Friday, June 27, 2008

sooooo..... whats next?
hey, im not dead yet, im typing this up at 4am because i cant sleep, tired, very tired, but cant sleep nevertheless. ive been an insomaniac these days, im having a very hard time sleeping. my mom got married a while back, im not sure whether to be happy or sad or whatever the hell i should be feeling. its weird, the most life changing thing that has happened to me in about a couple months, and i could care less. well, im going to have to change schools now, which is a bitch. ive actually moved 7 times in my life, not including this time. every single time i move, its hard to adapt, but every time i move, i get more used to it and it gets easier. idk, i ussually just stand around like a flippin retard on the first day. the hardest thing of course is trying to find a lunch table to sit at.but ill cross that bridge when it comes. im actually exited about the change of schools in the manner that i can be whoever the hell i want. im usually a shy person but ive been trying to overcome that so maybe i should be the loud guy in the class? idk, ill go wherever life takes me. oh and im getting a ps3 with metal gear solid this sunday. ive been a fan so itll be pretty cool. these past two years, ive concluded that there is no god, and religion is for people who need the satisfaction of knowing that there is a higher power in the world. i guess you can call me an atheist, but lately ive been wondering, i want my life to have a purpose, id really like to believe in destiny, but the fact is, in the words of solid snake, " a strong man doesnt need to see the future, he makes his own." so im not sure what to believe in anymore. the song in the background, believe, by the bravery is exactly how im feeling right now. im not sure what to do next in life, so i guess im actually hoping for a higher power to tell me what to do, but the bitch of it is, there is no higher power, we ourselves forge our own life, and life isnt so easy that someone will just tell you what to do, we'll just have to take a chance =)

i guess what im trying to say is that, i need something to believe, and i need to something more to live for.
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Friday, April 4, 2008

bac
Soo....... its spring break, its a shame i got sick on the first day, had to miss practice all week, had to read a book on break too , oops, ill get by it somehow. i saw that movie 21 recently, thats prbably how ill pay for college lol... it was pretty good,
ive been playing crisis core and i have to say, i was really dissapointed, i was hoping for another breakthrough in rpgs to compliment the best rpg of all time.... but it was only slightly above average....
and while i was sick, my friend kept sending me messages to watch the show lost. well, thats what i did all week while i was sick. i have to say, its really good, ive only finished the first season and a couple from the 2nd season.
-the french lady scares the living hell out of me....especially in the season finale....
well school starts bac on monday, which im actually exited for, i honestly dont know why, maybe i hit my head or somethin, ....i guess im tired of being at home sick.
ive been currently in hiatus with my ipod, ppl say i listen to it too much, so its been 2 weeks, but ive downloaded a crapload of songs so i think im gonna bust out the ipod vid 30 gb black after break.

im too lazy for photobucket so the pic of the day is gonna be a quote of the day.
-"you have to follow through"- Gavin Degraw
(im listening to random stuff on itunes , which i just fixed btw.)
till next time,
andrew/panda
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Saturday, March 1, 2008

leap day
its been over a month, and i said i was goin to delete the site, problem is, i havent got the heart to do it after all the crap i put into it (even though it looks like crap now cuz of an experiment gone bad...)
So i guess my resolution is to bitch about my life every few months or so or whenever i have time.
So Spring is coming. That means tennis season for me. God i hope i make it. I got a little out of shape in the summer and winter cuz i stopped plyn bball. But i don't think ill have to worry too much, i made the team last year.
worst class- geometry is most boring but espanol 2 is the hardest
best class- creative writing ( i make super awesome stories)
mom just got engaged, glad to move out of the small apartment, but dont really want to live in a small house.
driving is pretty cool , im supposed to already have a liscense but my mom insists i get it in the summer
as im writing this, i kinda feel sad for some reason, kinda like a surreal moment.
probably noones gonna read this but w/e
fav anime/ manga as of now: air gear, hitman reborn, gantz, bleach, PoT just ended, claymore, and im a little iffy on naruto.
music: ive been widening my music approach, ive been listening a crapload of music a day, to put that into perspective, i go through about a pair of good headphones every 2 months or so.
games: its all about Call of Duty 4 and im gonna be 1 of those guys waiting in line for crisis core in march
well its about 1:40am and i promised to wash the dishes, idk y im up this late but im getting sleepy,
until next time ,
Andrew

oooo- to carry out the tradition, heres a pic

a bit of a spoiler..
im such a geek...
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Monday, June 25, 2007

   im bac! =), or not... =(
im not too sure if anyone will read this but i think im gonna go delete my account, all the people i know personally are gone (and i have no contact with them watsoever) and i dont have the time to keep updating and evrything(figures why i havent gone to myspace in over a year. haha, i should start that again ). um srry for the last post, i was in a crappy mood. anyways, thanks for the good times and the not so good times, if anyone wants to contact me just pm me a message. well, ill be back in a month or so to delete the site.

So anyways, to all of you who read this message i thank you and farewell.

Last pic....

just something random to show you guys.

enjoy life,
-andrew AKA ryu00600
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Friday, November 3, 2006

   no comment
ill get to the point so i dont waste ur guys time, anyone reading this should get a life.
just listen, have you ever known anyone from myo in person, actually talk to them in person?
i know only one person in myo and he was a friend of mine (or used to be i guess) ive lost contact and the guy is being a jack ass. (if ur reading this u know who u are.)
Frankly, i have better things to do.
what is myo if not a popularity contest?
you try to be the #1 rating or get many comments.
All that proves is that you have no live and sits on the comp. all day with no friends.
For all you know they may be crazy freaks that like to rape children.
For those of you that know people in myo, good for you.

as for my friend ( i guess) if you read this just pm me. ill look back in about 1-2 months and see if ill leave myo.

alrite w/e i gtg to b-ball practice.

i guess ill post again in 1-2 months

later,
-andrew

p.s. if this offends some of u guys, plz dont take it personaly, if ur a loser go out and make some friends and do yourself some good. ( im not trying to be mean)
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Monday, August 28, 2006

im alive
ya ya i havent posted in a long time >_<
oh well ill keep this short, i want DIRGE OF CERBERUS!!!!

ah....
heres a jap trailer of it, (the english one is nowhere as cool)so deal with it, no subtitles but is awesome.

you gotta wait til a minute of it is over, then it gets good

laters
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

   hey!!!!!!
High school is looooooooooooooooooong.....
but i guess its alright. ive been trying to go aroud and trying to find my friends but its hopeless cuz there isnt much time between classes and i dont have luch with them.
And because the school put me in all of the honor classes possible im screwed homeworkwise.
i also dont have classes with anyone that are my friends... oh well.. ^_^
i just found out that i had to read for my english class during the summer. (god am i screwed)
i have to read lovely bones or somethin like that. ITS BORING..... the parts where they explain murder is alright but the rests seems a little boring and i think a girl can relate to that book alot more than a guy.(the main is a murdered girl in heaven)
well ive read just short of a hundred pages. ( i just got it late yesterday) and i have to write an article about it or somethin like that.
damn honor classes >_<.
whats cool is that i have algebra 2 with sophmores.
anyways i visited everyones site (if they were updated) and then some...

to all those naruto fans
naruto v.s sasuke episode 133


laters
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Monday, August 14, 2006

SO.....
its midnight and im about to go to bed buti felt like doing this one post. um i'm sorry i couldnt get to everyones site cause i had to chage my site. anyways i'm sleepy so ill uess ill get some sleep.

laters
p.s. READ LAST POST!!!!!!

ADVENT CHILDREN
CRAWLING by LINKIN PARK

i dunno why but theres so many linkin park music videos for anime its not even funny. oh well. if you are reading this, please refer to my last post.
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

   im back
yeah sorry bout the last post >_< .
unfortunately for some of those people that actually pm'ed from my last post(which is about from a year ago), im sorry but i'm not giving crap sorry. i'm pretty sure that 99.99999999999% of my buddies have deleted me so i guess i'll leave a post on everyone's site and hope they add me back . im going to completely redo my site. im going to delete everything and rebuild everything probably whithin the month(i forgot all of those html stuff >_<. ) If anyone can help me i'll be VERY grateful
anyways with school starting and everything else ill make it a priority to post at least once a week , also, i'll be posting on everyone's site.
um..... i'm thinking my theme is going to be something bleach related (i actullay watched 90 + episodes during my summer.) it reminds me of yu-yu hakusho except better. anyways i cannot stress how sorry i am for leaving for a year.

well i'll be updating i guess...
laters

pic(s) of the week

i had to repeat this pic from a loooooong time ago but seriously who does not like naruto and ramen?
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Friday, December 30, 2005

   last post
yeah, i feel like deleting my account. if anyone wants it just pm me.
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