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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Part 3: Uknown Story
It was morning before she knew it.. soto awoke early in the morning at 7 or 8am even though it was a weekend. The night before she'd been outside an hour knees braught up to her chest crying sitting on the driveway. She had a little of a cold she was suprised it wasnt worse, sitting out there so long.. It was snowing outside and even though she saw it right when she woke up it was.. for some reason, not as exciting as it usually is.. The pain was killing her. She couldnt take it, and she knew only shugo could cure it, only by talking to him. Yet.. she couldnt face him.. she had jumped on him like that, she'd yelled at him before hearing the whole story.. This is what she kept saying outloud when she was crying all that night outside. She wanted to cry all day but she tried to save it for night so that her parents wouldnt know.. They'd ask why and she couldnt tell them because then they might think of another reason why its bad having online friends for her but truth was she'd cry harder if she was ever seperated from them. Everyone's always known soto as.. the wall between crying and depression. She never reached that point, crying.. Or so many of them thought.. They'd never been with her on these nights. She now was forcing herself to browse websites instead of getting on. She knew Lira was probably worried but she also had clear in her mind that she shouldnt have yelled at shugo and she was ashamed of it. That she ever could think of starting a fight with him.. But she had been mad, she had it wrong in her mind that he had cheated with her and Rizuka. But that wasnt it at all.. she could have talked to him instead of yelling.. What was wrong with her emotions since last night? all she felt like doing was going outside and watching the sky or snow or lying in bed looking out the window.. She wanted to train to get her mind away.. She wanted so badley to get away.. She thought her feelings were going haywire on her. And so she left again deciding to go outside for an hour or two.. Trying to avoid her sister or dad asking"whats the matter" she didnt do too good at that. She decided.. she wouldnt get on that night either.. It was so stupid of her to yell at him.. she had been the baka this time..
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