Sunday, December 12, 2004

   "If I said," I love you." would you say you love me? Would you let me think were truely ment to be? Would you live a life with a lie just so you wouldn't make me cry?"
Hey all! Happy HAnicka(sp) (I know I spelt that wrong) I must have something in my eye...my left eye is acting up.Tonites ep of FullMetal Alchemist was great! Me and mymom and my grandma thought it was funny when Al and Ed were flipping out cuz the woman was having a baby. Just me and my grandma usually watch it but my mom just had to ake a nap and wake up just in the beining.

Today was interesting. I went to adoption with my mom and my dog. Me and my dog got our pics taken with Santa.( next we droped everyone off at home)Then we went Xmass food shopping, then we( me and hydes-mommy) wen looking for Xmass gifts from my Aunt Ruth. I bitch at my mom soo much that she baught me hair dye! And I saw my friends Kate and I think the others name was meg at the mall. I went to the mall I never go to and they thought it was my saturday hang out and that i dressed differently. Meg saud,"So this is you "other mall" atire?" ad I was like, "No, this is my,"Went to petsmart with my deog to go take pictures with santa" attire." Yeah I wore my Zombie bunnies shirt and my Old Navy/ AFI jacket.

By next sunday I will have my hide-sama hair do.What else.....my X JAPAN dvd snapped in my purse. I have to buy more Xmass gifts with the money I don't have. Oh this week I made a comic called,"If Bill Gates and Yoshiki RULED za WORLD". I still didn't finish it. But I can tell you this, the first 8 or 9 panels are about Bill Gates going insane and How yoshiki get pissed off about his evil( non stop) laughing... Yes life is good. I got a new child his name is Randolf Ruffus Jackson. He is a disney Box that my friend Rick gave to me.(Hes his daddy! lol)

ooo great News! Rich might get dumped!(wow I saound incredibly mean right there) But hey its the truth I was talking to his gf and all that stuff and she said she might stop going out wth him and I was joking around and said,"Hey if you 2 stop going with eachother sigest me as his next gf." and she was just like, "Okay! i seiously will!" I started to do the happy dance in front of barns and Noble!
YAY!I think I love Rich, I'm not sure.

Oh and sorry for not posting for so long. My grandma went to FL last week and didn't take me. If i did go to FL I'd hang out with Katy-san and AJ-kun. That would be the best! ^.^ Then I'd go see my ex and kick him in the balls. Then i'd see my exfriend and slap her for starting rumors.*sigh* No one wants to get on the bad side of me.....cuz if they do its a bitch.... I also got Kick from my lunch table cuz suposedly I got my friends arested when I did no such thing.

oooAlso the FullMetal Alchemist has a PS/PS2 game coming out that I want to get sooo badly!I found the cover for the gameboy ADVANCED game! It looks wiggi!

PUH-ZA! I also read BLEACH vol.3 today. It twas good.

Well I'm going to go and make my Xmass Icon!

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Friday, December 3, 2004

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANDEE!!!!


I ca't wait untill tommarrow moring! I'm making all my friends do something for hide-sama's b-day! Momiji is not going to kill ppl. Adam-baka isn't going to kill himself but hes our vergin sacrifice for hide-sama so i'll be doing the killing *evil laugh* hide-chan is gonna eat alot of burger king bugers and I'm dressing like hide! ^_____________^ I'm such a happy kitty! And Nell is going to smoke one of my cigs for his b-day!(she always dose that but this week I'm being stingey and lonly let 1 person bumb from me)

Today was the same. I was hyper. there was work. Oh I'm signing up for the talen show. I'm sing ing the wolfs rain ending theme. Oh since Kei-chan has to do a kids book for her japanies class i thought I'd do one for fun! look at za cover!

Isn't it cute! I drew them in my favorite outfits that they wear! And I tryed my best on Yoshiki's hair.....*sigh* I can't work with stupid crap mac...i need my crap for nothing skool's Adobe Photo shop 7......I work with that program everyday and I can't go back on the things I do on my crap mac......Oh one thing pissed me off about school, my comecial arts teacher kept praising the freshmen and saying that they were better than my group ad she regrets my groupe......I sware that get me sooooo fucking pissed......"They have more ideas then anyone in this room"......bitch...."I wish my other freshmen ::::looks at my group:::: had talent like this.".....asshole...."There going to get some where in life unlike my sophmore and Jr. and Sinors......".....fucker..........


I hate it when she regrets my being picked ness. when she said all of this I was about to cry. I was going to yell,"Then you regret me and my art? What about Nick and Dom they may suck at drawing but atleast tey have ideas unlike the 4 idiots that sit in the back of the room. I know your pissed cuz Ray or Anthany cut up one of your comupters but that dosen't mean you have to deprive every one else of new tecnology! Kick the person that cut your fucking old ass peace of PC the hell out and get the new dells like you were going to you old hag." *sigh* i had to get at outta my sytem.....one of the idiots in my calss cut up one of the PCs....I knew my teacher longer than anyone in my class and shes always been like this, mean ass son-of-a-bitch. Shes a total con...I sawre. But wouldn't you feel like crying if you put your heart and soul in to what you do and some one gose up to you and calls your work crap and that they regret you?

I gotta get going!
Everyone have a peace of cake on the way out!:::points to a cake that has hide-sama's pic on it::::
Its yummy!
Have a wonderful weekend! And enjoy your firday!

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

   YAY!!!!!!! WOOT!


Howdy all! The pic above is true! 900 hits! This week I've been hyper! And tomarrow I have to show up this jrocker poser. Shes seen 1 pic of Hyde and only heard about 5 L'Arc songs from my CD and she claims to know everything about them..... she even said this to day that like droped the attomic bomb on me "Oh Hyde! Yeah hes mine!:::giggles:::".........Oh is she gonna die!*evil laugh* I'm making up a 100 sheet thingy about facts of L'Arc and Hyde. Its fun ^.^ Oooooo today is December First! Its my girlfriends Birthday!

*giggels* In the pic it looks like i'm sakura (I have brown hair) and Sam is Madison (she has long blak hair)

What else happened this week. I got like 4 mangas blah blah blah oh when I was breaking up a fight on the bus between the dude that threateded to stab me and my friend. I paced my hand on my friends head(trying to block the other dudes punches from hitting him in the skull.....it was the right thing to do....Zuppa can't loose any more of his brain.....lol) The stupid asshole punches me and makes 3 outta my five fingers lock in place. So I separate them and I call the dude an asshole. and mean while when I'm up front poping my fingers back in to their sockets they go back to fighting..........-_-# Why? thats all I gotta say.

Oh today in math I was overly hyper and I tryed explaining sex/ sexual acts to the naive kid in my class and my math teacher yelled at me. And then in my other math class I was hyper and I started to dance and I started yelling random things thing,"Chewbaka!", "I want my computer to sound like a yettie!", "Mrs. Metaturando! I am your father! And yet surprisingly I'm younger than you!", Mike's new name is Frodo Goat cheeze!" and Steve kept saying "Do the voge" and so I did the voge......

well I must be off! you all have a great week! And remeber hide's birthday is on friday! And so is Pandees birthday (but he ranaway to japan to be with his father.....he misses Sanzo alot...) and Nells having her B-day party on Friday too! I'll try and tell ya how everything gose, okees-dookies? COOKIES! :::I imagine alison in my class yelling that wit me:::: And some one make me so chibi cookie ::::looks with teary puppy eyes:::pawease?????::::tuggs on pant leg:::

Take care and chibi cookies please!
Ruri-chan ^.^

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Sunday, November 28, 2004

   Grill Cheeze! YAY!
Its a very cloudy day here in Crazy land! It was raining really hard this morning, soo much that you couldn't even see. So there forth I got to stay home from church! But it was weird when I woke up I had threw my beloved poison Grunty half way across the room and my cow ended up on top of my lamp!-.- I must of gone crazy in my dream. But awww I just got a thank you card from Katy-san! Kawaii! Thank you Katy-san!

OOOO I got a halloween pic to put up (I got the Idea from pockystix)
here it is!

I'm the only one in a costume....but the one wit the blonde hair is Airel and the one wit za glasses is Ashley! I was kyo from Dir En Grey... I tryed my best wit za hair!

YAY! Grill cheeze is done! What? I'm a fan of grill cheeze!

What else I got a necklace from Rich this weekend but I've also found out that he has a gf....shes like a shorter asain skinnyer version of me minus the safty pin in the ear....and I don't doubt him when he says were really good friends just i had a messed up dearm and I ended up crying in my sleep...and that whole day was kinda bad. But I got to play DDR 3 times in a row so I was okay and I also got a new Inu-Yasha t-shirt! Woot! I'll ttul ppl later, Kay!?!

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

   TurkeyDAy! The day you should eat chicken instead of turkey!
Hello! Happy Turkeyday everyone! I going on the homociadal side cuz my bro won't leave and I want to watch anime that he hates (may I reminds you he hates anime in general)I bet you hes half stooned right now too ::::glares at hm as he walkjs by::::: I sware I want to kill him majority of the time.......grrrr.... and he has no right to flacking bitch right now....he dose nothing with or to improve my faimally and all he dose is complain...he reminds me of my grandfather. He thinks that he can just ditch his girlfriend and sleep over grandma's house even though everyholiday I sllep over and he knows it. He dosen't eve live at hime anymore and this is the first time I've seen him in about 3 weeks.....::::watches him walk out the dorr:::: Oh De Joy To that! I don't have to mess up my grandmothers "good silver-wear" wit his blood now....

I was on Petfinder.com(an adoption site for homeless animals) and I saw some of the cats in my house on there(okay guys I confess I've been holding out on a lil secret my mom and I (mostly my mom) are in a animal group calle People For Animals. What can I say! Cats are so cute and my mom took advice from a pathalogical liar in thrid grade.....*sigh*) So I thought I'd show you some of the cats I play wit at my house!

This is Louie and Toto(I named Louie after "Louie The Rune Soldier and Toto after Dorthy's dog from Wiz-o-Oz)Louie like to sit on the coutch and wtch anime wit meh! He soo Kawaii! And then Toto likes to loider in the bathroom...its relly anoying in za moring when I have to hurry up and take a pee I see him sitting on the toilet looking at me.

This is Heero!Isn't he Kawaii! He chubby and sweet! And yes I did name him after Heero Yui from Gundam Wing! LOL I thought I'd get too attachted to a cat named Duo.He likes to hang on my bed and sleep next to me!

Last but not least is Ginger!(What? I was in the Spice Girls stage of my life.) He likes my mom the most.(And thats the back of my Hydest mommy's head in the pic. I wanted to hold him but noooo I had to take the picture -.-)He likes to sit in the kitchen chair and when I go to bed before my mom he likes to curl up on the corner of my bed.

Well thats all of them that are on the net!(Well at least my favorite ones on the net)Now Everyone,its time to answer the famous holiday question, What are you most thankful for?

I'm thankful for my friends and "family" at MyO and aswell as the ones that I see in skool and at za mall(oooo U2 Ipod comercial :::stares:::) ^^;;; sry where was I I'm also thankful for my grandmother. Shes so kind to me. And sorry to say I'm thankful for my mother. Eversince she got devorcied she tryed her damnedest to make life good for me and my brother. Some times she can be mean and evil *flash back to when she called me a beig fat whale when I was about 8* but aleast she is honest......but I really do wish she'd stop yelling at me for no reson T.T

Well Take care!
Ruri-chan
Ps-Please answer question! I wanna know!

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Monday, November 22, 2004

   "Their Vicious! Their Evil! They Don't bevile in Electristy or Zippers! Their the OMISH!!"
-Mrs. Metaterando my math teacher.....

Hey All! What iz up my fuzzy family of love? (dosn't ask me where that came from) Well I've been pondering a thought that has puzzeld me.....Do I want to stay with Samantha? I don't really know.....ya know.... its my first realtion ship wit a girl and shes movign away and I don't want to have long distance relatonships.........I don't know......Shes probably readign this........I'm just really confused.........may be I need love........I feel empty when I'm with out a relationship.....I really don't know.

In the past i've had net realtionships that started good and I ended up feeling even more empty instide. And I just got over Bobby.......I can't haate him but I can cope....and Ric....I'm still lingering on the past with him.......I thought I iked a dude that looked like him just shorter and with outthe glasses. I have pity for myself. Is tha good?

What else hapened this weekend..... I bought a thong.......from Vicotia's Secret too....that was the first time I bought anything from that store and the frist time I wore a thong........and then my friends (witch are guys) JUST HAD to WEAR them OUT of the STORE and ON TO za mall.......Anthony had the pink one over his pants and Moron Mike had the blue one on his head........yeah it was funny just after they were done wearign them I put the pink one on and i was sexually violated by a thong and I didn't mind yeling this at the top of my lungs in the girls bathroom along wit my girlfriend and our friend doing the same. tHen wat else....mygf's lil sis and my friend got aressted for ," Huffing glue". Then saturday I met up wit a few of za mall rats at B&N I got to finsih reading Para Kiss vol 4. May i say Isabel was soo kawaii when he was lil! And I got to read Tsubasa vol 2 and I finished Imadoki #1 and Sensual Phrase! I got to start Fushigi Yuugi # 12 and Alice 19th vol 6. It twas fun! aNd then on sunday I went to TOrid and got some new bras etc....and I almost had a heart attack when I stepped in to old Navy......its too brigh and cheer full.

Well thats pretty much it.....I'm getting Midori no Hibi tommrrow and now I'm talking to Gaz about my lil "gohst" problems......


Take care,
Ruri-chan

Now time for a song that I think is Spiffy!
"Imagine" by a Perfict Circle

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one.

(Imagine all the people sharing all the world)

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one


Ps-Happy Late birthday hide-chan and Yoshiki!(I doubt such a beautiful man as Yoshiki would ever look at my pitiful lil page on my O T.T)

Ya know the saying, "Enjoy your cake and Eat it too..."? Well Enjoy your bishi.......and have fun with za whip cream ^.~ lol I love Bakura!

Takecare all and be safe!
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

   "Verdigo" by U2

::::hugs everyone:::: KYAHHH! You guys are soo great! My grandmother just said to me, "Sam can be your friend. Not your girlfriend. I don't want to hear anymore of this gay business, that dosen't run in our family." Not that go meh pissed. And you guys are sooo suportive of my realtion ship wit her AND you all want to kill Corey for pullin a knife on me! I like my MyO family better than my real one. Is that a bad thing?My MyO family:
Mom-Katy-san
lil sis- Hyde aka LEMONed
Big sis- Kei-chan
pet- WillowCorpse Mook

and everyone else are my next door neighbors! lol I wish my family was that great! Well I'm suposta get an email from Sam tomight. Today I did this big doble sided painting with liquid eye liner cuz I was bord in shop and the skool's comp system was down. I goota go my mom is being at bitch.

have a nice rest of the week!
Take care,
Ruri-chan
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

   Braking Benjamin (sp) "So Cold"

Howdy HO My O! Wazzup ppl? Uh i didn't get Midori No Hibi yet...but I got a girlfriend! her name is Samantha! Shes soooo Kawaii! But it won't last fer long I must say. Shes moving a few states over in about a month. But thats okay cuz I'll enjoy the relationship while I have it and not dwell on za bad! I'm suddenly hyper!m I guess cuz I'm talking to you people! My crap mac is down for a while a lil too many viruses. ^^;;;;;; But the bad thing is that my bros friend almost pulled a knife on meh cuz. I had to run for the bus and him and this other dude said, "Keep going!" and "Don't stop!" and my bus diver (that dsoen't really know how to speak english) kept gong untill my friend told her to stop. *sigh* so I beat up one kid and then I go over to my bros friend and he says "Don't you F**kn' touch me or I'll stab you!" :::pulls out knife::: I yell ,"Your a fuckin coke head! And your anasshole!" :::kicks him::::

Anywho......I also did some inkings! I made this really really nice pic thingy for Kei-chan. Its a thank you card for the banner that she made for my site.( Hey speaking of wich! Anyone who has free webspace to pulaod my banner lat me know cuz the banner is not yet uploaded. Its apreasheated!)And may ppl have asked me to draw them pics and ink them.... I already have to find that pic of Austin that I did and now I have to draw Kaream and this other chick...*sigh* life is hard when your a good artist:::srugs::: but what can I do I was born wit talent! lol Okay I had to goalt...its normal. Well I'll try to update soon!*hugs* Have anice week!

Take care!
Ruri-chan ^.^
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   "Imagine" by A Perfect Circel

hey all! How are you guys....? I just got back from what you would call a blinde date....it was horrible. The dude was not my type and yet I seemed to be his...*sigh* that date just got me in to a state of depression and made me realized that I haven't gotten over the past.

Tommarrow is pic day at school and I'm soooo totally not reay T.T life sucks I must say....but I'm gonna get some anime on friday from PAPA....Midori no Hibi and the 2nd and 3rd. Inu-yasha movies....*sigh* my grandma is bugging me to eat dinner when its like what....my comp clock says 12:19 AM......my family is weird....And today was Mrs. Prov's b-day so she wasn't in school and I had to make up a thingy for this movie project that we're doing....i have to mmake story bords....but how can you do that of an interview that your not even sure what topic its about....My idea was "Why did you want to come to EBVT aka EastBruswick Votech?"etc and my parters idea was on homosexuals and homophobia....that what I get for working with non-effert gay man....

Well I hope you all have a good day!

Take care,
Ruri-chan

Thats an article from NEWTYPE if anyone remebers the articel on Midori No Hibi....yeah I just thought it would be nice for you guys to see what i was talking about so you weren't completely lost ^^;;;; Ja Ne!
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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   Karam is funky....
If Karma was a person I'd call them a quierdo bitch.....::::reads IM and blushes::::I'm just gomma shove these cheeto's down my throught and hope that I don't coak...awww he just said awwww....*smiles* I found a new friend on the internet....and jen shyaadap.....I know what shes thinking right now and for the most part, Jen your right! LOL Now I'm listening to Aska's theme from EVA and sounds like a contry hic sond if anyone minds me saying and it just ironic with my personality and the person I'm talking to...I really wish Jen was on AIM right now...T.T

On with what happened in the past few days....the blood workwent well. Five viles of blood in 3 min but I think I did well....Lost the cell phone twice once in them mall (I left it at Suncoast) and the other time it fell outta my pocket and I had to walk a mile to find it...*sigh* Will stood me up for our date. This is the second time and i really have to send that UPS man a really neast email threating to kick him in the ballz....But the plus side of Will ditching the date was that Kevin, Corey, Meliisa, and Sharon showed up! I got to read alot of manga lately:
-Sensual Phrase
-Paradise Kiss
-Gravitation
-Ceres
-Tokyo Babylon
etc
I have to finsih reading Sensual phrase vol 4 Para kiss vol.4 and "The One I love" by CLAMP

I've turely become a mall rat....I've been at the mall for about 4 days straight this week....i think thats bad...I made new friends, got poked in the eye by one of them cuz i bit her neck....What else...I swindeled pepes outta stogies...I saw my old gay friend that used to got to High school wit meh.....he dumbed me "the Queen of Bisexuals" LOL ^.^ hes really sweet to me....

Looks at AIM screen.....OMG...I just told me tranzviestite friend about my favorite bra....what the hell am I on.....and where can I get some more? j/k.,....kinda

OKAY! ANYWAYI gonna shove candy in my face while talking to Liz-chan about Steal Angel Kurumi.....got I this man is almost perfect!

Take care,
Ruri-chan
Ps- please answer the following servey:
1.) Who are you?
2.) Are we friends?
3.) When and how did we meet?
4.) Describe me in one word.
5.) What was your first impression of me?
6.) Do you still think that way of me now?
7.) Give me and nickname, and tell why you chose it.
8.) What reminds you of me?
9.) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
10.) How well do you know me?
11.) Are you going to put this on your site and see what I say about you?
12.) What song are you listening to right now?
13.) Who do I remind you of?
14.) How do you picture me? (if you've never seen me)
15.) What would you do if you saw me tommorow?
16.) What would you do if I hugged you?
17.) Do you love me?
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