myOtaku.com: Ruri Illuser

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-08-10
Gender
• Female
Location
• In a galxy far far away where Cew-chan and obi one live
Member Since
• 2003-12-21
Occupation
• Nerd Otaku School girl
Real Name
• The Great and Powerful Reanef the V!ummm.... FEAR ME!*giggels*:::thumbs up twards Eclipse::::^-^

Personal

Achievements
• I've become a complete and total loser!! L7 weenie all the way calloway!!!
Anime Fan Since
• 3rd grade(bebop)
Favorite Anime
• ::scraches head::: too many to count ^^;;
Goals
• to become an animator or manga-ka
Hobbies
• Annoying people,Being scaractic,slaping pervs,being a perv,reading and writing fanfics(most lemony yaoi),etc
Talents
• Many...Would you like to find out? ^.~

myOtaku.com: Ruri Illuser

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Will theMedical Waste man!
Howdy all!

Long time no talk,ne? I'm really sorry I've been busy for a long time now and yeah I'm piss ass tired but hell I love you guys the people that come to my site and read about my everyday abnormal sick sad life..yeah...thanks and I love ya!

Anyway yeahI just got home from my Daughter Steff's Halloween party! It was awsome! We played with candels! Watched "The Craft" and a whole bunch of other things like this love spell thingy with an apple and it came out to be the initals of the dude that has a crush on me thats 20 something and has a kid and is with the Latin Kings.....yeah ^^;;;; and is my lil emo vampire (no offence)'s best friend~! Is that flacking wonderful!??!?!?!?!?!? ~I hate my life~

Anyway Dir en grey came out wiht a new singel called "Clever Sleazoid" and I saw a lil bit of the PV and its wonderful! Well at laeast I like it....it meets da Dir en grey standars...

Well.....My hair is still blue, my mom still looks like Hyde from the "Ever Green" PV and yeah my grandma wrote the goverment about underage smoking and all that Jazz and she left the letter that she got back right next to my hair brush in the bathroom so she know I'd see it...and I wasn't in a good mood when I got home b/c I had to hear her bitch about misley lil things and I picked up the letter and Walked right up to her and held it anfd glared ata her.....all she did was smile....it really pissed me off.....I tared it up and said,"Its my problem not yours, so forget about it. Don't try and help."

She started to get up set and said,"Well your problems are my problems." and I told her,"No there not." and she replied, "Ell if your problems aren't my problems then I guess I don't have to wash you clothes." And I said," Fine let me smell. I wouldn't really care if they called me smelly in skool." and she just stomped off and so did I. Yeah I had a mini break down in the bathroom. I stared to cryt and I was like," I don't want you to care for me cuz I don't want you to get upset. I want some body, Sakuya**, to love me. Sakuya? I don't mean him, but what about Dan (da latin King dude that I'm starting to like back) but I say Sakuya cuz he is the only one that loved me. That wanted to kiss me, that wanted to hold me, that wanted to touch me."

Yeah I'm just fucked up mentally and most people hate me for no reson and that is why I am the way I am to day. And no guys hardly ever like me....Like the last dude I liked ended likeing one of my best frinds and she liked him back and Meg asked me ,"Are you okay that they both like eachother?" I said yes of course so they would know anything. And I just made up a whole bunch of carp. and just I like someone and they like me only as afriend and use me to get to my best friends...thats how I basically see it.

WIth Dan I think hes just desperate and just wants some ass and I don't really know. I'm about to cry and I'm just so fucking confused. I can't stand my life anymore and all that Jazz.

I hope everyone has a wonderful Halloween!

Take care,
Ruri-chan
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