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Thursday, June 2, 2005

   Understanding Me
Outside
I知 all friendly and happy
No sadness shows
I smile through it all
Like nothing fazes me
A plastic smile I wear
To show others that nothing
Will bother me
Inside
I知 crying
I知 empty
Longing to be wanted
Understood
Broken
No one understands
How I feel
I知 different
Everyone sees the wrong way
Inside
My spirit is weak
I値l do anything
To make people happy
Even if it
Breaks me inside
What caused this?
I don稚 know
I want to calm
The squall in me
The storm threatens
To consume everything
My life
Friends
Family
Being pushed around
I try to overcome it
But it overcomes me
What is this space?
What is it that I need?
I got family
Friends
Do I need to open up?
Do I need to let the storm
Go on it痴 own path?
Should I stop it?
Should I not?
Questions fill my mind
All without answers
Inside
I知 confused
Worried
What will happen tomorrow?
What did I do
In the past
That could致e caused this?
The past
Cannot be changed
Move on with life
And create a better future
Inside
I知 crying
I知 empty
Longing to be wanted
Understood


::It don't make sense. -_-x Just something I came up with yesterday. As u can probably see, I changed my BG to Irvine Kinneas *I can finally spell his last name!*. He is soooo hot!! ^_^x Oh, I also changed the font to red; makes it easier to read, I think. Well, tell me what u think of the poem. JA NE for now!! ^^x


I just think this is cool.


Another sweet pic of Irvine.
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