glad, I think of old times, and suddenly i go back to sad, [final chorus] and sometimes.. and sometimes.. and sometimes i feel helpless, and othertimes i feel i'm saved, Sometimes i wonder why i felt this, But i'll just continue on the path unpaved, [solo] and sometimes i get sad! Sometimes i get mad! and sometimes i feel fine! and sometimes.. and sometimes i can see your glory shine! thanks for reading the song leave comments on your opinion of it thanks again

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   All we need is some ice-cream and a hug....Bowling For Soup

hiya peeps doing good got ice-cream 7th period woooo yeah i know *cough cough loser cough* but it was good i swear -_-...oh well ^_^ anyway i'm bored today sux blew except for the ice-cream yeah...umm did i say i was bored well if not i am lol ^_^ well i got the info for my senior ring woot i get mine this year gonna get the cheap version but it will look silver >.> what i'm poor..oh well ^_^ it will look pimp thats all i got to say i take a pic of it when i get it next semester ^_^ well anyway i guess thats it so ttyll poem of the day none to lazy song of the day to lazy Qoute of the day "i'm just a poor boy i need no sympathy"..Queen

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

   To see them hurting feels like knuckles to the back of my head..Kutless

hiya ppl i started to think yesterday...annoyed ppl but thankfully not as bad as last time i thought but anyway i have a killer headache just waiting for my advil to kick in now ^_^ good news i get ice-cream tomorrow during 7th period woot but yeah today my friends made Xtreme Tag...yes anything with and X in it is extreme...but its tag with 50 cal. sniper rifles and bean bag rounds ^_^ of course body armor *not like it will do much anyway* so yeah that will be fun if we ever do it lol oh well i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day none cuz i have a song today word lol Song of the day Save Me by Massacre Rage [Verse 1] Brusied and battered, You leave me beaten and shattered, Since all i wear are frowns, I dont need you to put me down, I know i will get my crown, and everytime i need some help i fall to the ground, [Pre-Chorus] and out i scream! hope to wake from this dream! [Chorus] SAVE ME! I NEED YOU TO HELP ME SAVE ME! I'M LOST SAVE ME! GOD I RAN FROM YOU but i know it was me you sought, so i'm asking you to SAVE ME AGAIN!!! [Verse 2] everyone is lost on what i mean, god help me show to them what i have seen, i dont want to lose my way, i've been lost before, speak to me and tell me what to say, and help me open up these doors, come on scream! and wake yourself from your dream! [chorus] [Bridge] save me god for i am lost, like a child looking for my way, i'll never make it out, But because of you i know excatly what to say [Chorus X2] Qoute of the day "Apologetics isnt used to destroy ones faith but prick them into questioning their faith"...similar to something i read in a christan book

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Saturday, September 9, 2006

   The memory is like the picture was then...Linkin Park

OMG i'm bored at my cousings baby shower right now yeah BORING WOOOOOOOOOOO my kinda game lol i hate sitting here but omg this internet service at my churhc freakin roxz its uber fast lol wooooooo well i dont have much to say so i guess i'll talk to ya later Poem of the day NO time to think Song of the day Same as before QOute of the day "Its easier to go then face all this pain here on my own."..Linkin Park

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Friday, September 8, 2006

   Hate me today Hate me tomorrow...Blue October

hiya ppl *sigh*havent feel good for the last couple of days and well yeah it was showing thought my gf was mad at me she isnt thankfully either that or she isnt acting like she is but idk...oh well anyway sry for not posting last couple days already gave my best excuse for it yeah...have a headache now almost missed our golf meeting today would have been bad..not T.T it was the biggest waste of my life lol ^_^ it was things i already knew gezz lol oh well so yeah i guess thats it so ttyl Poem of the day Two hearts beating in the dead of night, A feeling of love to know, Giveing this world a small gilmer of light, Even if it never does more than glow, Hands together never to let go, Hearts entombed by the whitest snow, Love forever they said, They will lay forever on that bed. Song of the day Refiners Fire by Massacre Rage here we find us, sad and seeming alone, life pushes us as its in a rush, God seems to leave us to make us atone, and as if on que he appears, he cleans and makes us perfect, he erases all of our fears, [pre-chorus] were full of impuritys, we need to rid ourselfs of our desires, so our souls can be at ease, we need Gods Refining fire, [Chorus] step into the flames, let it melt away your greed and lustful desires, let it burn away you selfish shame, and come out pure from the refiners fire, each one of us watched over carefully, like jewlery crafted painstakenly, paticently removing all impuritys, until finaly through his eyes we can see, he never left us, he was always there making sure we didnt get mislead, we doubted him cause of our lack of trust, and so we blame him for leaving though were the ones who flead, [Pre-Chorus & Chorus] [bridge] god and his refining fire, like the sliver smith watching us with love and care, as he removes the impuritys god removes our hate and desires, but our connections to him we rip and tear, [Chorus x2] Qoute of the day "if you wait around forever you will surely drown"-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

   Reaching out without this fear...something i wanted to say o.O

ok hiya ppl doing good except our 3 day weekend from school is over blah oh well ^_^ once this week is over its one less week of school woot lol yeah i think of weird ways to celebrate omg i got a 24 case of monster this weekend its like heaven on earth i swear wooooooooooo but anyway i was like wide awake for first period for the first time lol anyway thats about it i'm bored as well i can possible get lol ^_^ well ttyl oh oh i have the kid from geometry in 5th period again for us history *5th period last year was geometry* and today he asked for another of my "death" poems i dont write death poems i just write poetry thats semi-dark gezz but yeah thats all i have to say fo real so ttyl Poem of the day Reaching out without this fear, All our dreams holding us up above, but this lack of courage perices like a spear, But then i see your shining face and i know i am loved, I will kill my rage, I will escape my cage, Turn a new page, I WILL Massacre Rage, Song of the day PINK FLOYD LYRICS "Brain Damage" The lunatic is on the grass The lunatic is on the grass Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs Got to keep the loonies on the path The lunatic is in the hall The lunatics are in my hall The paper holds their folded faces to the floor And every day the paper boy brings more And if the dam breaks open many years too soon And if there is no room upon the hill And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too I'll see you on the dark side of the moon The lunatic is in my head The lunatic is in my head You raise the blade, you make the change You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane You lock the door And throw away the key There's someone in my head but it's not me. And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear You shout and no one seems to hear And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes I'll see you on the dark side of the moon "I can't think of anything to say except... I think it's marvellous! HaHaHa!" Qoute of the day "What cause us to change what we've know for ever like why do we change the sex we like one day and never think twice about it?"...something i've contemplated for a long time...no offence to ppl who are that way

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