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Sunday, March 6, 2005


   As my Hydest-mommy says... Life sucks and then you die....
Howdy all! How has everyone been? Sad to say that this week depression has gotten the best of me. I had a bad dream and I can't stop it from repeating in my head. Just imagine someone that you love with all your heart and soul dying right infront of you and yet it was not them and yet it was and you could not do anything this for them. You just sit there next to them holding there hand and crying and everyone is watching you with simpethetic eyes and yet doing nothing to help.And then the one you love starts crying in pain and touches your face and you touch there hand and hold it once more and then they die while saying there one last, "I love you", to you and all you do is cry. Thats basically was my dream and I had it on friday and now I can't sleep well and I'm really depressed. And tommarrow(Sunday) my cuzin, Tora, from Norway is comming over tommarow and my grandma and Hydest-mommy don't want me to say the wrong thing. They don't want me to say anything like the following-
1- I like girls! What the hell can I say i AM a free way lover!
2-I think some Americans are stupid as all fuck
3-*watches something on TV that i hate* Those mother fuckers how could those assholes do That, Fucking Bitch!
4-I have alot of gay friends, would you like to see ther e pictures!*smiles and whips out pics of all my gay friends and ex gfs*
5-Hi there i'm culture confused!
6-BAKA or Kuchizuke wo kawasou itsuwari wo hazushi *wink wink-pervy smile*
7- I like japanes music and most of my singers look freakish or femme or most of the time both! And most of them abuse drugs like me! :::hitts nicoteen patch twice::::

They want to show her the ,"Wholesome American Mc Normal" family that we aren't......And they were treating me like a package today and it makes me sooo mad when they put words in my mouth and take words outta theres. Also especially being treated like an object. I got some new manga! I got "The Queen's Knight" vol. 3! Its a great manga I recomend it to everyone that love shojo!
Rieno is sooo handsome! ^____^

The second one is I.N.V.U.! Its by the smae person that made The Queen's knight!ANd that pretty much it for today. I hae more to say but I'll post agian tommarrow and I leave you with the boyz from Legal Drug by CLAMP!

I say hats off to basically all the male cahracters of Legal Drug for being my vote for some of the hottest CLAMP characters!

Take care,
Ruri-chan

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