Sunday, May 1, 2005

   ""Prophet", said I,"thing of evil, Prophet still, Bird or devil.""
(Wow I remeber it all exactly)
"The Raven" by Edgar ALen Poe

Hey all! Hw are you guys! This week I'm gonna get around to Visiting as most sites as I can! *sigh* WHy did FMA have to end like that.....? WHY!?!?! I loved Curnal Hues! *Crys* I loved how he ranted about Eleisea! And I feel like crying my eyes out........wahhhhhhhhh. That sucks! They better completely end the series in the movie thats sup[osta be coming out soon.



(Trying to cheer up) Speaking about things coming out, did anyone hear of a new anime that came out about 3 weeks ago called "Loveless". I saw the character sketches and my friend,Papa, told me about it. And Hes buring eps 1-3 on a DVD for me and I'm getting it on monday. I'm also geting Tsubasa on monday! YAY!!! I just got vol 5 of the manga and I'd never exspect they way it turned out in Jade Contry. And may I say......Fai is even more sexyer in this volume! LOL I'm sorry, talking to a die-hard Fai fan :::lil cat ears and tail pops out::: Hes just so Kawaii!!KYAAAAA::::glomps and sways with Fai plushie::::: I love him! He reminds me of myself at times! KYAAA........:::::looks around like a weirdo:::: heheheheheheh ^^;;;; ::::::hides plushie behind her:::: Thatnever happened and you saw nothing.......right? Right! heheheh good........::::::throws plushie out of sight and winces as you hear it fall on the floor and theres a squeek sound:::: Sorry Fai-pushie-kun!


What else happened, I saw another new movie! This one was good too! I belive it was "Hich-hikers Guide to the Galaxy". I thought it was some what hilarious and the blonde dude reminds me of me and my friends some times. And I'm trying to think of other things that happend this week.....Oh my shop won second place in the Vocational Technical Expo! We lost to a set of big boobs and a bannana Facial from Cosmatology. I'm sorry to say but the only reson why they won was because they DID have 3 sets of BIG BOOBS! GRRR! And 5 of the juges were guys too and only one girl. Oh well one of the juges was a top exsecutive at a comercial company and he gave us his business card saying he wanted some ppl from my shop to work for him! I was so happy cuz I think some of the people in my shop deserve that type of job, eventhough, I think almost everyone that I have shop with are assholes and think with the head thats not above their sholders (I'm the only girl). Speakking about assholes in my shop, someone left me a verymean note in my shop folder saying that I was "Ranchie" and that I should "Go for a Flea dip" *twich* I'm still upset about that note. I wanna know why ppl pick on me. But I feel sarcastically honnored that some one would spend time to pick on me then just to ignore me. I've been picked on my whole life and I actually had a childhood friend tell me I was fat and that she didn't want to hang out with me in front of her other friends. So I really loved her when I was little that I didn't hang out with her in public so she'd have a better reputation than I did. And now she dsoen't like me bacuase she says,"Your not the person you where when we were little. You changed and started caring about they way you are." Well I realized that I have to care about the way I am and look beacuse I'll get no where in the world if I just stay the way I was. And maybe I changed for the better. And because I changed I'm not alloed to see her anymore. And she started to change and she hasn't seen it. She and I grew apart and she can't cope. She exspects me to come crawling back to her, and to tell the truth, I wish I could. But I won't change for anyone, she and her family that dosen't like me will have to like me for the way I am or not.

I'm sorry, I have gotten in a depressed mood. I've also rambled. Anyway I'll talk about the good of the rest of last week and the good to come. Well my teacher gonna find ou who wrote that nasty lil note and get the in trouble. I was just so upset about it that I started to cry and no one noticed except a kid that was visiting, looking around the shop to see if he wanted to come here next year. Hwe looked at me with such care, I felt some what imbarassed een though I was hinding behind my bangs.

I also finsihed my cards and I'm having them scanned on to a disk and I'll try and put some up! MY teacher is in love with them! I had the thought of not being sexest and making the Jacks , the knights of the deck, both like matching male and female. lol the jack of dimonds I belive looks alot like Mana! And the Jack of spades has one of the outfits that Shuro from Ceres is wearing from one of the conserts. Also the Ace of spades looks like a younger verson of Ororon! LOL And the ace of hearts looks like The Mad HAtter from ANgel Sanctuary.

*yawn* I'm starting to get tired. And its just 1 am.....Also my friends forced my to get a MySpace acount.....Mine is Death By J Rock and I have a Mana barbie as my Icon thingy.***straches arms and you hear a crash*** Opse.....I just nocked Hamtaro off my comp heheheh.....I think tommarrow I'll make makona cookies and Coffin cake ( like the one off of The lighter side of black in the funny pics)

And I'm 99% sure on monday, May 2nd, is the 7th aniverary of hide-sama's death. God rest his soul.

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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