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Monday, February 19, 2007

   sick sick sick sick
im sick and it tottaly sux my whole freaking week sucked
i found out that i missed about five points in my eoc so i got a 2 well in the state of north carolina you have to have a three or a four to pass and it sux so now they want me to take it all over again
well yesterday i was going to go see my bf alex so he asked kindof late and well that was a bad idea. his parents anouc at the last minuets that they have to go to a birthday party for a 5 year old
ok well can we stay at his house noo his dad is like its not fair for you to stay there and your brother staying here i was like he 9 were like 14
well alex was about to cry because i was sad we didnt really get to do any thing well before we went to the b day stupid party we went to the theater and saw epic movie which was tottaly BAKA!!!
well alex saw that i wasnt really happy and he asked me what was wrong i told him i didnt want to talk about it

he asked me what was wrong he was insting that i tell him well i told him that i was very depressed because my familly being jackasses to me and my friends acting fake and the whole freaking black world i told him my walls are crying tears of blood and that i feel like im drowning in my own tears.
my eye site is nothing you want to see. every corner i cros i see a person who is dead and empty inside. there bleeding from there eyes.
when you look at them you see there pain.
its creepy for me to even think about what i said it makes my spine tingle with fear. i didnt go to school today because im still sick when i went back to bed i cried my self to sleep. alex called me at his school and asked me if i waz going to be ok i told him i dont know.
i dont know my self any more............
i usd to be so cheer ful and ful of happiness but now i dont know what.. i guess my fears got the best of me...
i think all of you for looking out for me i wish i could see all of you i would love to meet you all. you guys are the only real friends i have. i think you wth all of my HEART...

ryuichi sakuma
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