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Friday, May 27, 2005


   IGNORANCE IS BLISS

‡Piece of mind‡

I don't know, but something about awards night just depressed me. I feel like I'm letting everyone down. It just hit me, like I don't know what, but it made me start to think about a lot of things, and it depresses me a lot. Maybe it's just because I'm a junior, soon to be a senior, but not quite one yet. I guess this is the reason I try to just work my life away. I don't even know when school's out because I absorb myself into my work. Then when I think about it, my grades aren't too satisfying to me. All that work, for nothing, or what feels like just nothing...IGNORANCE IS BLISS...if I just continue to keep my head down and work, I wouldn't have to deal with any of this...there is just simply too much going on, and I can't just tell anyone everything...



It's like being in a dark room at night. If i open my eyes and listen I'll constantly look around, listen, and be forever scared, but if I close my eyes and think of something, no matter what I'm safe...I miss my grandpa...
October 28, 1995...and the blood stains never go away

-Arima

TM tHoUgHtZ oF bLuE

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