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myOtaku.com: Ruri Illuser


Tuesday, November 2, 2004

  "Say Anything" by X JAPAN

Hey there! Whats up! I haven't posted for a while becasuse I've been preeocupided. I had to get my costume done. I was talking to Angela( previous post) before. I went trick-or-treating on sunday after going to church.I took Lucifer's Wife over to WillowCorpseMook's house then later we met up with StrangeAngel129 and Paranoied person. Lucifer's wife got drunk a lil and started rambling shiz. And i got a lot of candy! YUMMY! ^.^

Today was also a very sad day. A close friend of the family died. His name was Gary Wanca. He was so very nice to my family. He was also my brother's godfather. We saw him about 2 months ago, a live and well. Smileing and laughing with us. And now....about three hours ago I saw him laying in a caskit. He died a few days ago, in his kitchen. He had a heart attack infront of his wife, Joe-ann and his daughter Merissa.When I saw his body I started to cry.When walked up to it I thought I saw him breath but I didn't. I thought I sw his head move, but i didn't. For one moment i thought,"This is a joke right? He looks so young, and what I just saw him like a montha ago" And then I thought"No this is real, this would be too horrible to be a joke." I just stood there for a while with my arms around my waist.Joe-ann came up to me and asked if I were okay. I just sobbed as she hugged me. I walked to the back of the room and sat next to my brother and his girlfriend.I stopped crying and she and I tryed to keep ourselves off the current matter. We counted how many bald people where there.16 in total.15 men 1 woman. lolThen we went out for some water and we bumped in to Merrissa and her friends.She looked so cute and so sad. I saw she at a moment just stare out in to nothing and I could see the saddness in her eyes. Also her mother gave Merrissa their wedding bands on a gold chain that she was wearing. Tommarrow were gonna go to the funeral and lunch with Joe-ann and family. And I just randomly made this poem for Gary. He was always happy that i was such an artist.

"Life"

Your life is shortend with every breath
we make our way closer with every step
We walk twards our death with out sight
not knowing if we'll die that very night

Life is a game
we win or lose
Your fate isn't diced
its for you to chose

Winning is love and happiness
Losing is living with greef and Lament

Sorrow is life
and love is us
We take upon the weight of trust
Some colapse and cry to the point
of pain and preshure
Other take it as their treasure

We all live our lives with regrets
we all wish we could retake that step
And yet we all walking in a steady line
to the end of the cliff
and then we die.

Take care,
Ruri-chan
P.s.-Theres a new member at MyO! her name is Yohko! Shes kool!Its Kei-chan's lil sister! So everyone go check her out an make her feel like shes home!
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