Sunday, January 30, 2005

   Next Part 5: Unknown Story
It was Sunday. Soto had talked to Shugo, finally the other night. It had made her whole face burn everytime she talked to shugo. Even if it was about something sad, or that would usually make her mad. When she thought about him she didnt feel warm much, only when he was there.. She had said she thought it was a fever and shugo had said " A fever of love..." and soto started whineing that it was a fever. But for right now.. she didnt want to think about shugo, she was in a daze about a surgery she would most likely have to go through in a few years.. It would be very painful, as she had heard.. and there was a small chance she could avoid it. It was so bad that she would be in the hospital over night, possibly two days.. She'd been having nightmares about it.. The only time she was ever in the hospital over night, she was too small to remember. That was when she was born. Her amuned system was very good and training so much like she did.. lately all she ever got were stomach aches sometimes and the sniffles. Nothing was ever serious. She probably wouldnt sleep unless they gave her a shot like the last time she had 5 teeth pulled.. (note: im adding in alot of the past experience from my character because i know what it feels like for all of this to be happening.) She wouldnt admit she was scared though.. she was nervous, not scared. Even though it was 2 years away.. She knew it was coming. And her parents would have to pay for it.. She'd pay them back though. somehow. Soto never told her friends about the surgery, she didnt want anyone worried about her, she didnt want anyone thinking about it till the night of the surgery she wished she could bring the laptop with her to the room so she could talk to them if she got scared at night. But.. that would be unusual and besides.. she'd probably be in so much pain she didnt feel like typing. or she might have a shot thing stuck in her arm.. it gave her the chills thinking of wakeing up in the middle of the night feeling such pain, an empty room lying in a bed someone thats dead could have once lived and been lying in. It was enough to make anyone have nightmares. Her mom had talked to her about how they might mess up on the surgery and strike a vein and that part of the face would be numb.. She couldnt stand it. She really hoped she would not have to endure the surgery.. Looking outside, the snow had melted alot since morning. Trying to get her mind off of it would help. But she didnt feel like daydreaming about shugo right now, either so she just decided to go play video games instead. jet-skiing. "yeah! that will help!" she said in a way that sounded like a guy that was about to play a video game he really really wanted to win. She took off into the computer room where her ps2 was.
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