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Saturday, July 9, 2005


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Hey guys. What's up? I'm still in shock about what happened yesterday. (read post below to get what I mean) Now everyone one of my friends are saying that I should confess my feelings for him. I want to, but....*sigh* I don't know how. I've never confessed my feelings for a guy. And when I did, the guy would turn me down. I don't know about Charlie, though. He's so nice, cute, and can make me laugh. I don't want him to leave!! I'll miss him too much!! I....I don't want to experinse the same pain I felt when I was in 2nd grade; when Brain left without a word. After that day, I was teased to no end. It's kinda different this time 'round, though; Charlie told me he was leaving. But....*sigh* I don't know. My thoughts are so screwed up right now; I can't think straight. I know that I'm going to give him something; I'm giving him an ID bracelet that has his name on the front, and "From: Amanda" on the back. I cried myself to sleep last night. I don't know what I'm going to do once he leaves. ....One of my friends (Matt) said that we should hold a "bye bye" party. And he's also the one who said that I should say how I feel about him. I know I want to say how I feel...but, I know I'll probably screw up again and shy away from it. Dammit, I'm weak. I've tried to grow stronger....but to no avail. Well....that's all I have to type for today.


ToS Skit of the Day:
"Getting Bored Before Lloyd"

Genis: I'm tired of all these fish and starfish and stuff.

Kratos: Stop whining. The Chosen isn't complaining.

Colette: Genis, hang in there! *music note*

Genis: Ugh...It'd be bad if I got tired of this place before Lloyd did. I'll keep my head up.

Kratos: How is Lloyd doing, anyway?

Lloyd: This rules! Check it out! Water shoots out! This Sorcerer's Ring is so weird. How does it work?

Genis: Oh that's right, we gave him a toy to play with...




Might as well as some humor to this post. ^_^ Here's a few pics.


Chibi Yuan with a cake on his head. ^_^


Kratos vs Zelos! Who will win??


I forget the game that this comes from...Pikman, was it??


Waaah!! Everyone gets freaky eyes!!


Kratos: Let's poke it and see if it moves...

Lloyd: ...Is it dead...? *poke*



Anyone who knows RK knows this scene in both the anime and manga. I felt like I was in that scene; that Charlie was Kenshin and I was Kaoru. And I felt like Kaoru; crying my heart out...for him to come back....


Well, JA NE for now. And hope u guys have a better day than I am having.






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