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Friday, December 31, 2004


Wow What a good start to the New Year
Alcohol And.....

==KINGDOM OF HEAVEN==

One of the films near the top of my list to see next year comes on on... June 1st 2005 (Aka. My Birthday :D)

HAPPY ^_^

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To where the crown of kings and clowns
Best to start the New Year with a Quiz

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. BK
2. Lindley
3. Sleeping Dragon (self styled)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. BK
2. Rusted Embrace
3. Demonolith

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Not a Prisoner, Im a free man
2. Has Great friends
3. Lovable

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Anti-socail at times
2. Slighlty arrogant
3. Lazy

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. English
2. English O_o
3. English ... Yorkshirish O_o

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing my friends
2. Being Alone
3. Losing I.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Sleep
2. Eat
3. MSN

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. In Flames Teeshirt
2. Crappy Grey combo's
3. Gauntlet

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. In Flames
2. Blind Guardian
3. Blaze

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Blaze - Silicon Messiah
2. Blind Guardian - Lord of The Rings
3. Fozzy - Wear Eagles Dare

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Learn Guitar
2. Growing Longer hair
3. Getting Cooler Clothes

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Intamacy
2. Trust
3. Balance of Brains/Looks/Personalty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE if you can guess the lie, you are amazing:
1. One of my main problems is Location
2. One of my main problems is im not emotionally secure
3. One of My Worries is that im far too Picky for my own good

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair
2. Doesnt Dress like a Tart
3. Likes Hugging

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Commit Suicide
2. Stand Rollercoasters
3. Make the future Mine

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Internetting
2. Football
3. Writting

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get a nice girlfriend whom respects me for me
2. Get a high paying job that requires little work
3. Move closer to my true friends

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Writer
2. Journalist/Movie Reviewer
3. Musicain

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. China
2. Japan
3. India or Eygpt

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Aki (Yes laugh all you want)
2. Thorn
3. Jade

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Learn Japanese
2. Find I.
3. Become a kick ass Vocalist/Guartarist

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Joe
2. Rhi
3. Me (HA no death for me)

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Thursday, December 30, 2004


Its All About me Mr.Anderson... Me... Me... Me
Seeing as im bored and my last Journal entry was a bit petty Im going to talk about Me... Now some of you may think im being arrogant and egotistical (And that is slightly correct) But Sun Tzu clearly states

''Know thy self and know thy enemy...
...And find nought to feel in 100 battles''

Now If I know myself, My 'enemy' (Other people) I will do better in (The 100 Battles) Life

A Bio...

Real Name : Michael James Lindley
Style Name and prefered Name: BK
Age: 17.5
Best Friends: Joe, Rhi, Beth, Derek, Prash, Warren, Oli, Stringer, John.

Stereotype I fit into: I span across quite afew me thinks... Metal head, Goth, Roomie, Nerd

Personality : To Quote someone from my old school that touched on my Traits

''I dont know, half the time he can be a depressing, dark person who hates practically everyone and feels misunderstood, and the other half he's a perfectly kind, caring, lovestick person who just wants a bit of attention.''
(something like that)

I also like to think that im 100% dedicated to my friends in that i am both loyal and trustworthy and would take a bullet for them.

Bad Charactor traits: Can get Random depression caused by very little, Occasionally Arrogant, Doesnt See everybody as equals (boy racers are not MY equal), Bad Social skills with New people and females. If pushed on certain issues can give way to a bad temper but only certain Issues.

Good Charactor Traits: Loyal, Trustworthy, Lovable, Enjoys Socail moments between friends, usually doesnt panic, Patient etc...

5 Non People things I love :-

*Swords
*Music
*History
*My Computer
*Money

My Bad Lot in life: Being born in Wakefield surrounded by people completely differant to me, this leads to mockery which therefore makes us enemies.

One of the Most Monumental days of my Life: Ive had afew defining moments in my life but if i have to pick the one thats affected me most it was was i stumbled upon a little forum called 'Ultimax: The Ultimation' or Just 'TU' It was there i met many of my now Best friends and injected some Fire into my then Lack luster life.

Least Favourate Moment of 2004:
The Death of my father without a doubt, he couldnt have died at such a bad time for me, Thanks to that we where (and still are) left in Debt, Also when a 'Part time Job' Became a nessasarity.

Happiest Moment of 2004:
Easily My two trips to Cornwall (July 19th - 26th and December 15th to 24th) probably my second being my favourate seeing as I got to crash at the totally awesome Chataux Joe and got to spend time with everyone where as I was abit lost with what to do somedays in July, Theres also the fact that I was in a better mood in December seeing as when i went down in July id lost Dad 3 months Before and i was nervous at the same time)

Favourate Day of the Year:
Very Difficult to Pick but id pick that Saturday down in the Cornish Rain :P

The 5 Things that drive me in Life

*Ambition in many Forms
*Friends
*Power
*Money
*Love

The 3 Things That Get me down most.

*Working at McDonalds
*The Fact i dont see many of my friends everyday
*My Sucky Luck/Social Skills with women

Rolemodels (Yes I have them =P)

*Ozzy
*Bruce Dickinson
*Kirk Hammet
*Joe
*Darth Vader
*Aragorn
*Sirius Black
*Spike and Xander from Buffy

What I want mroe than anything at the moment : To Find the Place Im Supposed to Be Pyhsically and Mentally

....

Well Hopefully this has Interested you, Any way until next Time ... Hear Me Now

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I only dream in black and white
Well Not much to report for today/yeserday (30th) I had a Day off so I caught up with some friends Oli/Ste/Paul etc...

Any way (Basic Info)

Mood: Very good thanks to Various People (Joe/Oli/Paul/Jodie/Danule/Holly)

I just wish most days where like this.

Favourate Song: Manowar - Mountains
Current Song to Mood - Stratovarious

Basically Im in a laid back mood at the moment.



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Wednesday, December 29, 2004


Conspirisy of Silence, The Only way out of Pain
Crisis Averted, Luckily it managed to find its way into my wallet instead of going missing completly.

Well, Im bored (suprise) Theres simply nothing to do but listen to all my new CD's (^_^) seriously though, I really need some hobbies....

Maybe i should learn wei chi

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Hollow man find yourself some other Plan
Basic Update

Mood : Happy in some ways due to my 3 New albums

Chimaira - Impossibilty of Reason (Ltd. Edition)
Iced Earth - The Glorious Burden
Blaze - Blood and Belief

But Angry in others, Mainly work is attracting alot of my anger at the moment due to there self centredness, I mean what is there to understand about it if they put me on Drive-thru then theres a 99% chance of me losing my temper, but why the f*** they keep doing it i dont know O_o Its almost as if there stupid enough to piss me off... Well If im on drive-thru any other time this week then quite simply im going to call in sick

Favourate Track : Iced Earth - Declaration Day
Best Song to Mood: Metallica - The Unnamed Feeling.
Current Favourate Person: Warren
Current Enemy: Work... And Sum 41 and that stupid 'In too Deep' song.

[EDIT] Shit!!! I fuckin lost £5 worth of weed In My house somewhere, If my mum finds it im pretty fucked, It must have fallen out of my pocket.

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Saturday, December 25, 2004


Festive - Ness
Well I your God BK, Wish all the People whom i like a merry christmas, Special mentions to my close Friends whom i will name shortly.

I would also like to take this moment to tell my enemys i Fucking hate them, and to be sure that this coming year (2005) If you push me ill stick a knife in your throat.

Any way, I would like to stay thankyou to Prash, Rags, Raju, Cid, Sam B, John (from College), Kyle, Luke, Eddy, Paul, Oli, Ste E, Ste B, Stringer, Ste D, Joe (Especially), El, Derek, Beth, Rhi, G, Ashley and his short hair, Marc, Tram, Danule, Holly, Jodie, Amy, Naomi, Kitana, Amber, Mark and any body else ive missed (you know how you are)

^ To the Above I thank you for keeping me anything resembling S-A-N-E without you guys i would have probably commited a homocide by now.

To the Following people i wish upon you a slow and painful death.

=All Members of the Outwood Grange Rugby team of 2003
=FCUK
=All of the Motherfucking boy racers whom partly make up why my work a misery
=Tony Blair And George Bush for being uncaring Fuckwits
=Ibiza and Club culture - Fuck You
=That song Babycakes for being not only 2004's most annoying song but awfully sexist as well.
=AV ... I Blame you because i can

Peace out and See all of the people i like with blessing in future, as to the people i dont like... See you in Hell.

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Friday, December 24, 2004


Ashley has short Hair!?!?!
Well Im back home now after my kickass nine day holiday in paradise (AKA. Cornwall), It was about time I had abit of fun too after all the shit i put up with on a day to day basis.

Joe did an inspiring Job as host and his family where very welcoming and friendly (even if his sister was a little crazy at times)

Ill try and remember the Jist of what i did but dont count on 100% accuracy (Somedays i forget what i did)

- The Journey There - (Night of 14th December - to December 15th)

This could not have gone worse to plan, I somehow had managed to end up with the wrong ticket (my was for the day prior) Meaning That i had to spend £40 a long night before my new train set of at about 6:12am leaving me stranded in Wakefield for the night.

I Then had a tough choice, I either stick it out in the cold all night while i wait outside for the station to reopen on the morning of the 15th or call my mum and risk death ... I choose the Cold...

I then went to McDonalds (aka. Work) Originally to see if Warren was there and if i could stay at his for the night, However Prashanth afew other persuaded me to hang around until 2:15AM (15th) I also offered to do (light) work as well (sweeping)so that i had somewhere to hang, Suprisingly it wasnt that bad and even with my kickass cleaning skills they didnt get out til 1:35ish :D (They really should promote me just for my sexiness)

any way after the close shift was complete I said my goodbye's and waited from 2am to 5:30am outside the train station... all alone... in the cold. (It was worth it)

Then there came the long, drawn out 10 Hour trip there (on which i nearly fell asleep like a dumbass :P)

Anyway I arrived in Camborne (Cornwall) around 2:15pm knowing that i was supposed to arrive at 10am and had missed my welcoming committee (again) so while carrying two VERY heavy cases i treked up the massive hill to El's only to have to wait another 20ish minutes for her to get back from shopping.

However as soon as she got back (After me explaining my lateness) We summoned (;P) Joe. before spending the rest of the afternoon crashing at El's before getting a lift back to Joe's from his mum and sleeping)

16th December 2004

After Joe had been to college we Went to Truro with El to buy last minute gifts :P, It also rained pretty badly and there was this really funny man singing and trying to sell big issue's (;D)

I also Managed to find myself a Bargain in that I found the Iced Earth - Alive in Athen's for not even £15 :o

Friday 17th - Derek's 1st Day

Originally i went to Camborne college with Joe to meet everyone but ended up going around town so he could do his coursework, It was a VERY windy day and i had left my wallet at Joe's, we arranged to meet at 'Lost in Music' but because he was slightly late i moved towards the college a bit and ran into El and then Derek :o (Completly by suprise)

After much fun and frolicking later Me, Derek, El and Joe went up to El's again (Up that mother f***** hill again), We watched rock in Rio (Bruce = Clansman = Hilarious) And wait for it...

I OWNED WINSTON!!! What do they say, You mess with BK, You lose in the long run... Revenge is sweet (Pity Joe continually destroyed me at Hogs of war =( )

Also Derek and me had a little play scuffle that ended in stalemate... But that was boring so i sneak attacked him :P, And got owned (almost broke my finger >_o) But it ended damage all round...

If that wasnt funny while cruel at the same time Joe and Derek bullied me into sleeping on the floor while they got the Sofa's (assholes :P) All because *shock* Joe tricked mweeeee!!!

Saturday 18th - Dereks 2nd/Last Day and AKA. The Booze up.

Woke up with a dodgy neck what with lying on the floor (damn you Del and Joe), Much Tomfoolery insured.

Later we went into the town and caught up with (nearly) everybody and afew people i had previously not met :), then (Poor) Derek was talked into buying Alcohol for everybody before having to go somewhat prematurely to my liking.

Anyway before the party/Booze up etc.. Me and Joe went back to his and knocked back snacks while he beat me over and over and over again. =(


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Friday, December 10, 2004


There Goes The Siren that warns of the air raid.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

My Life is so hectic at the moment but im in too good a mood to care, Im 5 Days away from Paradise ^_^

Any way i got 4 Very busy days coming up.

Today I have college, Then i have to go down to work at 1 to try and get my holiday money sorted otherwise i may need to lend some money of my mum for my hols ( I need 300. 200 safe need)

Only Waiting for 1 gift to arrive (It better hurry!), I also need to buy stuff when im down for others.

Ive also got two 1500 Essay's to write by Monday, Ive got Work Tonight, Saturday, Sunday And Monday (Monday i may miss in order to sort out packing etc...)

Only real problem between now and then is lack of net tim.

Ive also finally gotten into reading Dracula (Dracula = Class).

Basic Info.

Mood - Jubilent, Very Good
Favourate Track: Last Samurai - To Know My Enemy

Ill Update again tonight, Til Then Laterz

Ps. Joe I read on your Journal you need a word, My online times til Tuesday are:

Friday (Today) Though technically Tuesday, Night after Midnight bout 1am - 3am

Saturday - 3-5pm, 1am til 3am

Sunday - 12a noon til 5pm, 2am til 4am

Monday - All night hopefully.


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Tuesday, December 7, 2004


Brief Update on self.
Time 4:02 AM

Current Fav. Song: Iron Maiden - Run to the Hills

Current Fav. Person : Warren

My Day: Dull, Overslept (again), Work, Observed new Nuklearpower comic, Read My Squee Book.

Plans for tomorrow: Arrange Doctors appointment, Pick up Parcel at Post office, Claim Holiday pay (£230 ^_^) Continue reading Dracula, Work.

Mood : Meh, Could be better, though im not in anyway tempted to discuss any problems or non problems as as such...

Until next time... Truth is always the safest Lie...

(Ha Joe i ripped you off ;) )

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