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Monday, January 31, 2005


   Part 6: Unknown Story
It was about 10:30 when soto should have been trying to get to sleep.. but as usual, she would rather have browsed the internet. Her mind was busey overflowing with memories and thoughts. She kept crying she didnt know why but she thought it might be at the thought that shugo didnt like her anymore. She'd blame herself because of that. She didnt know what was wrong with her but she kept crying over it and the thought of yio too was nearly killing her. including that big s.s. test she had tomorow. But.. she was lying under her new electric blanket and it felt so warm her worries almost left her. Except she had it on high so she had taken her shirt and pants off and even then it felt a little too warm. But she couldnt take her bra off because then she'd fall asleep like that and when her dad woke her up he might pull the covers off her. But she set her alarm clock hopeing it would wake her up in time before her dad got to her. And besides taking her bra off would probably do nothing. It was probably just the com, it had been running for a few hours straight. and she had it on her lap. "man im not going to wake up in the morning this things so warm.." she laughed and just the word warm made her mind race back to shugo. again. "ugh.." she hit the pillow again. "dammit. now this is pathetic." she thought and moved the computer to her feet, sitting up. now her back was cold. she felt as warm as she did when shugo was on. and she suddenly realized.. it wasnt her brain that said she liked him, it was her body or heart reacting to him being there. so.. if not for these weird hidden feelings about shugo, she wouldnt even know she liked him. because her brain sure wasnt saying it. It was so frustrating sometimes.. and she couldnt explain to shugo because all he wouldp probably say was "yeah." or ok or something like that. you'd think a girl that talked this much about a guy was crazy about him but no.. she just couldnt decide on her emotions. she wished she could forget about him for 5 minutes. oh well, she had to go to bed now anyway. she told lira bye, cuz as usual she had been talking to her about shugo. She stuck the computer under the bed and settled down, sighing. "yio.. please come home.. soon.." she closed her eyes beggining to fall asleep. "wherever you are.."
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