Wednesday, January 7, 2004

   rather worried,,,
ok so i was after school today planning on having to do another mock trial thing from 4-7 and i am thinking all chemestry class, ya know i wonder if il have time 2 go c heather after skool b 4 we have 2 leave 4 mock trial... so as soon as the bell rings i go down 2 mr posts room, and hes leaving, and im like mr post what time r we leaving 4 mock trial, he goes oh well its canceled. so im like sweet! and im thinking score now i have til like 4! then as im headed to the hallway wher me n all my friends hang out b 4 and aftr skool i c heather and im like hey i dont got mock trial so i can stay after school (this is on ferguson) well as im about to head down the hallway i see matt and katie and erin, and i remembered i do have my job to do as official cupid for that kid, cuz i mean otha wize he mite as well just shove a dildo up his ass cuz hed fuck himself ova, so i decide il get the note from him head over to the band hall w/ katie and erin, distract erin while katie puts up the note and then head back... so we get over there and erin asks me if i wana play a game of magic real quick b 4 her dad gets here, i figure thats fine that will take like what 5 minutes and it will work for a perfect distraction while katie puts the note away... well first i had to give katie the note, that took like 5 minutes, then she coulnt find erins trombone, then she finds it and i let erin win so i can head back, erins dad still isnt here tho so she beggs me 2 play her in one last quick game of magic... and there is something you should know about me, i cant say no 2 animals and women, so i say fine but hurry up cuz i wana go see heather, well guess what... by the time i got back 30 minutes had passed, it was 4, and i head over to the hallway and nobodys there, so i head out into the big space thingy, and tony yells to me, and so i go over there and hes like you are so screwed, heather couldnt find you and is soooo mad at you... and im like freakin out im like shit! and hes like yah you better hope she doesnt find you, she said she intends to fucking kill you, then cuddle with you, but she couldnt cuz you would be dead, and by this point im like well ya know i pretty much think she intends to kick the shit outa me then dump me... great first realtionship 4 me ya know... what was that now... almost 2 weeks wow, and the part that sucks the most is i am really really starting to like her alot... but yah kinda pisses me off 2 that shes prob gona dump me now cuz i was doing a good deed... last damn time i do that! i learned my lesson... yah know whats funny tho is i was sooo close to kissing her this mouring before mrs sawyer broke it up and sent us to class... i wanted 2 really bad, if i had my choice my first kiss would b with her, and i know it wouldnt be hers cuz shes had a few bf's and she even went out with one for four years so shes prob gone a lil farther then i have lol, (considering that would have like i said ben my first kiss) and to say the least ruined a good half of my day... but yah i am now going to delete this entery, but it has ben a good vent just to write everything down...
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