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Wednesday, April 5, 2006
if this is what you want then fire at will....MCR
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hiya ppl sry for not posting again kinda be busy and couldnt post yesterday ^_^ but oh well i am today well how are yall i'm bored and hungry right now so ^_^ food here i come lol well anyway thats about it todays poem is something i wrote the other day its not a poem so just deal with it ^_^ well thats it ttyl
Poem of the day
I’m not human anymore, sure I look human but it’s just an empty shell. I’m a replica of my former self. This pain I’ve caused, this love I gave, this hate I’ve sown, and this peace I’ve sought. All of it has and will vanish in a blink of an eye. I struggle to with stand becoming what I fear. I’m slipping from reality; my humanity is stripped down to one tiny shred. You may think its god but you’re wrong, sure God is embedded in me but my last grip on reality and life is her! She stays the same. She throws love into me not stress, not hate, not pain!!! I’m glad for it. I love Brittany so much. Yet ever ounce of me has become hollow. My eyes stare coolly in front of me undoubtly showing nothing. This cannot be helped this struggle inside me this striping of everything dear to me. This live is dammed!!! There is no option left, nothing to turn to. I’m sorry to say but I’ve given up everything. I live for one thing and care for one thing. I strife for one thing, and fail at everything. I make no sense anymore but perhaps I never made any sense. If nothing changes after this then I’ve failed again. I’m shooting for the highest goal, but I fall miserable at the simplest thing. I reach for heaven and instead get pricked by thorns. I try to carry my pains and burdens while trying to carry the worlds. The pressure has its point but I must press on if not for me or God then for her. I must no I will carry on for the sake of her. No matter how hollow I become I will live until God tells me to die. I will not die by the hands that write this. I will live on for my love…. For Brittany.
Qoute of the day
"my god They have gone Plaid."....Barf "Space Balls". lol ^_^ i love that movie ttyl
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