Sunday, June 26, 2005

   "Mokuba toutched your momma!"
by Seji-kun

Howdy All!

Sorry no post last week! I was just soo worn our from the con I went to. I went to ANIME NEXT for my birthday!( Even thought its in August) It was soo much fun! I saw soo many cosplayers! Some of my favs were the Cloud that was representing Cosplay.com( a great site), a Sakura from Naruto that was a guy, a short Muraki and some really kool Jrock cosplayers!(ie-Kyo from Deg, Hyde from the "STAY AWAY" pv, and Mana from M10M) I also bought alotta kool things like lil Sanokse Sigara from Kenshin pins along with a Goury pin and an Ed from FMA pin, Oh and I can't forget my hide pins! I got an X JAPAN lighter and t-shirt, "Whats In" mag with L'Arc on the cover, a yuri novel,etc. My friends cosplayed as Seji from Midori Days ( to match me Midori-chan from Midori Days) and Jin from Samurai Champloo. Well my Jin was kinda upset with the overdoseage of Ninjas that just wore the Naruto head band, had a wepon and said they were "cosplaying". So he started to challange them. If he won they took off the head band or give up an item. And if he lost he'd give them an item. Well.......outta 29 fights he only lost 2. And I really wanted that dudes poster! It was a really kool L'Arc one! The prizes that I won from those fights(he gave some of the things to me cuz we kept losing him for an hour at a time) was a Hiei plushie, Okita and Uryu Ishada sticker, a ENVY from FMA lil key chain, a"Will Yuri for Food" sign etc. and I wore that sign with pride and cuz Seji and Jin were hungry. But there was a few Midori fan there....on shockingly enuff was lil 13 yr old boy cosplaying as Li from CCS. I also talked to the dude that slod the swords from NYC at the con! He was Awsome! We ( us three) were his fav ppl at the con( or so he said) Jin bec he defeated the Ninjas, me cuz he llike telling me the story and remembering when an old Japanese lady gave him Ramune soda while he worked in Japan( I was drinking Ramune soda every time I passed the stand almost), and Seji bec he was gawcking that the swords. lol it was really fun! I also got my pic taken by Cosplay.com! See;

I think the pic is some what good. I had lost my Seji-kun at then time and the chick was like yelling at me for doing so.....I was like ^^;;;;;< Sorry! ( leave the crazys alone)
But yeasturday was fun! I wen to the beach! I had a bunch of Ranchie guy hit on me. I was really scared of one of them cuz he wouldn't leave me a lone and he was like a pedifile and he kinda watched me for a long ass time. Really disturbing I tell you. Ya think guys can get the hint when you call thema discusting lechurous pedophile purveret. But anyway I colcted Sea shells and found lil sand crabs! There sooooo Kawaii!!!!!! and My mom and I ate at this nice shore resturant called Ocean Pavillian, in Ocen Grove (sp) this cozy lil ocean town in Neptuen NJ.

Well thats pretty much all for now but few last things I'd like to share:
1) i got L'Arc~En~Ciel's new album, "AWAKE" , and its kick anal magee!

2) my fav con moment:
XD I yelled half way across the fromt of the expo center "HEY CLOUD!!!!"(FF)
C- "HUH?" :::looks up at ramp thingy and sees me::::
M-" YOUR SEXY!!!!!":::blows kiss:::
C-"Oh-kay":::sticks thumbs up and walks away::::
M-"That was fun!" ::::turns around and keeps smoking cig while ppl stare at me:::
Yeah my friends tell me I should of said "Shemxy" instead of "Sexy"

3)I still have 2 days of skool left.......dosen't it suck to be me?!


Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, June 12, 2005

   "Been a long raod to follow"
"Gravity" by Yoko Kano
Hello Everyone!

How was your guys week? Its been hot as hell in NJ. I sware! This week was full of events! On moday my teacher was absent. My princepl,Mr. Brown, moved us into a naircondtioned room instead of the cafiteria. ( My skool only has AC in the rooms where important ppl work)Tuesday, I had gotten called down to my counclers office and that was one mess that I was pissed about. Nothing really bad happened just it was a very imbarasing thing for me to talk about....I don't feel comfertible talking about it with my fellow friends openly at MyO. I'm sorry. Anyway...wensday I helped a 4th grader with long division for about 4-5 hours....it was very anoying asnd tireing because she kept trying to destract me and herself.....THursday,I did a protrait of hide-sama that my teacher absoluetly loves! I Also had my I.E.P on wensday ( its a meeting with my mom,my councler, and a few of my teachers for where I'm going to be placed next year) every teacher raved about me and one shoved words in my mouth....I got upset with that...but then I half forgave her bec she might get me a job on the weekends paying good money off the books. Its on the weekends in a clothing store from about 8 am till 4 pm both SAT and SUN. but I don't care...its money.


On friday I handed in my aplication for this really great skool that I want to go to over the summer! Its a skool to help special ed kids and financhially diffcult kids....It starts July 11th and runs threw Aug. 12 ( TT_TT thats sad...I'm gonna have to go to skool on my Birthday *8/10*) 8:30 till 12:30. The corese are Math,English,and computer. At the end of the program you get extra credits and a free computer( a good one too) and $4.50 for every hour you attened that skool! XD at the end of the corse if you attened all of it ....its a total of $450 and a FREE COMP!!!!! My teacher kicks anal even though she thinks I'm too "Dark, Cryptic,Gothic-like"....but shes making sure I get into the corse. Isn't that awsome! I'm sooo happy! I also Pre-Ordered L'Arc's new album, "AWAKE"! I gotta get going! I have to wake up early for that clthing Job intervew! Oh and I hope you like the new Welcome banner for my site!

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, June 5, 2005

   There is no you in love
Hey All!

How every one doing? I'm okay for the most part. This week was another interesting one. Our skool as everyother skool had off on monday. As I said lastweekned I spent all last holiday weekend taking care of my grandma, thank goodness she doing alot better. On tues nothing really much happend. Wensday I burned my self with my lighter while melting a plastck knife...I admit not the brightest thing to do ^^;;;; I also got piss ass drunk and may I add that was very intersting.....me and my friend bascially downed a gallon of red wine.....

Thursday at 5 am I was at my toilet thinkning," Why is the salad purple?" , as I was doing th most bovious thing.....puking. I told my mom that I had a virus and she was having a bad dream and talking to me as if I were her boss saying things like," And what is your opintend scedualed at Dr. Kana?", and," But your booked for the day." ^.^ I yelled back at her....."Mom, I'm not your doctor, nor am I a freaky white haired girl from Inu-Yasha witha PHD...." Later on in the day( after my hang-over was finally threw putting me threw hell) I watched 'Planet of the Apes' and a lil it-bit of 'Silence of the lambs' and watched the news on the WB along with their night rant of old comedy shows from the late 90's while drawing a realistic portirit of Hyde....I just can nevr get his eyes right......hes just too damn sexy....

On friday I went to skool exspecting to see all my friends.....yeah they were all out for various resons later to be known.
Purtse-poo- Was sick (too many pina colatas I think)
Papa- his I belive 18th b-day! (Yay now you can buy me death sticks!....I think)
Half my Comercial arts class/ skool- Mr. Biskco and Mr. Crea's trip to battle ship NJ! ( I hate it when history teachers go on korny trips like that)

Today I slept in till about11: 30.....My mom like watching 'Yu-gi-oh!' ( she always falls asleep on the couch on friday nites and leaves the TV on).....she says," The reson why I watch that show because its so stupid it help motivate me to get up and change the chanel"......She also has the comment of," How the hell can you watch that stuff....all the yelling and the screaming.....bad mouth movements.....the over dramaic-ization of the most stupidest of things.......and come on....its a friggrn card game! GET OVER IT!"......she still dosen't understand why I yell at the TV while watching in it saying stuff like, " AHAHA JOEY YOU DIE IN THE END!", " SHUT UP DAN GREEN!"( vocie actor for Yami Yugi and Tsuzuki from Yami No Matsuie and random Gym leaders from Poke'mon), "I hope you die Tea!", "Awww look at the happy couple....Mokuba and Seto....the most distured man on earth...RANCHIE!" ( Keiko knows why Seto is so disurbed) and last but not least," *giggels* I love you, [ in sert Bakura or Pegasis]!!!! You sooo [For bakura its sexy/ shmexy and for Pegasis is creepy]" And every saturday moring I always wake up when Joey yells...... The moive I saw this week was 'The Longest Yared'! It was funny! I love the 'girls' in that moive! I know alot of guys like them! And then I went home and watched Saiyuki, Noir, D N Angel, Samurai Champloo, and Maburoh (sp).

D N Angel always makes me depressed.....

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   A few rice-balls short of a lunch box......
Howdy all!

Its early sunday moring...and the scary thing is I'm rested completely! My week was okay. I went on a feild trip and it was horrible but that was on friday. I got sunburn , a tan ( wanna be porcelin pale), sun stroke , etc. And it was to some water resivour. What else.......I read 'Frankenstien' this week! I felt really bad for the monster. Oh I also saw Madagascar! It was awsome! XD I love Melmen and the peguins! They are so like me! ......What else.......TYhe star wars craze has gotten a hold of my friends....so much so that I sing the Weird Al version of "American pie" thats completely about Star Wars andI'm calling Jesse a wookie and hes calling me and ewak.....Help me! I still don't understand star wars!

Oh! I forgot to mention! I'm going to Anime Next which is 2 weeks from now! YAY! I love cosplayers! Some of them are really hot!:::whips out camera:::: Its sooo awsome that you get to take pics of hot guys that you don't evenknow and actually have a reson to! Last time I was at a con I saw a Hyde look-a-like! He was working for Jpophouse.com and theres a chance he might be there again!

L'Arc's DVD of their America consert comes out on Tuesday! Grab a copy! I know I am! XD Also L'Arc's new Album,'AWAKEN', comes out 6/22! I'm trying to look around so I cna pre order but Jpophouse.com is redoing the site and I can't find my way around and half the links don't work last time I checked. (beck on L'Arc topic) Isn't thier new ablum cover awsome! Its my icon! I gotta go! My grandma came down with a bad cold and I have to take care of her. And now I'll lave you with one hell'a shmexy pic of Hyde from 4th Ave Cafe ( an awsome L'arc fan site)

I think I have the ring hes wearing! XD

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

kawaii hampster of doom
yeah that comment is about josh's hamster, awshwits.....heheh hes kawaii.also i'm sorry i havent posted in 2 weeks i've been busy but omg, i want l'arcs new album, 'AWAKEN' its sooo falcking awsome1 [exclmation make] the key brod that im using dosent have a shift key. ewwwwww my friends are making fun of the burger king commercial that gose'brad i am your father'..lol anyway that all i pretty much have to say and plus jesse is standing over me like a wookie on human flesh...oh he has a myo account too its freako945...lol and eww mr. uehas's dautghter is hot...ewww
well take care for now,
ruri-chan
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Monday, May 9, 2005

   BINGE!!!!
Howdy All! Sorry for the long post last time! I was just me Bitching and moaning! I truely thnak everyone that fully read it threw!

Well this weekend was a blank bec I went on a binge on Saturday and passed out about 1 am sunday moring. I remeber somewhat but I need Keiko to fill me in on the begining cuz thats what I don't rmemeber! LOL I had a hang over on Sunday moring and I Missed Full Meatal TT_TT IT SUCKS TO BE ME! And my mom and I got in to a fight yesturdayn so it wasn't the best of mothers day.

WHat else I have my playing cards scanned on to the comp and I'll get them up soon. ANd YAY! I checked out the cosplay section of MyO and its awsome(talking to a person with a cosplay obession/ feddish) I love the Sanzo Cosplayer!

I gotta go!
(I'm at skoo...teachers out)
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

   ""Prophet", said I,"thing of evil, Prophet still, Bird or devil.""
(Wow I remeber it all exactly)
"The Raven" by Edgar ALen Poe

Hey all! Hw are you guys! This week I'm gonna get around to Visiting as most sites as I can! *sigh* WHy did FMA have to end like that.....? WHY!?!?! I loved Curnal Hues! *Crys* I loved how he ranted about Eleisea! And I feel like crying my eyes out........wahhhhhhhhh. That sucks! They better completely end the series in the movie thats sup[osta be coming out soon.



(Trying to cheer up) Speaking about things coming out, did anyone hear of a new anime that came out about 3 weeks ago called "Loveless". I saw the character sketches and my friend,Papa, told me about it. And Hes buring eps 1-3 on a DVD for me and I'm getting it on monday. I'm also geting Tsubasa on monday! YAY!!! I just got vol 5 of the manga and I'd never exspect they way it turned out in Jade Contry. And may I say......Fai is even more sexyer in this volume! LOL I'm sorry, talking to a die-hard Fai fan :::lil cat ears and tail pops out::: Hes just so Kawaii!!KYAAAAA::::glomps and sways with Fai plushie::::: I love him! He reminds me of myself at times! KYAAA........:::::looks around like a weirdo:::: heheheheheheh ^^;;;; ::::::hides plushie behind her:::: Thatnever happened and you saw nothing.......right? Right! heheheh good........::::::throws plushie out of sight and winces as you hear it fall on the floor and theres a squeek sound:::: Sorry Fai-pushie-kun!


What else happened, I saw another new movie! This one was good too! I belive it was "Hich-hikers Guide to the Galaxy". I thought it was some what hilarious and the blonde dude reminds me of me and my friends some times. And I'm trying to think of other things that happend this week.....Oh my shop won second place in the Vocational Technical Expo! We lost to a set of big boobs and a bannana Facial from Cosmatology. I'm sorry to say but the only reson why they won was because they DID have 3 sets of BIG BOOBS! GRRR! And 5 of the juges were guys too and only one girl. Oh well one of the juges was a top exsecutive at a comercial company and he gave us his business card saying he wanted some ppl from my shop to work for him! I was so happy cuz I think some of the people in my shop deserve that type of job, eventhough, I think almost everyone that I have shop with are assholes and think with the head thats not above their sholders (I'm the only girl). Speakking about assholes in my shop, someone left me a verymean note in my shop folder saying that I was "Ranchie" and that I should "Go for a Flea dip" *twich* I'm still upset about that note. I wanna know why ppl pick on me. But I feel sarcastically honnored that some one would spend time to pick on me then just to ignore me. I've been picked on my whole life and I actually had a childhood friend tell me I was fat and that she didn't want to hang out with me in front of her other friends. So I really loved her when I was little that I didn't hang out with her in public so she'd have a better reputation than I did. And now she dsoen't like me bacuase she says,"Your not the person you where when we were little. You changed and started caring about they way you are." Well I realized that I have to care about the way I am and look beacuse I'll get no where in the world if I just stay the way I was. And maybe I changed for the better. And because I changed I'm not alloed to see her anymore. And she started to change and she hasn't seen it. She and I grew apart and she can't cope. She exspects me to come crawling back to her, and to tell the truth, I wish I could. But I won't change for anyone, she and her family that dosen't like me will have to like me for the way I am or not.

I'm sorry, I have gotten in a depressed mood. I've also rambled. Anyway I'll talk about the good of the rest of last week and the good to come. Well my teacher gonna find ou who wrote that nasty lil note and get the in trouble. I was just so upset about it that I started to cry and no one noticed except a kid that was visiting, looking around the shop to see if he wanted to come here next year. Hwe looked at me with such care, I felt some what imbarassed een though I was hinding behind my bangs.

I also finsihed my cards and I'm having them scanned on to a disk and I'll try and put some up! MY teacher is in love with them! I had the thought of not being sexest and making the Jacks , the knights of the deck, both like matching male and female. lol the jack of dimonds I belive looks alot like Mana! And the Jack of spades has one of the outfits that Shuro from Ceres is wearing from one of the conserts. Also the Ace of spades looks like a younger verson of Ororon! LOL And the ace of hearts looks like The Mad HAtter from ANgel Sanctuary.

*yawn* I'm starting to get tired. And its just 1 am.....Also my friends forced my to get a MySpace acount.....Mine is Death By J Rock and I have a Mana barbie as my Icon thingy.***straches arms and you hear a crash*** Opse.....I just nocked Hamtaro off my comp heheheh.....I think tommarrow I'll make makona cookies and Coffin cake ( like the one off of The lighter side of black in the funny pics)

And I'm 99% sure on monday, May 2nd, is the 7th aniverary of hide-sama's death. God rest his soul.

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

~Sweet Siduction~
Hey all! I have to hurry up an type this up! KYAAAAAA!!!! :::runs around in circles::: I forgot to do my HW!! TT_TT And its really important that I get it done. I have to make a deck-o- playing cards and I only have 2 cards left to draw! I hope everyone likes my new Icon. I've been a lil bosses with Ororon lately. And i've been listing to Norwiegen Rock too much lately.

I hope everyone's 4/20 was excielnt.......My celibration went quiet well and if you don't know why I was celebrating 4/20 I'll just leave your mind to wonder and one thing to add to that, no I was NOt celebrating Hitlers b-day *sigh* got alot of those from my non celebrating friends.

I saw Sahara(sp) this weekend. i also got Yami NO Matsui vol.4 and the most adorble figures! Its the grimlock versions of Auska and Rei from EVA! KAWAII!!! ANd now my grandma is bitching cuz I'm makin a post....*sigh* woe is me.

But on the other side thanks for all your comments last time. They cheered me up alot and I had a very good week.Some time really soon I'll have 2 Ororon wallpapers up. Please check them out! And I appologize ahead of time for not visiting anyone's site this weekenbd. I've just been really really busy! KYAAA!! I gotta go!

Have a wonderful week!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

   "The flowing tears are already withering,blood from starving loneliness"
"Copellia's Coffin" from Noir

Hello all!

How is everyone? At the time being I do't feel so well. I don't know why though. Its quite odd. This week I had the S-test. 4 hours for 3 days stuck in the same class room with the same people and its all for placement fo next year. I'm probably gonna be put in a some what of a lower level of "Special Education" because I am dislexic and I have a some what of speach imparement. I can't say some words right and some times its hard for me to sound out long complicated word as it is for evry one else. Also I speak little bit too fast. yet I'm very bright and inteligent, or so people tell me so. I hate being juged. I feel that its not right and unfair. Because what if a cat wanted to be a dog. So the cat truly thought he was a dog and was shunned by the other cats and dog becuase the cats thought," Oh what a silly confused cat! He thinks hes a dog! Hes weird!" And the Dogs thought," Oh how stupid! A cat wanting to be a dog! Did you ever hear of such a thing!?" And the cat feeling depressed and thinking," Oh, no one excepts me. They just laugh beacuse I am a cat with the soul of a dog. I wish I was never here." And one day an odd dog come up to the depressed cat and said," Hello! I hear your the cat that wants to be a dog. Well I want to be a cat so lets be friends! I'll be the cat and you can be the dog.Okay?" So they beacome best of friends finding the place they fit in best was with each other, yet deep down the yeared to be like all the others.......they wanted to be "normal".

I hope you enjoyed that little story. I guess thats kinda how I feel ^^;;;; I feel like the cat with the soul of a dog. I try and try again to be a big tuff dog and yet I am just a fluffy little cat. I guess you could say I am waiting for the Dog to come and find me and take me to a place where I fit in just right.

And this is the mind that you get from a segrigated skool. I'm in what they call " The Wing" thats only for special education students and then theres "Main Stream", where students with inclass suport and regular classes go. In the wing we even have a different princepul. My skool is just fucked up.

What else I have a whole deck of card, hand drwan and I am one for detail, due on monday.And I've gotten new glasses and I look like a geek with them on. and I've been getting really bad head aches lately.I get them at the most random times too. It just hurts to much that I almost collapse in pain. And I don't want to go back to the nuraologest. Because she said that if the medicine didn't work( oh she gave me seasure(sp) medison **Toplamax** ) And she knows I don't have seasures or a brain tumor.Anyway back to what I was saying if I go back there and tell her the meds didn't work, she said that shes sending me to s shrink. And I made a promas to one of my friends that I'd never go to a shrink. And I just don't want to be a ginne pig that everyone watches in the petsho[p window and keeps an eye on. I don't want to be poked at or given anything. I'd reather just live with this crippeling pain.

Yeah my favorite saying comes to mind.

" Life sucks"

Well I'll just leave you all with random stuff......

~Confused Cat~

Waiting....
falling
wondering.....
Falling with a presious dream in arm
in hand
in mind
in heart
Infacuaded with the dream that lingers yet never stays
I never want it to go away
Like a shard from a angel's tear
In my wound
it never heals
I feel the pain
oh how it burns
Won't the pleasure take its turn?
To feel
to heal
with out a heart
whats left to steal?
My mind
my soul
My feelings are out of control
To love
or to fear
Why won't this confusion dissapear?
This question is like a spear that injures my mind
In pain
what feeling should I claim?
Love
hate
fear
Yet you don't want me to shead a tear
Yet I still tremble in fear
Why me?
How did.....
Thoughts are confused
and I regret what I thought
And my feelings
are what they are not
I am the curious cat that tugs at your boot strap
I want to know
Know the answers
Know the lies
What keeps you tied
Tied to this lilttle black cat that pesters your time

What Type Of Goddess Are You?::Female Anime Pics:: by angel_drifter
Name/Username:
Favorite Place:
Astrological Sign:	AriesTaurusGeminiCancerLeoVirgoLibraScorpioSagittariusCapricornAquariusPisces
What You Look Like:
What Type Of Goddess Are You:	Goddess of Secrets
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Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics.
Clothes:	School boy/girl uniform.
Powers:	Summoning
Special Features:	Elf ears
Sidekick:	Your best friend.
Attitude:	Cool, calm, and collected. You rarely lose your composure, so when you do, it's pretty amusing.
Weapon:	Slingshot
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What would your Anime life be like? by hearthlight
Name:
Gender:
Your looks:	Lot's of leather.
Your best friend:	Someone no one else can see.
Your powers:	Everything.
Your beloved:	A valiant hero.
Your occupation:	Minion of evil.
Your ending:	The manga was better.
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the manga was better, Wow ! Thanks batman! (says sarcastically)

Be An Anime Character by mangacatgirl
Character Name
Eyes	Purple
Hair	Big Red Afro
Fashion Style	Battlegear
Attitude	Crazy
Role	Random Background Person
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Can someone say "Excel Saga"

Blind date with a hot anime guy ^.^ by Originality
Name
Age
Lucky Number
Favorite color
Date ===
Where the date is	Video arcade
First thing date says to you	"Im STARVING how bout you?"
Last thing date says to you	"Sorry about the fire"
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TT_TT I wouldn't be able to hug him....and hes one of my Fav characters too!

Your Anime Stalker by taka
LiveJournal username
Favorite color
Weather outside now
Anime Stalker	Tasuki
How many days?	127
Status of stalker	you scared him/her off
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What Does Your Inner Anime Character Look Like? (For Girls) by Rose Lover
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Age
Height
Fav. Colors
Fav. Anime Show
What you look like
Role	Damsel in distress
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Anime Bishounen Match by c_chan
LJ Username:
Age:
Favorite Number:
Your Match:	Kurama (Yu Yu Hakusho)
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What Is your anime Picture by vegasama
Name Or Username
Gender	MaleFemaleWouldn't u like to know?
Favorite Color or thing
birthday month	Jan.Feb.MarchAprilMayJuneJulyAugustSept.Oct.Nov.Dec.
Image
Anime Personality	Weird
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YAY! I'm Rabien Rose!

What kind of anime charater do you look and are like? by chipmunkie
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age
hair color	long blonde
eye color	red
weapon of choise	wands
your pet	tiger
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   "Its all too Much!"
From "Hey Jimmy" by HAV
Hello all! How is every one!? Well My week was alright I guess you would say.I had fun durring most of the week. I got drunk off my ass! I couldn't feel my lips!( I'm starting to think thats a bad thing) What else.....skool was okay.My friend Shippo keep grabbing my boobs bec. I keep grabbing his. What? His are big and bounchey and it anoys the hell outta him!

Oh how the past like 48 hours have been hell......My portible DVD player broke. I got into a fight with my friend Tracy bec I was trying to make her happy and she said only one that understood her problem was the other girl that was over her house. And I asked the girl to explain it to me and it was Tracy's usual problem and she got pissed at me when I tryed to help her and she told me to get out and go in to the other room. And they way she treated me..........no one treats me like that......no one.......So I rudely appologized, packed up my stuff and walked right outta her house and down to my old highskool. From there I called my grandmother and told her to pick me up. While I was waitting I had random ppl honked at me and all that stuff. And some lady was nice enuff to asked me if I need a ride or if I wanted to use her Cellphone. I think ppl like that are really sweet. So I just sat there and chain smoked untill my grandma arrived. I went to her house and watched anime and ate Chiese food. Hey I got to watch Shinzo and Noir, that made my day better.

Then today I stayed at my grandma's house. I read Fanfiction! YAY for Frey X Kyo from Alice 19th! And Ichigo X Ishada from BLEACH!
I also got into a new anime called Peace Maker! XD I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE Okita-sama from that series! :::::hugs Okita plushie and giggels and sways back and forth as I nuzzel it::::O-KI-TA!!! KAWAIIIII!!!!!!And me and my friends make the joke Saizo Vs. Sanzo.......Who will win?
Oh the latest news!
I have yet another stalker! YAY! *says sarcastically*
TT_TT Sadly enuff this one is better then the last one. He knows alot more info and private info and is all like " I love you! Your the most beautiful rose there is!" *shivers in discust* His name I found out after about an hour and a half of freaking out is "Gerard". Apperently I've been very close to him before. *sigh* I've been waitting for about 2-3 hours for him to come back on so I can try and understand why he is stalking me and why didn't come up to me and tell me he liked me? He says I'm intimidating. And he know so much about me its scary.......Now think I just want to move away right now......get away from all my problems. I have some many things going wrong in my life right now, its all very hecktic.

Ah Sleep is starting to over power me.

Take care,
Ruri-chan

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