Thursday, March 8, 2007

   my break down...........
school sucks cuzz like my boy toys parents are just being way to over protective of him it sucks really bad and they are causing alot of shit that is seriously starting to get not only to him but also to me.......like they are basicly making it so hard that he can't even come and see me ever and then he has alot of homework and i just wish that he knew how i felt but i can't and then also like i don't want to end it cuzz i guess i'm in love with this guy....and i don't know what love is so i just this is what the feeling i'm supposed to have about him...
any way but like this whole week if i don't get to see him soon i'm going to do something stuped......that what i did the last time i had a mental break down in like 7th gradeand nobody knows what happend but i don't want people so yeah........my head hurts....................and what is all this shit about colleges "what do you want to be when you grow up????" well i JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF GOD DAMM IT.........FUCK!!!!!!!LEAVE ME ALONE...............yeah thats how i feel about that ......any way i just want to sleep
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Monday, March 5, 2007

   i'm just that cool
so i'm bloging or writting this thig just cuzz i'm that cool.........
actually i feel really bad for some weird reason and i don't even know why............maybe its cuzz my bf feels sick and stayed home.....or maybe cuzz i'm failing school as of this point..............maybe cuzz i'm starting to pms but most likely not cuzz that was like 2 weeks ago but that tooo much info...................
oh yeah any way i cut liz's hair and it looks sooo totally Emo and goth and just flat out cool looking i like it alot if you ever saw it it awould make you cream your self lol jk any way yeah i just feel like Blah!!!!!!!!! and i <3 my shirt it says i hate you and it has a smilly face on it
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Monday, February 26, 2007

   Yay! my first post!!!!!!
so yeah alex my lover got me on this website i'm not really into it but any way


so lunch was a but load of fun today.....hehehehehehehe.......i'm not saying why though.....any way........um yeah so i like eggs......and subway.............and my boy toy chris.............................i'm bored...................
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