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Saturday, April 2, 2005
Nites at the mall are replaced with nites of mothers getting her revenge while dying her daughters hair
Hello all, this is your humble blogger, Ruri-chan......it is 12:15am on this fine saturday morn.*sigh* its such a dreadful pain to do this proceedgur, dying my hair the famous pink and black like hide-sama. This time I'm letting Hydest-mommy Zilla do this. Oh am I already anoiyed at her. I washed my hair bac I had used product in it today. And she starts bitching at me b/c I washed it. and she gose on and on andon andon about me washing my hair. I request that she separate the blonde from the black that I already have done to my hair and she keep plenty black in the blone so it drives me in to an histerically angery laughter. Oh how she bothers me.
Alrighty....It took just now about 10 mins. to dye the lower part of my hiar black 9well they only had blue black in the tores around me so I'm screwed cuz they didn't have any mindnight or blackpaerl. Damn Pathmark and Shop Rite to hell.)
Any who on with what happend in the amaizing life of Ruri-chan this week. Well Start off on last time I posted. I hope everyone enjoy that comic I made! i used screen caps from garvi and I agree with AJ-kun, Shu-chan is hot! ( well personally I think hes hot in the manga) And thank you all for your well wishes for Die-chan.................but I have terrible news........He passed away afew hours after i posted..........I'm so upset about his death. It really tares me apart.
What else......I went to my local highskool this week that I do not attend and I picked up and greated some of my freshmen friends.(I'm in 10th grade so I guess its alright to say "freshmen friends") I also met my brother's nextdoor nighborhs and coworkers. One of them was quite a strange old lady.....She was rather funny though. She though my brother was so Kind and adorible. The nieghbors thought I was my brother's OLDER SISSTER.....lol I thought that was hilarious.
On tuesday I went to bed a drempt a wonderful dream that I thought was so real that I thought it was thursday when I woke up the next morning.My mother had sent me to japan and I was a fouringe(sp) exchange stundent of a sort. And I had 2 friends named Jen and Crystal.....the creepy thing was that my friend Crystal looked like an asain verion of my friend Nadil. Well I was at the skool and I went to the other side of the dorms and there was a private skool with some of my mall rat friends. And I went back to my skool to wait for Crystal and Jen to come out, they were gonna take me shopping in Tokyo. And while I was staning there, someone wishpers,"Tenshi...", very shyly in my ear.I turned aroundthere was a very cute asain dude stading there smiling at me shyly.....then I heard the doors of the skool open and Jen andCrystal come walking out. He starts to speak to me and I ask Jen and Crystal what he said. Crystal started to laugh and Jen told me that he said that he thought I was cute,etc. and that he wanted to hang out some time. It was so wonderful the rest of the dream. We went shopping and it was raining out and he hugged me under the umbrella. And after shopping we went back to the dorm and I saw that my room mates were japanies versions of my american friends. I was shocked. And the last thing i remember is watchnig a movie with the guy next to me and me falling a sleep on his shoulder. *crys* wahhhhhh I wish this dream were true, my friends! I hope every nite that I see him again my litteral dream guy so I can just find out his friggin NAME! Thats one of the main things that pisseds me off,
1- it WASN'T real!
2- I never found out the dudes name......T_T
Yeah I prayed 2 nites ago that I'd have the dream again and ya wanna know what I get? hummmm???? I get me dogeing security gards at the mall that I'm banded from and having Jack from "Will & Grace" singing about phereimones and how we have the same amount of 'em!
*twich* WTF mate?
okay it is now 1:16 am and the bleach is in my hair and oh how it tingels......but hey they (who ever they might be) Beauty if pain and I think its worth it!Also I'm putting aside the fact that I have a high tolerence for pain......heheheheheheheheh weird one, ain't I?
ANyway.....tonight my brother went to a Misfits consert and I stayed in my twonship and went shopping. I got a Kawaii Chi-chan Key chain from Hot Topic along with armings and goth power. I got some nice pants and shorts from TJ MAX.
Oh some interesting thisngs you may or may not have known-
1- a Whale shark wieghs almost 2 ton!
2-There is such thing as a Yaoi interactive video game/ DVD.
3-life sucks!
4-My mom looks like Hyde from L'Arc with the blonde hair and blue contacts in.....
5-I like giving hugs:::::hugs::::
6- I like to ramble one and this is my proof! LOL
Well I guess thats all for now!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Monday, March 28, 2005
Getting kicked outta malls are fun!
Hello all! :::hugs:::: I've missed you all!!! I'm sorry I haven't posted in the longest time i've just been really depressed lately. I've just had bad luck for the past 2 weeks.......As in the past I've listed the goods and the bads, I'm gonna do that now.
Bads-
1- I tripped over my friend frodo durring a fire drill and got a loota cuts on my legs and hands bec of it.
2- Rich Didn't think at all of going out with me.....
3- i got sood up by a gay guy.....Li was suposta take me to go see kevin 2 saturadys ago......He said," Be at the mall by 2:30" I was there at 1:30....I kept calling him and he kept telling me excuses........and finally at 7:00 he told me we weren't going till the next day and I'm only alowed out 1 time durring a weekend.....So I didn't see kevin
4-Had no contackt with the outside world for about 24 hours and sat around watching anime (this was 2 sundays ago)
5-I triiped in the cafiteria and lost half of my breakfast last monday......boi was that imbarassing.....
6-My mom said that my cat, Die-chan ( named after Die from DEG), was gonna die....and the thing is she called my cell durring skool to tell me this......but the lighter disde of it is......that he just has a uncurable cat disease and hes dying slowly cuz every day his immune system grows weaker and his lungs fill with fluid......also he hardly eats......It makes me reallly sad to see a really nice and cute cat like him slowly dying......hes only about 6 months old too
7-I got banded from my local mall cuz I screamed........yes, screamed.........its soooo simple its stupid.....so I won't be allowe there for 3 months (well at least without an adult since I'm a minor) and the dude that started it wit me was friggin 22.......-.-;# .............and I'm starting to think me screaming was the sound of my social life dying.......thats how painful it was.....
Well thats all the bad things that happend that I can remeber.......Now time for the good!!!
1- I got a really kool photo book called, "FRUITS", and its all ram]ndom ppl on the strrets of Tokyo.
2- I got a JTHM shirt of Nail bunny! YAY!
3- Rich willingly kissed me! YAY!! Hes sooo kawaiiii!!!!
4-On friday I looked like Shuichi from Gavi turned visual K and was on crack(well I looked like it)
5- I saw Napolion Dynomite and the Increadibles!
6- Megan turned 15 on sat and Jens turnning 15 tommarrow! YAY!!
And easter was a scary event.......I went to church in a dress and got food poisoning from un cooked eggs.....yeah there was alotta puking going on........but I got $20 from my grandma and I'm gonna buya hide-plushie or one of those new hide pillows with it!YAY!!! and I hope every one had a hoppy easter!Heres me thingy I did to celibrate Easter!
Yes Tohma is scary......even more scary with the bunny ears!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
A blissful smile with no chance of hope , in this life, I cannot cope.
Hey all! Hows everyone! I've had a wonderful weekend! On friday , Rich said he'd think about going out with me! ^_^ KYAAAAAH!!!!///BLUSH/// it makes me SO happy to hear him say that!!! I just can't contain myself! Also massive hot Asian men on firday! There was 2 at the arcade and one looked like Hyde and the other just looked really really hot! XD And then I went to a Dinner by my house and there was a table full of hot Japanese guys 2 tables away from me and my mom. And walked by them and they all leaned outta the booth to stare at my ass......Then when they were leaveing the read my Dir En Grey Shirt and one of the guys said, "Kisuo" and one of the other dudes that I thought was the hottest one saw me look at him and he waved and winked at me and mouthed,"Dir En Grey Rocks!" and ya wanna know what I did once the passed my table and I was done staring at them?? I started to crack up and blush like all hell. And I could picture Kieko nugging me wanting me to go up to them and ask them for a number!
'*sigh*
What else! I got new manga! My favorite one is Tarot Cafe! OMG!! The frist story made me almost cry........what can I sy I'm asofty for cats and love story's!
What else, I'm going to go over Li's house tommrarow and stuff. Oh my beef of this week! In my biology class we were diescting frog and I told my teacher that i thought it wasn't right to desicrate a frog's body and she got pissed at me and said I didn't have to diesect it but I still have to sit in the room. I complained about it to my concler at skool and he said I didn't have to sit in the room and I could sit in the office.ANd I was out the day before so I didn't know I had anywork so when I went to go check in with my teacher she said,"Go to The office" So the next day I walk in to my biology class and my teacher says, "Take out the review I'm grading it and you can't hand it in late!" I go up to her and say,"What review?" She replies," You just HAD to go to the office and I GUESS you didn't find out about it now did you? Oh and poor you, you could of done it inthe office too! Oh what a shame, you should of stayed in the class, huh?"
Excuses me but wtf mate? Oh how do I dispise the teachers in my skool. SHe realy must hate me or something. ANd then I heard in the next few years there gonna diescect a baby pig. :::shakes with anger:::::Ya know why do friggin ppl have to diesect things? GRRRRRR!!
My grandma ordered the anime network Finally!!!!!! So thats a plus (changing the subject) And I'm so happy she did!*yanw* I'm tired so I best be off!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
Ps- I also find it disturbing that the shop rite near my house that my bro works in is selling anime.........its just creepy
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Sunday, March 6, 2005
As my Hydest-mommy says... Life sucks and then you die....
Howdy all! How has everyone been? Sad to say that this week depression has gotten the best of me. I had a bad dream and I can't stop it from repeating in my head. Just imagine someone that you love with all your heart and soul dying right infront of you and yet it was not them and yet it was and you could not do anything this for them. You just sit there next to them holding there hand and crying and everyone is watching you with simpethetic eyes and yet doing nothing to help.And then the one you love starts crying in pain and touches your face and you touch there hand and hold it once more and then they die while saying there one last, "I love you", to you and all you do is cry. Thats basically was my dream and I had it on friday and now I can't sleep well and I'm really depressed. And tommarrow(Sunday) my cuzin, Tora, from Norway is comming over tommarow and my grandma and Hydest-mommy don't want me to say the wrong thing. They don't want me to say anything like the following-
1- I like girls! What the hell can I say i AM a free way lover!
2-I think some Americans are stupid as all fuck
3-*watches something on TV that i hate* Those mother fuckers how could those assholes do That, Fucking Bitch!
4-I have alot of gay friends, would you like to see ther e pictures!*smiles and whips out pics of all my gay friends and ex gfs*
5-Hi there i'm culture confused!
6-BAKA or Kuchizuke wo kawasou itsuwari wo hazushi *wink wink-pervy smile*
7- I like japanes music and most of my singers look freakish or femme or most of the time both! And most of them abuse drugs like me! :::hitts nicoteen patch twice::::
They want to show her the ,"Wholesome American Mc Normal" family that we aren't......And they were treating me like a package today and it makes me sooo mad when they put words in my mouth and take words outta theres. Also especially being treated like an object. I got some new manga! I got "The Queen's Knight" vol. 3! Its a great manga I recomend it to everyone that love shojo!
Rieno is sooo handsome! ^____^
The second one is I.N.V.U.! Its by the smae person that made The Queen's knight!ANd that pretty much it for today. I hae more to say but I'll post agian tommarrow and I leave you with the boyz from Legal Drug by CLAMP!
I say hats off to basically all the male cahracters of Legal Drug for being my vote for some of the hottest CLAMP characters!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
I'm a grunge hamster thats become mature!
AHHH I'm sooo hyper!!! I had mostly fun this weekend!!!! Well lets get out the bad of this weekend so we can look forward to the good about this this weekend
Bad:
-Got the living shit beat outta me for kiddingaround wit my friends friend and now my back is outta wack and they rewinded one of my fav necklaces! GRR!! And they appologised and i told them i was still mad at them and they didn't care and made it seem like it was no shit that they did that to me.
-Rich still won't go out eit me and yet he still says he loves me......*sigh* men......
- I got my Jrock b-days mixed up!! Kyaaaaaaa!!! X l I feel like a retard for doing so and also I'm sorry if i offened anyone I should just get the info from better sites......
-I found out kevin is staying with his overly abusive EX and I'm really worried about him. Last time I saw him he was alright but since he has no where to go except his EX's place( his parents kicked him out) And his EX is one hell of a mean asshole. He almost got in Jail for beatinghis mom......Poor Kevin-chan......T_T I'm kinda worryed shitless about the lil beeoch......wahhhh I hope hes okay!
-I missed my friends phone call last night but it wasn't my fault they called at 1:58 am......Its okay I still love Li!
-I got shoved in my face today that I'm too young to get a job.......
Okay i think that was all the bad.......Now on to the good!
-I got a snowday on friday! And I went to see, "Dairy (sp) of a Mad Black Woman". It was funny and i was scared cuz me and my grandma were the only white ppl in the theater.........(oh just say this I'm not racesest(sp) I just get scared around some black ppl cuz yeah there some scary shit that gose down around where I live and go to skool)
-I got new manga and the CLAMP North and South side art books!
-I got to glomp Rich! ^____________^ When Rich is around it makes me the happiest girl in the world and most of my friends can tell you that I don't act girly but when I see Rich........oh god! I giggel like a lil girl and I blush and I keep going all like,
Me- AHHHH RICH!!!! ^^ ::::hugs::::
Rich-Another one?*sighs*Okay:::::hugs back:::
*sands there for a few minutes like that giggleing*
Me-:::gets a pervy look on the face and I start to tickel him and starts to giggel and blush::::
Rich-::::Laughs and trys to stop me and starts yelling "RAPE!" like a joke::::
Me-Okay I'll rape you!
Rich- I was just kidding!
Me-:::hugs him::::
Rich-RAPE!!
Me-:::laughs and steps back:::: Fine be like that you don't love me!* crosses arms and pouts*
Rich- No I still love ya!
Me-Really!!?!?!? Then I'll ask again, will you go out wit me!!?!
Rich-:::hugs me::: Sorry, no.....
Me-::::pouts like a lil kid:::::: Your a big meanie poo-head!
Rich- I'm not a poo-head....*dose his cute lil smile and chuckel*
Me-Yeah ya are!! And I can't call you anything worse from a poo-head cuz i love ya sooo much:::::::GLOMPS him::::
~I Think thats enuff if you put that on repeat thats mine and Riches convosation when we run outta things to talk about.....lol I a prosistanat lil girl! ^_^ and he keeps forgetting that I'm not older than him.......*sigh* Hes sooooooo KAWAIII!!!!!!!!!!
-On wit the post! What else! I cleaned my room and found stuff I forgot I had (ie- drawings, clothes, hello kitty blankets)
-Got to talk to Li today! Hes gonna pick me up from skool one day this week! And were gonna go to cons over the summer together! And he was playing me anime songs on the piano! AHHHH//blushes//// to damn bad hes gay......well hes bi but has a bf.......but I don't care! hes hot and he calls me his girl! And thats the only guy in exsistance to get away with calling me girl.....all the others got castrated and deprived like my Tony the tiger that remined me of my Ex......ANyway were gonna cosplay as FF characters or State Alchemest!!!!! XD now time for some quizzes!
You are the Gackt Sandwich.
Which Awkward Gackt Moment are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Anime Girl
What kind of girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla
You should wear : Black
Elegant and dramatic.
A bit depressed but you will never look boring.
Dark clothes are timeless. They can show how you really feel,
or they can hide your emotions.It is all about how you present
yourself to other people. So what:
In black you're cool and mysterious! Go you!
What color should you wear? brought to you by Quizilla
The Servant
What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla
You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere. Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese clothing:)
Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla
Your crazy but, fun to hang out with:) Sometimes you go nuts over a question(lol) Also you don't care what you look like. As long as your fun and have lots of friends:) Your one of a kind:)
What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics) brought to you by Quizilla
F:Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you. You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how completely unpredictable you
are.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color: Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette Expression:
Half-smile
Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon, Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair Color: Red Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::.. brought to you by Quizilla
You are Blue.
Overall you're a pretty content person. At peace with yourself, you don't tend to over react. Although at times you can be quite harsh and cold towards others.
What Color Best Represents Your Personality? brought to you by Quizilla
Slim Wings
What Kind of Wings are You? brought to you by Quizilla
You should star in a musical!
What Genre Movie Should You Star In? (Anime Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla
You are what some may call neutral. You have a good foot in both light and darkness. You may not save the world but you certainly aren't ever going to add to its miseries. You see everything in the world with your eyes along with most of the world.
a... DO YOU PERSONIFY DARKNESS OR LIGHT? brought to you by Quizilla
Your beauty is inspiring. Your beauty is the kind that would inspire people to write poetry or paint beautiful artwork with. People think your absolutely gorgeous but you seem to think differently sometimes. Guys daydream about you but not just because of your lovely body but because of your face. Your kind of beauty can be characterized my flawlessness. Your so beautiful that usually people can't stop looking at you. You can be profound and really understand people's emotions You're a work of art inside and out. (If you can't see the pics, go to my homepage and look near the bottom and find your result)
What kind of Beauty should you have? (girl) (PICS) brought to you by Quizilla
You are lost. Can be a loner andshy.But also have hope and happiness.
Are you light, lost, or dark angel? brought to you by Quizilla
Yoshiki-- you're basically a god when it comes to what you've been able to accomplish in life. You're one of the most talented people in the world. You write beautiful music. You're hightly attractive, sensitive, and influential. And you can get laid when you're nearing 40; you really are a god.
Which member from X Japan are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla
You are- Innocent Yoshiki!!
Aren't you kawaii!! Always giving to charity as you do and always so polite! I could just pinch your little cheeks!!
What Yoshiki are you?? brought to you by Quizilla
*twich* I always end up being innocent or cute or grrrrrrr......puh-za I never get the results I think I get but hey I think I really am that cute.......Its a horrible dissease to be cute......*sigh*
Well thats enuff wit the Quiz rade! I hope you all have a wonderful week! Here in NJ where suposta get a nor-eastern front-o- snow some time this week! I'm really startingto hate the snow!GGRR! Enjoy your life!.......for now *evil laugh*
:::looks around like an idiot::::
I'm gonna shut up now......
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
The Depth is waiting for the time....
Oh its nice to be back at MyO!!! I have to make this post quick! KYAAAAA!!!!! I'm sorry I haven't posted lately. My grandmother has been cick and her house is my internet connection and this weekend I didn't sleep over and I had no time at the mall to do so. Anyway last week was Kyo and Karu's b-day from Dir EN Grey.
Kyo turned 37 and Karu turned 36. ( I think) And I got some new manga etc I'll try to post more this weekend! Take care alll and have anice week!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
Ps-Tommarrow is suposedly Toshiya from Dir En Grey's b-day he turns 37!
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Monday, February 14, 2005
"It must be nice to walk," I murmered ", together beneath the sky"
Apres Midi ~ an afternoon in Paris ~ By Malice Mizer/ Gackt
How is everyone's V-day going so far...? Nothing much has changed...I found some funny cards on MyO for V-day!
I thought that one was hilarious....I could see my friends doing that...^_^ Oh my grandma is great! She gave me a balloon, chocolates, this really kool straw and a card wit money in it for V-day! I call the straw my "Sippy Straw".....I guess thats its offical name and I have a strange urge to name my coff drops Karl....And I also named my tissue box Gerrmy-chan....and its genderconfused its a boy but in a girls box.....lol
Yeah....thats my favorite term for V-day cuz when your singel it just shoves your "singel ness" in your face... I guess Fai-san( Tsubasa) and Hyde will be my Valentines....:::hugs Fai and Hyde chibis:::T_T......oooo I'm balencing Gerrmy on my head and YOu don't want to know how long it took me to find the y key twice ( I found it the third time around cuz Gerrmy-chan fell off my head and I need to look when I type) Its also hard to type when your trying to take your tempeture at the same time...
I gotta go...The docotors office is gonna open soon and I still have to get ready...Well you all have a wonderful Halmark Holiday! I love you all oh so much! ^_______^:::::hugs:::
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
Don't mess wit za ill....(thats waht I keep telling my cat when he keeps nugging me while I sleep)
owday all! life this week sucks! I'm ill wit the virus thats been going around my skool. Let alone on thursday they sent home 42 stundents and thay all had the same simptoms (sp)((100.0-102.0 fever, coff, ache, etc.)) Last time I check my temp was about 2 hours ago and it was 101.9.......ellll life blows.....But dispite my being sick friday was fun! I went to the mall and me and my friend that I reter to as Gackt (lol) watched Moon Child. And what else I met a new friend!! His name is Li and hes sooo flacking awsome!! I thought i reconized him from some where and we started to talk and he said he went to BAFF 2003 andI was like "OH SHIT!! THATS WHERE I KOW YOU FROM!!" and he and I are going to make the Blue State Alchemist outfit from Full Meatal ALchemist for the winter time!!! XD What else.... I don't think I can go to skoll tommarow. And I'm probably gonna end up staying back. You see, your allowed to miss 21 days of skool at my skool as long as your grades are good and you have a note. Me being me I never hand in my notes and I've already missed 11 days. And my guidence counciler said, " If you keep not doing you wrok and miss more days your gonna be held back". Hes a stupid poopy head. Oh I also got a new cell phone! A camera one! I also learend some interesting things today about some jrockers. IE- Mana likes Fushigi Yuugi and Tosh's( X Japan) first kiss was wit Yoshiki........lol I find that some what funny.....I gotta go.....I feel like I'm gonna pass out. Oh yeah! Everyone enjoy their Halmark holiday! I hope some on finds some loven' tommarow..... I know i won't......,T_T
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Sunday, February 6, 2005
Oh shit I skipped vol. 15 of dragon Knights and gravi vol. 9
yeah its the truth. ANd I'[m sorry i didn't get to visit your guys sites, Mr. Peaterson kicked me off the comp. And to answer Aj-kun's question, no i'm not really supost to be on MyO durring skool. Hell the tec. department has my password saved to this account.*sigh* They suck.
Frieday was a sicsess untill I saw Jen. I apologized to her about the joke and told her everything that I did bec I was sad about doing it. And when I lit up a cig she smirked and went up to me and said,"Oh your smoking now, your gonna kill your baby!" and steped back and smirked at me reaction. I think she really hates me and I know shes reading this right now. And I was really upset with the comment that she made that I started to cry and I wan't to just die then and there. If I hurt her that much and she thinks I am not trust worthy as others have said after hearing her story then maybe she and I shouldn't be frineds bec if we do stay friends and we continue to abuse eachother It will just go down hill. ANd I can't tell her this in person bec I'll start to cry and I don't like to cry.
Anyway....I got late X-mass gifts last nite(friday) I got a skull ring that looks like hide-sama's and a egypt necklace. I also asked Rich out again. and again he rejected me. Whats so wrong with me that he dosen't like em the way I like him. Am I ugly to him? Am I too tall? Am I too different? I dunno. Just I wish he'd like me.
Well other things that happened......my grandma and I we're watching Moon Child and she kept getting Gackt and Hyde confused and then she though Gackt was a girl and Hyde was hitting on him....*sigh* I think my grandma's crazy.
She also thinks I'm crazy cuz I think Mana is beautiful.
Thats all for now.
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Friday, February 4, 2005
Woot de su!
Hey everyone! I don't think I posted this past weekned....I feel bad. Today I'm gonna go see Jen(the girl that I played the April fools-day joke on) I'm in skool right now in the next shop over to mine. it started to snow/slush and my teacher ain't in. Same wit the majorit of my class. I sware....stright guys are so stupid some times(no offence)....I was the ony girl that showed up today and I'm basically the only one that went to the office to ask where my class went.
what else happened../?I got Moon Child! ^_____^ I'm soooo friggin happy that I got it. I was crying twards the end when Gackt-san was singing i the car on the way to the beach ( LEMONed told me the ending before hand) And I like Kei-chan's Joke," Now Gackt can ACT!"( something around that area) I've watched about 5 time over the past 2 days cuz my friends want to see it and.....Hyde's just so god damn shmexy!!!!XD I'm sorry you should of seen me when I was watching for the first time....I was yelling about how hyde is sooo sexy! LOL my mom thought I was dying. And the movie wanted me to get the tatto 9the one that hyde has of the angel wings) even more.(YES I AM CRAZY)
Yesturday I found out thatI can use a large safty pin for my earing. I also Kinda look like Hyde today all I need it to ajust afew things (be shorter, cut and dye my ahir black, get a sex change,etc.) And I'd look like him wit blue contacts in.
I hope the snow clears up so I can go to the mall tonite. I'm gonna watch Moon child again in Gym wit Momiji. And I think my GYM teacher is gonna watch it wit us agian today like she did yesturday.
lalalalalallalalalalalalalala I'm bord. I still gotta go to every one's stie! I have "Iluminati" (sp) by Malice Mizer stuck in my head. I showed my class a pic of M.M. and they're scared of them especially Gackt. And Everyone thoug Gact and Hyde were girls when they saw the cover of Moon child and if menchi starts making fun of hyde and keeps talking durring the movie i'll kill him.........what I like hearing hyde's sexy voice ^_^;;;
Well I guess thats all for now. Everyone have a nice weekend and I'll post mostlikey tommarrow.
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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