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Sunday, April 2, 2006


I have to pee.....
This week I can't stand it....
Sakuya isn't with me and when I talk to him I just imagin what he is really thining~
I went to the hospital~
fter about 2 houre of poking at me they tell me I have pre daiabeaties~
My dog ran away and my mom made me go look hor her when I had lerigitus~
People like fucking with my head and I cna't stand it and they exspect me to trust them after what I've been therough.............
I don't know if I can handle living much longer becuase my life just keep sucking
every minute it get worse~
The pain in my stomach~
The cuts in my thorught~
my ringer aching from typing~
Getting light headed
Confused too easelly~
I wonder if when I die will I just be sitting at a window watching the rain fall in a garden full of nothingness~~

...........I think that would be my heaven

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