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Thursday, October 7, 2004


   I'm sooo nervous and scared.....and I don't kow why I still keep on drooling over that duse that look like Hotohori from Fushigi Yugi in my school.....oh duh cuz he looks like Hotohri!:::smaks self upside the head:::

yeah what it sat up top is true just I'm not nervous about him or any thng.....god.....my hands are getting sweaty and my stomach is in knots...and every thing I have to go to a nerologyst tommarow...and I'm nervous that my mom is gonna see how fuc't up I've gotten in the past.....and that i might have go get a catscan or a MRI or some shit like that or I might have to start taking meds witch I hate doing that....I wanna cry....i really feel like it.I hpe everyone sneds me wishes of luck and good health.....at least....gyh.....



I just finished reading BLEACH the manga that I got from Momiji....It reminds me of Botan from Yu Yu Hakusho. Its like the before story...just not.

Well I gotta get heading home! Say a lil prare for me! Kay?

Take care*hugz*,
Ruri-chan

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Wednesday, October 6, 2004






What is your anime death?
Name 
Age 
sex 
favorite color 
Type of death whacked with giant rubber hammer
Time of death 10000 years from now
Who did it akito (fruits basket)
Did you deserve it? mayyyybbe
This Quiz by Bethie07 - Taken 9 Times.
New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!


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Tuesday, October 5, 2004


   Do you eat Za crap?...me too
I've been asking everyone that at my school i even yelled it out in the middel of lunch and my pricepul gave me a weird look and i think he was gonna give me a pee test that I don't know if i'd pass or fail. lol

And what else i have flacking dummie project due thurs for a contest poster that I DON'T Want to DO. And the dead line for the contest is Jan 10,2005. AND I HAVE TO WORK ON IT NOW! what else.....Mrs. Prov is absent so for 3 hours I had to sit and do NOTHING in the cafiterial......and I have to do the smae thing tomarrow.I gotta get off some one I won't name any name as to the name brighton....is bugging me to call him....gyah....he sometimes has a kidding around atitude that I don't really like....

one last thing....
Question:
If you were any Jrocker,who would you be? Why did you pick them? and What would be the first thing you would you do?

I'd be Hyde cuz hes soo sexy and the fisrt thing I'd do would be ......well I'd molest my self cuz I would be soo sexy....yeah then I'd get a devorce...


lol take care,
Ruri-chan ^.^

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theOtaku.com: What CLAMP Heroine Are You?

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Sunday, October 3, 2004


   Okay just had to put that.....don't ask me why.


hey all guess what? I'm blondeish! AHHHH!!!! yeah. Remind me to wash it off it it starts to burn and bubbel next time. i think i burned layers of skin off and about maybe 15 brain cells.



yummy.....Toshiya.(EDIT: I found out thats shinya....so....even more yummy!LOL)


FEDUS!!! don't aks me where this stuff came from.

Anyway i offically PIMPED my grandma's house fer Halloween yesterday. i even did the shirt thingy! LOL i carved a pumkin that looks like Larukus SMILE album! And I made Hyde and gackt boyfriend pumkin and a lil Kyo pumkin! LOL and thats basically all then thngs that happened this weekend....

oh one last thing....
Why did Toboe have to die last night in the ep of wolf rain?? He was my fav character!!*crys and hugs toboe plushie*

Take care,
Ruri-chan

ps- here are some quizes to enturtain you....


angelofanime
A dream... you are sensitive, shy, and can become
attached to others when they get to know you.
Perhaps you should try making new friends, or
joining a club. After all, you can't live life
alone.


~ What Location Represents You? (cool pics)~
brought to you by Quizilla

Neko
You're a Kid Neko!!You are very intelligent and
loves books and cool places to read them!!You
love the color Light blue and always wears it
to go with your furry ears and tail.
Tonight:Finish that one book on your shelf.


What kind of Neko are you?(for girls only!and really great pictures!)
brought to you by Quizilla

Jrock family life by Vi-chan the walnut
Name
favorite color
favorite Jrocker
You will marryToshiya
Number of kids you will have15
You will stay togetherfive minutes
How/Why it will endHe's abusive
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Which Jrock singers will you sing like? by Arkham
Name?
Favorite song?
Favorite singer?
Favorite colour?
Favorite genre?
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Your JRock Story by i_am_wog
Username
Favorite JRock band
You meetKaoru [Dir en grey]
At aGarage sale
Then you goto look at kitties
Where you seeToshiya [Dir en grey]
Thenyou die
Then you all goto visit Kyo's parents
Did you have fun?Yes
Quiz created with MemeGen!


How will Jrock Kill You?
by AristocraticIndigo
Your name
When this occursSeptember 28, 2046
What you ended up doing:Learning guitar
How it killed youAmps and Cables strangled you
Who ended up taking the blameKana
How many other people have died this way31,698,129
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What indie jrock band are you destined to meet? by farferellokins
Name?
age?
favorite food?
You will meet:Metronome
In the year:March 16, 2012
Will they remember you?Yep
Quiz created with MemeGen!


how will your JRock love-life be? by iwaku
Name
Color
Hair
Your HusbandGackt
Your SlaveToshiya (Dir en Grey)
Your LoverTadashi(Plastic Tree)
Your Best FriendReita (Gazette)
Quiz created with MemeGen!


xfh
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)


What season are you? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

HASH(0x8ad3774)
Dark Purple Well, well arent we the sarcastic
type? You have a very witty mind thats filled
with artistic, observant, and intelligent
thoughts. You think a lot about nothing dont
you? Its ok to think about nothing, because
when you think about nothing, interesting
thoughts occur. Youre deep too, which is
surprising because, like I said. Youre witty
and sarcastic. Go You (rate me)


What color is your mind? (Anime Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

Dark Beauty!
Dark Beauty! You're mysterious and a riddle for
everyone, and that's exactlly what people
attract to you. You often wear a cold mask to
not show that deep inside your soul is as
pretty as your looks.


What kind of beauty are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
brought to you by Quizilla

You appeal is that of a Cutie!
Cutie! You're so sweet! You're maybe a bit naive
but eh, who cares, right? Your a playful nature
with a good heart. Your way of life is, girls
just wanna have fun: Fact: Everyone loves you!


What's your female appeal? ( with pics! )
brought to you by Quizilla

You are a bright girl
You are a very bright and dedicated girl. Sometimes
you can be quiet and withdrawn. You are always
ready to help your friends with their school or
personal problems. You are their first choice
for help because you are so calm, responsible,
and collected. People are attracted to you
because of this.


What Attracts People To You? For gurls only (cool anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

Angel
You are a Purple Angel!!You absoulutly lovre the
color purple and you love Kittys!(just like
me!)Anyways you love to go into your happiest
dreams to live them not just think them.You are
15 in mortal form and you love the
PURPLE!!!Your job as a mortal would be to write
a fantasy novel!Dragons princesses the
works!(give me a copy of your latest novel!!!)


What Kind of Angel are You?(for girls only!Great anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla







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Saturday, October 2, 2004


I heard this actually happened at L'Arc~En~Ciels US consert

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   GOD DAMN ME NOT COMSOTRATING! I JUST HAD A WHOLE SHIET LOAD OF WORDS TYPED UP AND I EXED OUT OF MYO!
Gyah.In simplest form of what I have to retype....don't et me read the Bible before I go to bed. I have weird ass dreams with lil saitanic grils saying there going to kill me and insead they kill the rest of my family. Yeah......god dam Revelations. And This week I got yelled at for making a nice lil chibi on my english test. My teacher said it was unprofesional. I'm in flacking High skool, do I need to be profecenal?

I also passed by 4 points on my biology test! WOOT! You peps can guess my grade.

I pearced my ear again and so now I have a safety pin in it!!

ANd for Halloween I'm going to be SHuichi From Gravi in the school girl outfit and in the banna costume!

My grandma came back from her class reunin in the Black Hills, South Dakota. I said shes not alowed to go to her class reunions any more cuz I miss my crapMac(my comp) too much. LOL I hope she knows I was kidding around when I said that. I think she did.

ANd look waht I found in my closet!


lol

And I still haven't found Panda yet.( FYI I actually do have a panda stuffed animal that looks like the panda in the last post that I call my son Pandee)

Take care!
I'll post more later!
Ruri-chan

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Monday, September 20, 2004


   As the buddy list growns shorter and shorter.....I grow wery and tired. I've searched the internet for many things this weekend. I've watched many movies......and the only quotes that come tom mind are the one up top and "What about my children?""YOu don't have any childeren." "Hey! I'm young, give me time."-The Ninth Gate. I'm a wacko and name ppl after the sprits in weegee bords in ramdom moives that have exorisims in it.

I've tryed to draw Mana but yet i have half failed and it looks like a cosplayer........but I can tell you one thing..... I've flirted my ass off! Yeah I've been a naughty kitty.

And have you seen this panda?


I've lost my son and no i'm not sueing Sanzo,hide.....

ANyway......I've made some new friends and some new Icons! I like my grumpy kitty!

And guess what!!! I ordered L'Arc~en~Ciel CDS!!!! Woot! THe 13 best and "SMILE"!! I also odered and X JAPAN DVD/ CD!!! All from Tofurecords.com!!!

Anyway I'l be off!
Take care and may the gackt moster-

Haunt you.....like it dose me T.T wahh....

Je Ne!
Ruri-chan



"Sweet Rain"

His Kisses are like the rain
Random
light
they cover me like feathers from an angel...
The clouds are his lips I wish to get lost in...
And his eyes are the puddels the refect my aging image....
When will he come back to me?
I lost him in the crystal blue shy before the storm...
I sit and stare at my image on the floor and hold the flower he gave me...The flower wilts as I sit there.....the petals fall to the floor and creat rippels in the water like the rippels in time....
I kiss the flower as if I were saying good night to it...
I walk away as the flower flaot in the water and as I leave him behind.....

good bye.


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Thursday, September 16, 2004


   On top of the pizza! All covered in Cheeze! There sits the baccon staring at me!(this smile means i'm chewing the pizza I was singing about)
Hi there time to finish off what happened last weekend. yeah so we "raped" kevin in GareBears car at menlo. Then we went to Gary's house fer a while after going to dunkin dounuts! Yummy! Then we went to the mall. Kevin made me and tray walk in perp stores......:::shivers:::: Then we went to Matts party. At Mats party we went bowling! its fun seeing Kevin bend down so many times! lol Then we went back to Matts place and while me and a few other ppl went out fer some nice stogies around the block we saw ples of junk. this dude said, "I dare someone::::looks at me:::: to pick up the tred mill and bring it to Matt for a gift." Me being well me and all I did it. We also found walll paer to and this kiddie video that someone gave Matt fer his b-day. When I gave him the tred him isaid, "I don't ever wanna hear you say,"I'm fat" okay ?" and so he said the magic words,"I'm fat" I kicked him in the ass. LOL The your wondering what we did with the wallpaper........well......we rapped kevin in it.......i even put an X on his fourhead and yelled, "Some on get the bat! X marks the spot!" And Gary yelled "Hey Matt!!! You got a pinyata!!!" And so
Matt comes back and says he can't find the bat sooooo.....Me,Gary, Corey,and Mary Pick up kevin and throw him in the pool. LOL OMG you should of seen how red his face was and how pissed he was...... Then later Brighton came. He brought his camera and everything! And then we threw kevin in the pool again and Matt too. LOL While everyone was outside fer a while I started to talk to Brighton.....*giggels* I put on his sunglasses durring our conversationn and I asked him,"How do i look?" and I striked a lil pose. He responed,"Sexy." LOL ////blush//// Thats really the first time some one had ever said that to me and so we started to flirt and now.........yeah.....////blushes more///// we wanna go out but I sliped up about last weekend and so there forth i am grounded fer a month and I also am not alowwed to use the phone fer 2 weeks. Yeah the phone got added on cuz my split persona, Sara, had to go on with the fight with my mom and all I remeber from the fight is my mom saying,"I am nothing to you so don't call me anything." and so sara responed,"Okay, "Nothing", GET THE FUCK OUT MOF MY ROOM."


<.<;; yeah..... I think she went over bord. But my mom holds no respect for me soo why should I or Sara hold respect for her. And Hey on Aug. 1st,2007 who wants to come down to Edison, NJ to help me move out?

And remeber Brighton IS Captin Howdy......no matter what he says. And Brighton......you never heard anything about my raping kevin......or the name kevin in this post.....

Take care,
Ruri-chan

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Sunday, September 12, 2004


LETS DO THE TIME WORP AGAIN!!!
Its just a jump to the left.

And then a step to the riiiight.

Put your hands on your hips.

And lock your knees real tiiight.

Then do the pevic thrust,
(group fuck, group fuck)

It'll make you go in saneeeane.
(fuck arouind the world)

LETS DO THE TIME WORP AGAIN!


LOL that was fun! i went to rock thins weekend and I did things that you would not like to know. but I had to answer the 3 questions truthful. And I got sung to but hot men. My favorite one was then dude in fish net shirt and a colar around his neck with a leash haning from it. Then me, Kevin, tracy and gary slept in Gary's car. His car has the letters P O S on it that stands for Peace Of Shit. lol And we raped Kevin in the mall parking lot. LOL I got to go I'll tell you more tommarrow.


take care,
Ruri-chan

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