Tuesday, October 4, 2005

   THIRTIETH ENTRY
I finally have something awesome to post. I AM DATING KAIRO, THE GIRL THAT I HAD A CRUSH ON, YAYYY. I'm so happy now, shes so awesome. I almost cant believe I'm dating her, she probably coming over Friday after school and we are going to have a movie night. Anyway, tonight I have a concert with honor choir and tomorow I have school and I will have to catch up on things. Well anyway, Yuki is here I think so I go now.
Later.
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   TWENTY NINTH POST
Hey,
Well I know I haven't updated in a while but I am grounded so it makes things a little more difficult. Anyway, school is in and its been ok. There is this really cute girl that came to our school this year, shes really nice and I like talking to her. I got her to join improv so I hope she has a really good sense of humour or she may think that I am weird lol. SHE'S SO CUTE (eh Yuki lol). Anyway I am looking forward to being ungrounded and I might go to a concert if I get ungrounded in time. Till next time. Oh and I am going to be singing at War Child, at least 2 of my own songs, it will be awesome.
Later
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

   TWENTY EIGHTH POST
I wrote this lyrics yesterday. It seems like everything lately is going wrong. I wrote this after I talked to Sabrina, its called This Path.

Type: Lyrics
Title: This Path

All my pain and my sorrow,
Laid out like stepping stones,
On this path that I follow,
Why must I walk it alone,
All my friends they pass right by me,
Their helping hands I never see,
Yet my arms are always open,
Taking their stones unto me.

And now I walk this path alone,
And I cry tears that no one knows,
My heart it retreats,
Deeper inside of me,
My soul it falls,
It can no longer fly at all,
In a world so full of pain,
Where every grain,
Of hope has faded away.

I give so much of myself,
To those around me,
And I don’t ask for much,
In return.
And now I look at all I knew,
And nothing is the same,
Even those I love,
Seem to have changed.

And now I walk this path alone,
And I cry tears that no one knows,
My heart it retreats,
Deeper inside of me,
My soul it falls,
It can no longer fly at all,
In a world so full of pain,
Where every grain,
Of hope has faded away.

And now I walk this path alone,
And I cry tears that no one knows,
My heart it retreats,
Deeper inside of me,
My soul it falls,
It can no longer fly at all,
In a world so full of pain,
Where every grain,
Of hope has faded away.
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Monday, August 29, 2005

   TWENTY SEVENTH ENTRY
Here is a quiz that I took.

Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.


Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

TWENTY SIXTH ENTRY
TYPE: Poem
TITLE: N/A

As the light around me fades,
I feel the darkness flowing through my veins,
The compilation of all my pain,
Seems to be eating my soul away,
All my sorrow cuts through my heart,
Like a blade that’s tearing me apart,
I feel the worst is yet to come,
I fear this war is almost done,
And while here I stand,
Without anyone to take my hand,
My inner demons they multiply,
And my mind no longer tries to lie,
To try and say that I can hide,
And run from their red piercing eyes,
And as time keeps passing by,
They are trying to take over my mind,
And no matter how hard I try,
I know that they cannot die,
So I lay my sword down,
And throw my shield to the ground,
Let them break through my armor,
There darkness I will absorb,
And I will not be the same anymore,
And as the light around me fades,
I feel the darkness flowing through my veins,
It gives me so much strength,
But it has taken the ultimate toll,
Destined me to walk through this world,
Full of pain and sorrow,
Without any end in sight,
For Like the darkness of the night,
I will be here and never fade,
Forever and always,
Hating my new found immortality.
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Friday, August 19, 2005

   TWENTY FIFTH ENTRY
She said that she was afraid of me, that I scared her so much that she cried. I feel bad that I made her cry but I realized something, if she was so afraid of me then, when I was just showing another side of me and I wasnt doing anything special, if she was afraid of me when I showed a part of me that I love being then she really didnt know me well at all. Anyway I'm trying to find out what I am going to do tonight. I talked to fangs, we are going to have pancakes at some point, it will be cool. I want to have someone spend the night then sneak out of my tent in the middle of the night, its fun. Awesome ginter might be coming to spend the night and we are going to go out in his car joy riding.
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Monday, August 8, 2005

Twenty Fourth Entry
Well I havn't updated in a while and I am doing it now because Rachael keeps telling me to update so at least this will make her happy. I have a job now, i teach computers, pretty good money so im happy. I am still single, which really sux lol but meh. Yuki and Rin both want me to get to know their friend Cait better and I am looking forward to that because she seemed like a pretty cool person so hopefully we can become good friends. I am looking forward to my next paycheck on friday, i am wondering how much it is going to be :P. Anyway, I am going to go now.

Later
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

   Twenty Third Entry
Well today i am going to pick up my report card, I'm kinda worried, and also i am going to go to garbonzos pizza for all you can eat chicken wings with some of my buddies. Here is a quiz i took today.

You scored as Light Angel. Ah yes the angel of Light, God's messenger with the purest heart of them all... you bring good news to all those around you and people love your white wings and pure attitude, with your blonde/silver hair Light Angel 80% Elemental Angel of Water 75% Life Angel 75% Dark Angel 73% Moonlight Angel 55% Elemental Angel of Fire 50% Elemental Angel of Earth 48% Elemental Angel of Wind 45% Sunlight Angel 43% Death Angel 30% Hell Angel 10% Fallen Angel 5% What is Your Angel Element? created with QuizFarm.com

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Friday, June 24, 2005

Twenty Second Entry
I wrote the first and second part of this poem and showed it to rachael the day I asked her out, the third part I wrote after I asked her out and then I changed it a bit after she broke up with me. And no its nothing bad. Never regret something that once made you smile.

Type: Poem
Title: N/A

I look at her while she's in class,
She looks at me through the glass,
She smiles and waves,
My heart she enslaves,
How much I care she doesn't know,
Because I try not to let it show,
But my heart it doesn't lie,
And when I look into her eyes,
I hope that some day she will be mine.

So now I leave my insecurities behind,
It's time for my courage to shine,
And with my heart leading the way,
I will follow and a risk I will take,
And I would rather try and fail,
Then condemn myself to my own hell,
Where my mind will always wonder,
And my heart will always whine,
What if she could have been mine.

Now here I am,
And that risk is behind me,
And since that day,
My life was so happy,
Because on that day,
She said yes,
And my life changed,
For the best,
And now I can say,
Though our days together,
Are in the past,
She was once mine.
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Friday, June 17, 2005

   Twenty First Entry
I just finished my first exam and I am pretty sure I aced it like with a 90%. Anyway I must finish some work now, here is a quiz I took. P.S. As always I miss Rachael very much, altho she confuses me :P lol.

Your “Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter” Identity by arista_aturi
Your Name:
What You Are:	Vampire
Your Strength(s):	“You mess with one of us, you mess with ALL of us!”
Your Love Interest:	Human Servant
What People Call You:	“The Executioner.”
Preferred Weapon(s):	“That’s for me to know and you to die from.”
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