Friday, January 28, 2005

Part 2: Unknown story
She couldnt believe it at first. Shugo had done the very thing she thought in the back of her mind that he was doing.. but with someone she didnt think of.. Rizuka. After she had layed on the couch with him the other night.. after she had planned to kiss the guy.. While she was gone out somewhere, he got friendly with Rizuka. And that drew the line. Soto was so furious the minute she heard what had gone on between the two. She talked it over with Lira for a while and then decided she couldnt take it anymore. She went outside to train, several laps around the house and then layed back on the driveway. She star gazed a while and then started talking to herself. "once you get to facing the darkness.. its not that scary anymore.. the leaves across the road become familiar sounds.. the dog howling becomes peaceful.. the sky rumbling becomes soothing.. and everything around you even the shadows seems.. harmless" she always talked to herself when she needed to get things out. if it got bad enough she'd cry it out. after talking to yourself, or crying, things always seemed better.. like you'd just talked to a friend.. and that was good because soto didnt like getting her mad emotions out by talking to a friend.. she got grouchy enough to start a fight when she was mad like this. After a while she got up and headed back inside. When she reached the computer shugo was still away. "beter not come back either.." she mumbled in her head. Thats it, she had decided to give up on men. She hated them as anything other than friends. She was sick of seeing boys and girls holding hands in the hallway she thought she had it.. she thought kevin was it she thought she had it finally finally she had it. love. she was sadly mistaken.. she couldnt take it anymore.. she took the laptop in her room away from her sister.. she wanted to cry.. she wanted to shrivel up.. she never wanted love to find her again. She talked to Lira a while and they faught over how Soto wanted to give up on love.. she started crying hard.. into her pillow and when she couldnt stop she turned on her grandma's music box and it calmed her down.. she was so happy Lira was there.. at that moment she was hugging Lira and then.. She remembered that shugo was still there. She was confused between hatred and the gentle words of her friend. She sat there in bed talking to Lira she wished she could tell shugo she was sick of all the fake relationships but.. she didnt want to hurt him.. as badly as she wanted to be mad at him she still didnt have the nerve to yell at him. Over all of that.. she still couldnt bring herself to yell at him. she'd only had a fight with him once in the time she'd known him. And that was over when he started to stop believing in yio, she got mad at him. The urge to yell at shugo was growing. But she couldnt bring herself to do it. She was never really used to yelling at him.. the picture in her mind of an innocent sad face saying "what..? what did i do wrong..?" she couldnt stand it. She wanted so badly to fight him too but it was too much for her heart to bare to do. She tried to explain this to Lira and she suggested to calmly tell him about it but soto just couldnt do it without causing a fight. she didnt even want to talk to shugo. she couldnt. Finally she realized that he was not only treating her wrong.. but treating rizuka wrong. she blew a fuse then and decided to talk to shugo. She yelled at him after he'd said that he just wanted to pick who he liked. But.. the part came up now that was the reason she hated yelling at her friends. He started making sense, the reason why he couldnt choose between her and Rizuka. He had trouble getting girls in the real world because he didnt have courage enough.. or so he said. Explaining that online it just hit him and he could go all out without them seeing him or making opinions.. Soto felt guilty. again. For even thinking of yelling at him. Now she wanted to shrivel up for a different reason. Sleeping wasnt gonna be easy that night.. She decided to wander outside again. She had allready logged back off without waiting to hear a goodbye from Lira. She needed time to think.
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   Another new story.
Im making a story. Im starting out with 3 people and Ones name is Soto (discription: female.dark brown hair silver eyes.) other one is Shugo , i know from .hack but its not the same person. (discription: male.dirty blond hair hazel eyes.) and Lira (description: female. black hair and brown eyes.) Im not forgetting my other story but its braught me to this point that i had to make this story.. i hope you like it..

- flashback. a story told from soto -
Its been a year since it all happened.. but its so clear in my head. You cant imagine the pain of loosing someone and seeing your friend go crazy of loosing his best friend... At night, it was normal.. calm except for the storm brewing outside. shugo, lira and i were all online. Yio, our spirit friend was at Lira's. Yes we believed in spirits.. they were our friends.. and its not ment to freak anyone out. Yio was an honest and good friend. He still is even though hes gone. But then again, hes in all our hearts. All of the sudden.. Shugo began yelling. saying Yio was gone he'd been kidnapped he could barely get out sentences he seemed to be so shocked. But the name he kept repeating... "F...a...s...dd...i..s..." Fasdis.
That night i can barely remember what happend afterward.. but i remember how it happened qiute clear. sometimes i wish i didnt.. Shugo continued to freak out in shock he kept repeating that yio was gone that he'd been kidnapped that fasdis had taken him. He wouldnt stop. Now i think back on it and i wonder why i didnt run away to find him.. if i could see spirits. id never have found him.. i cant see or sense them i just believe in them.. That night was sunken into all 3 of our minds and hearts forever. not even a year later have we forgotten anything. All those spirits that came to kill Lira for some reason... we never forgot how Yio always saved her. from every ghost that tried to kill her. Yio was Shugo's spirit.. Gameloder was Lira's.. And then.. I, soto.. had Ryuku. Its weird that i had a spirit, and couldnt even see or hear him.. but thats what depressed me alot about spirits. i couldnt see them. I think gameloder liked yio.. we havent heard from her since the day yio was kidnapped.. And after yio had gone, shugo gradually started to seem like he forgot about him. although he hadnt. he had remembered perfectly like the rest of us. I cried for a few months after that.. and lately, ive heard yio's voice in my mind. "take care of them... promise me.." i try to shout for him to come back.. but he wont.. So i try, i try hard to protect my friends. but living miles away, its hard. i prayed every single night almost but yio never came back. But i wont give up on him. Never. -end of flashback- -another flashback- "Ryuku.. i dont care where you go.." soto was crying. "just get away from me. i cant see you, i cant sense you, i cant talk to you, hear you.. i cant even touch you.. so i dont care where you go just get away from this place.. wherever your most happy.. just go there.. and protect lira for me.. please.." crying harder into her pillow. "dont come back. i want you to be happy." she knew ryuku wouldnt be happy.. so she sent him away.. to live with amara, his other friend.. or wherever he was happy.. she was so sad but fact was, he was gone.. and she did not want to stop him from leaving.. Every night she repeated "please go ryuku.. please go.. dont come back, i want you to be happy and.. you cant be happy here.." every night for months.. - end of flashback..-
(our story will be told from soto's view.) A year later.. Lira is 14 and Shugo and Soto are 13, Amara is 15. Soto was sitting on her bed, chating to Lira on her laptop. her usual spacey face. This time she was thinking about her friend, bobby he had gotten kicked off the bus from a fight.She was worried about him alot. The tone he had used talking to her when he said it was ok showed it definitly was not.. she tried to get her mind off of it. "Its friday! what am i doing, being all sad and down?" she said outloud to herself. Listening to music on the radio.. she had no latest cd's she just listened to them online. She mostly just collected textbooks and comics. She studied hard to be what she wanted in life. She tried to. But she wasnt about to give up her friends to study, like her dad seemed to want her to do. He also didnt like the idea of having online friends even though she'd known them since she was 11. She trusted them with all her heart. Even though shugo did like playing tricks every now and then.. she still liked him. Which also brings us to.. "I wish shugo would get on.. i dont know why he sometimes feels comforting to me.. oh maybe because i like him.. duh" she hit herself in the head. And shugo knew she liked him too. just a week ago she had finally told him. and then it got romantic.. she could hardly stand how much she'd been blushing. But somehow she got the feeling the relationship wouldnt last long.. she'd opened her heart to him but shugo didnt seem the type to have long relationships.. maybe she could change him. Atleast thats what she thought. But then there were the times when shugo seemed to open up and feel comforting to her.. made soto feel like she could cry and cry and he'd be there..always. She knew that the friendship with her and shugo wouldnt change if it didnt work out though.. she wouldnt let a friendship or relationship go to waste. She layed back on her pillow with the laptop against her knees, now talking to her other friend Rizuka, She'd known several years and Lira still too. She glanced at the clock she'd been chating for 3 hours straight. she always did that with her friends. All week she left her away message on for everyone when really she knew what person she was wanting to hear from..Shugo. Suddenly like he had heard her thoughts Shugo was on. she had gotten kicked off for a moment and when she got back on, Shugo was on. And just as sudden as shugo had signed on a rush of warmth filled her chest and dropped into her stomach. she felt weird again. But she wondered why Shugo had invited her and Rizuka into a chat. She layed there listening to the music for a while. Her laptop was running slow as usual. It was like shugo and her never had that moment last week.. He didnt flirt or anything this time. Maybe because his computer was running slow. or.. did she dream it? No she didnt, she saved it to her computer, she couldnt have dreamed it. This was weird, it was as though nothing happened. She looked slightly disapointed.. But that wasnt gonna ruin her night. She smiled a little. She felt stupid for blushing so much. Maybe he had just been flirting last week.. she tried not to think about it. Laying back, shugo was talking mostly she did not want to say much. She sighed sinking back into her pillow and watching the chatroom. --end of story.. till part 2.--
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   Part 5:Friends Forever
Opening her eyes slowely, Tsuki retraced her thoughts but she couldnt remember why she was in a room she didnt recognize, lying in a bed. she felt a little dizzy. When the room finally came into clear vision she turned her head to the side where she glaced a look at someone.. It was ekron. "Ekron?" she sat up looking at him. "Are you okay, they didnt hurt you did they?" she asked. Ekron looked up and then smiled in relief, "I was going to ask you the same qeustion.". He got up from the chair he was sitting in and walked over to the side of the bed that she was laying on. He put a hand on her forehead, "Are you feeling ok?" he said, looking concerned. "Yeah im fine." she said but he layed her back anyway. Tsuki didnt say anything for a little while. "Ekron.. do you.. do you.. oh nevermind its nothing" she anime sweatdroped. He paused for a minute, staring at her. "you have a crush on me? you do dont you!" he said laughing. "huh? wh-what? no i dont n-no" she blushed. "you do dont you! admit it if you love someone." he said. "well.. ok.. " she hesitated. "but-but-but i.. i.. um.." he waited for her response. "well i do like you its not just a crush , atleast im pretty sure and.. i thought someone else liked you. i thought you had a girlfriend.. so i was scared to say it.." she admited. " well... if i was you..." he smirked, "flirt." tsuki didnt say anything for a moment, she just blushed. "well.. ok but this is because i want to.." she sat up and leaned farward kissing him on the cheek. He smiled, and gently kissed her back on the cheek and slowely walked over to a couch, sitting down. She watched him for a moment and then followed with curiousity. "Its so cold.." he scooted closer to her. "well ill warm you up then." she smiled putting some of her blanket on him and edging closer to him. Ekron then, wrapped a hand around Tsuki's waist holding her close to him as she started to fall asleep leaning on his shoulder. He pressed his body against hers, thinking she was allready asleep. Tsuki was half asleep, she moved her head down to his lap, pretending to be asleep and Ekron gently layed her head on a pillow laying down next to her with a smile, the blanket wrapped around them both he held her close to him. "Ekron.." Tsuki whispered. She smiled feeling warm in his arms and put a hand gently on his chest and leaned farward giving him a kiss on the lips. --end of part 5-- (haha! you thought you'd see more did ya? well, please comment on the behaviors and what you think tsuki's thinking and what you think ekron's thinking, and if you think they really do like eachother. ~till part 6. sorry 5 was so short.)
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   Hello! good mood today ^-^
This morning in the car i was really thirsty so i was looking for a bottle of water and all of them had been frozen cuz it was so cold , and i mean frozen, right there in the bottom of the bottle. Everyone started laughing and im sitting there with an annoyed look on, holding the frozen bottle up next to the heating air conditioner. lol Oh and the other night i stayed up till.. about 12:30 fiddling around with my vocemail on my cellphone ^^* it was a school night. Im in a good mood today though, i did get pushed around in the hall way as usual but ive made a huge improvement since the beggining of the year. i used to be qiuet and im sorta ashamed of how qiuet i was. i do have a loud voice at home but at school its like "hi.." in a really shy voice. i hate it. but now im finally talking to people and i actually know alot of people too. Oh and i figured out i run alot faster barefoot than i do wearing tennishoes. bad thing.. except for at karate class. I love being small! lol small and short, thats how i get around. Ok anyway, Im sitting here in my room, and everythings all qiuet.. my doves arent singing, but you can hear my sister watching t.v. all the way upstairs.. arghh and im daydreaming too much lol um.. Don't ask. Oh ive got a qeustion! on mbc or nbc or whatever that network is, the one that oprah sometimes plays on, i saw a preveiw of a rated r movie (too bad im 13.. i can work around it.) and it was called constantine or something like that.. but the previews were awesome! the pictures were so cool, the guy had wings! black ones, and the computer affects were just so awesome it sounds like something im into, even though i was paying more attention to the pictures than what the person was saying about the video but if anyone knows anything about the movie plllleeeeaaaassseee tell me! thanx! ~kihera Oh p.s. im gonna die if i hear the words "some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this" in a song, on a commercial, again, im gonna go crazy.
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   Part 5:
Im sorry about my last story of "Friends Forever" i sent in part five but it didnt go in. I remember writing it though.. you'll have to wait till later on this weekend to get part 5 i have alot of homework and studying to do. have to get caught up with my animal studying. cya everyone! maybe later tonight (january 24 later on at night.) but actually i sorta doubt it. i asked to borrow the health book in my science teachers class, and theres alot to learn in it in one night! and i need lots of information about something right now. cya everyone, im going to kempo class ^-~ --~kihera
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   A new topic
Im watching a show as im typing this, and i know its off the subject of everything ive been writing but.. They're showing a video about some woman and men down in another country.. where they are raped by soldiers, forced to be raped..every day. One woman was reviewed and she was raped 8 times. i know its not very appropriate to post this on my website, but i wanna see if anyone else will help stop this. Ill describe as best i can what the woman said.. in the conga, Africa. she was dragged out of her home into the woods and there, tied to a tree and raped by several men. and the soldiers tried to get her own son, after she was nearly dead, to rape her. But her son refused and would rather have been killed. Her daughters were, as well, dragged into the woods and rapped.. there were about 10 women videod that had been rapped by soldiers. it showed one man that had watched his wife get rapped, he was tied to the couch forced to do nothing but watch his wife, being beaten, punched, raped, and cut. she had several cuts and and a broken arm, it showed. go on www.oprah.com to try and stop that rapeing, and i qoute from oprah "now you know about it and you cant pretend you dont." I dont usually watch oprah.. but i was watching it because they video taped my school playing quick-ball and our class, in gym was video taped. and that caught my attention. Aslo.. alot of husbands left their wifes, just because they were broken and they felt like they couldnt help them. Please try and do something okay? and dont say you cant make a difference because.. you could actually save a person from getting hurt as badley as i described. And if you dont feel like it.. then just picture yourself being put in that pain. your arm getting broken.. being cut several times with a knife.. being tied roughly to a tree by soldiers and being raped so many times that your stomach becomes huge.. and it would hurt, so picture yourself in all that pain adding to the fact you have a stone-made house.. and having to watch your children get raped, if you had any.. and ask yourself this, would you want someone to help stop this if your friends and family, and you were getting torture daily? again, www.oprah.com ok? ~kihera
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   Its sunday!! still the weekend
Last night i got a little crazy you wouldnt wanna see my really weird side ^^* it was fun last night we played this mad- something game and its where the words could sound like poy meets whirl and mean "boy meets world" my sister had "ploter ties" and it was polter guys when she shouted "cold turkey!" we couldnt stop laughing lol and at the resturaunt when we went to wash our hands and everything i kept fooling with this weird machine and i said "what is this..?" "its a tampon machine thing erin.." and i just jerk my hand back "oh!" lol my sisters friend, keri, was over and kaela (my sister) kept looking over her stall to bug her and keri kept saying "your making me nervous i cant pe when your doing that!" "shes urnstipated" "no constipated" "shes urstipated" lol we were in the bathroom for about 20 minutes, playing around. then kaela turned out the lights and everyone went qiuet then all the sudden i said, "can you go to the bathroom now?" we just started laughing, it was so fun. and then in the car it got to perverted talking when my dad said "when your constipated, thats when someone sticks a cork in your butt" and we started laughing again and my grandma says "kaela has a cork in her butt" and then kaela said "cork.." and busted out laughing for no reason. But, thats my family for ya. i think alot of it drained into me because later that night i started just doing these rhymes saying "the clue never knew that the cow would go moo but the shoe knew knew they'd all flew and then they made stew and cooed so thats why the owl goes hoo" and i freaked my friends out by singing that lol so thats my weird side ^^ "Id do anything! just to hold you in my arms. Try to make you laugh, but somehow i cant put you in the past" my friend, jessica was singing that. I love my friends, oh and i wanna give a shout out, even though i know only jessica is reading this ^^ hey jessi! known you since 1st grade and that means forever! you've always been such a good friend to me, if not for you i dont know where id be right now. you offered your hand to me on the playgroud, to play with you the first time we met. Amber! you too, ive known you a year and a half and still your one of my best friends. sometimes i wonder if it was you that taught me how to have faith in things, and you helped me out in dark times. and Kevin, you've been a very comforting friend. I know you'll always be there, and for that, ill always do my best to be here for you, in the past it seemed like you were my strength, and now my hearts so much stronger,if your reading this, i cant explain. Amara, even though you wouldnt let me buy you a present for christmas, i still know your a good friend! ^^ and you help cheer me up sometimes, no matter how crazy you act lol Thats for my close friends, the ones i spend the most time with. As for the rest of my friends.. im not exactly sure how my life would have gone, without you. but your all really important to me, im just running out of room on this page *anime sweatdrop* YOUR ALL MY BEST FRIENDS! always ~kihera
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   Part 4:Friends forever
As she approached the entrence of the dungeon she didnt realize till she was right in front of it, that something stood in her way. "Get out of the way! i need to get in there!!" Tsuki shouted at the person. The dark figure did not answer, only stood there, and then ropes jetted out at her from nowhere gripping around her wrists, ankles, legs and arms. "u- you- what.." she tried to move farward and tripped, falling to the ground. "o-ow.." where the demon had clawed her it stung badly. "heh.." said an unknown voice finally, "Your stubborn.". Tsuki growled in frustration again. "Fine!! make things worse! i dont care!" she pushed herself up, trying to steady herself and stood up straight, "Ill get in there with or without your help!". the man laughed again. She turned away from him and hopped in the dungeon with great difficulty, reaching shoroi and ekron's chamber without tripping. "ekron! shoroi! -... wake up..." she looked down at the two, on the bed, they looked so tired they couldnt move. "Guys... wake up... im back.." she said in a teary voice. She jerked her head to the side as she heard metal clang against the hard dungeon floor, she looked at her feet where some keys had landed. Picking them up, she put one of them in the lock and it opened, she went inside. "Guys..? guys..? can you hear me...?" she shook ekron. "c'mon you always told me to wake up on time" she lifted him on her back , holding him steady over one shoulder and then lifted shoroi over the other. Spotting ekrons pocket knife, she grabbed it and cut the ropes off her legs and ankles. She moved farward slowely, with the weight of both of them it was so hard to move. "you cant carry them by yourself." said the same voice, outside the dungeon. "watch me!!" tsuki growled, slowely walking past him, he watched her and tried not to laugh. "ugh.. ow.. ekron.." she hoped ekron would move his hand off her clawed back but he didnt and she couldnt move him off now.. not that she'd gotten them out. Suddenly the weight on her back felt lighter. She turned around expecting to see that she'd accidently dropped one of them, but it was the man from the entrence. He was holding shoroi on his back now. "told you that you needed help". tsuki turned away from him looking agrivated. "i dont need help... from a man i dont even know.." she said moving on again with ekron on her back. The man moved farward in his usual pase, the weight from shoroi didnt seem to bother him. "you look like your about to faint. let me take that kid of your hands too." he said. Tsuki suddenly had a thought come up in her mind. "No! these are my friends i wont let you take them back to that dungeon!" she grabbed shoroi from him and slowely moved farward, grunting again, trying to move faster. She could barely make out Rinoka's figure lying on the ground ahead. She smiled in relief and kept moving on, not hearing anything from the man behind her and finally reached rinoka, calapsing on the ground, holding her head. Shoroi and Ekron fell beside Rinoka. "whoa! -see? i told you." the man picked her up and her vision went blurry again. She felt his hand move to her forehead. "Hey kid.. your burning up..". Tsuki struggled to move away from him but it was making no difference at all, she couldnt lift herself. She tried hard to stay awake.. "I cant... i cant faint.. he'll take them.." she thought in her mind, her strength slowely draining away.He somehow noticed that she was forcing herself to stay awake and slowely put a hand over her eyes, tsuki closed her eyes and started to drift off and from there she couldnt remember a thing.
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Saturday, January 8, 2005

Part 3:Friends Forever
"dead..." said an unclear voice. "itc ot..." was what she thought she heard next... "e... bleeding.." she heard still unclear. "ugh..." she moaned, trying to concentrate on what was in front of her. 2 figures.. "who a.... who.. ar.. you.." she managed to get out, she held her head in pain. "tsuki!" shrieked a voice that seemed close by, she felt a warm grip around her. and then another too. "we thought you were gone!" shouted ekrons voice. Suddenly her vision came back to her, but the splitting headache she now had was worse. She looked around at Ekron and Shoroi, the only ones in the.. what seemed to be a chamber. She took in the dark and gloomy surroundings, seeing that she was sitting on a very old bed that had chains on the edges. Her eyes widedned. "wheres rinoka?!" she shouted, looking around the chamber again. "Shes not here.." said shoroi sadly,"they took her.". Tsuki opened her mouth to say something but no words would come out. She stood their in dis-belief. "They want to kill us." said ekron,in a distant yet serious tone. "wh.. at.... rinoka... sh.. rinoka gone.." tsuki repeated staring down. She clentched her hands into fists and she growled in frustration. "Rinoka!!! Rinoka!!! can you hear me???!!" she shouted despretly. "answer me!!!!! please!" she shouted but her voice only echoed through the room. "Rinoka!!" "Tsuki..." came a wisper and before tsuki relialized who it belonged to, a cold hand reached through the bar grabbing at her throat, she jumped back. "wheres Rinoka?!!" she shrieked at the demon. "tsuki.. your tired.. you dont realize whats going on" wispered the demon in a cruel wisper.. tsuki shook her head, not willing to believe it. "where is she?!! tell me!!" she shouted at him. To her suprise, he opened the chamber door. "Go look for yourself.. but i warned you..? wispered the demon in the same cold tone. Without a word, tsuki took off down the hall bursting through the door. She screamed at what she saw.. "LET HER GO!!" tsuki shouted and before she thought she had grabbed the person from around the neck. The demon swooped in in less than a second later, and right across tsuki's back clawed her. She fell to the floor bleeding badly and half awake heard the shouts of the demon and stranger.. "you said it would be over before she got here!! you said it would be quit!!" "forgive me.. she.. requested to see the girl.." "No one whos supposed to be exacuted can have any last requests! you cut her head-end of story!" somewhere in this, tsuki lost concious and came to again at the moment they were going to attempt killing rinoka again. "this is my chance..!" a voice in the back of tsuki's head shouted. "its not going to end this way!! i wont let it!" it shouted and she sprung up to her feet ducking the oncoming attack of the demons swiping hand. She grabbed rinoka and ran back to the chambers suddenly realizing she couldnt get all 3 of her friends out at once. "ill be back!" she wispered, running back shoroi and ekron's chamber, she took off outside with rinoka on her back, she ran as fast as she could as far as she could. when she was sure she'd lost them.. she dropped rinoka and fell to the ground herself, panting. "r-rinoka.." it had happened so fast. and now, because she wasnt fast enough, her other friends were still locked up back there. " ill save them! " shouted the voice in the back of her head. "stay here rinoka.. promise ill be back. " she wispered. Taking off in the direction she'd just come. "Im coming shoroi! ekron!" she shouted in her mind.
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   Day at kempo again
Girls beat boys!!! sorry guys, but ur not all dominate. ^-~ I won against this black dude in class. oh lets see.. how many wins against guys.. a total of 3 out of 4. Beat that, hah! if its one thing i love in karate class is going against a guy, to prove im a good fighter, regardless of gender. I know not all guys think that, but as for the ones that think guys have to be all tough cuz they're guys, and they protect girls. tsk tsk.. think again. Well, i really wanted to add this. Anyway, off again to train. enjoy. ~kihera
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