Sunday, November 27, 2005

   YAY finally

	i finally got the third pic from the homecoming dance uploaded and posted YAY for me.

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Friday, November 25, 2005

   happy day-after-turkey-day

	lol i went to two dinners yesterday, my family's and then i went to Ben's place for another meal weeeeeeeeeeee I NEVER WANT TO EAT TURKEY EVER AGAIN!!!!!! small children at the table are ammusing, Ben's cousins i think it was, was trying to feed some stuffing to her son Justice who is all of two or three, took a small bite and spit it out and made the funniest face lol. we all had a good laugh about that. then at about 4pm Ben and i took a nap, and i'm not sure what time this was at, but i had a horrible nightnare that i woke up crying from, in my dream i was hanging from a cliff and in one arm i was holding a small child about two or three years old, and Ben was trying to reach me but something was holding him back and he couldn't get to me and the baby, then i lost my grip and we both fell, at which point i sat strait up and started crying, Ben was holding me and asking what was wrong, beacuse i was also shaking,so i told him through sobs that our first baby is going to die, and he held me tighter and said that he promiced that he would never let that happen, then he started singing, which calmed me down a bit, then i just kinda layed there in the bed for about 30 minutes then finally went back to sleep. then i got home at about 9ish and woke up this morning at about 10, so it was a total of close to 18 hours of sleep so i'm really hyper this morning.

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

   WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

	I'M REALLY HYPER, I HAD THREE ENERGY DRINKS THIS MORNING AND, AND, AND WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! yeah, a Silverback Extreme, and a 16oz. can of Monster Assult = 3 servings. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *bouncing around room* AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAHAHAHAHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAAHAHAHHAH *can't stop laughing*HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH *trying to breath* OK THIS ISN'T GONNA HELP MY HYPERNESS ANY.......... *takes deep breath* OMFG GACK IS NOT ONLY SINGING TWO SONGS IN FINAL FANTASY VII DERIGE OF CERBERUS BUT IS ASLO A MAIN CHARACTER AND THERE'S QUITE POSSIBLY GONNA BE A MUSIC VIDEO IN THE GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *begins to hyper ventilate* ok, i think i'm done for now

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Friday, November 11, 2005

Tire-ed

	ok, i'm supposed to be house-sitting for my uncle this weekend, but i got sick at the Veteran's Day parade, so i'm back at home, and yeah. Last night i got maybe three and a half hours of sleep, at 8:40 Ben calls my cell phone, and i tell him that i'll call him back before i go to bed, which was gonna be about 9:30 so at 9:40 Ben calls my cell again and weakes me up, and said that he was gonna go to my uncle's house and me being half asleep was like "yeah sure whatever" then he said that he would call me back in a few minutes, so i went back to sleep, then 10 minutes later he calls again and was like "ok, i'm gonna need directions" so i gave him directions, and met him out by the road. then we go back to the house, i curl up in a ball on the couch and proced to go back to sleep, that's when he starts poking me.... i didn't get to sleep until 2:30am this morning, then my uncle had his alarm set to go off at 5am so that woke both of us up, and i couldn't get back to sleep. Ben on the other hand didn't wake up until almost 9 and that was with the aid of me threatening to break his guitar over his head, so he finally got up, we went to my grand parent's house for a little while, then we went to the parade..... we got there just as it was ending...*sigh* then i started to feel sick, so i took Ben back to his appartment and decided that it would be best to wait at the appartment for a little while while traffic eases off, i think i slept for another hour or so, then i had an energy drink about an hour ago, but i was so tired that it had absolutly no effect, so now i'm gonna go to my room and play Soul Caliber III.....*yawn*..see ya all laters.

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Saturday, November 5, 2005

   Friday night FUN!!!!!!

	Well, sorry for not updating on Wednesday like i said i would. The trip to Phoeninx was awesome, between Me, Ben and half the choir we cleaned out about the supply of energy drinks at the gas station we stopped at. We proformed at 1, then we got to ride the rides, and i got really dehydrated, and passed out after bungee jumping. and i hit myself in the head with the Griever necklace, and bled for a while. We got home at about 10:30pm, dad gave Bekah and Ben rides home, and i don't remember Ben leaving the car,.... in fact i don't remember anything from the time Bekah left 'till 9:30 Wednesday morning, no one woke me up so i didn't have to go to school. I woke up and the first thoughts that went through my mind were: 1- morning Ben... huh?? where am i? 2- i need caffiene 3- what time is it? 4- FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO WATCH THE BOOK SALE TODAY!!!!!! 5- o well, gonna go back to bed then there was last night LOL!! I went to Ben's appartment at about 2pm and we played Soul Caliber 3 HOLY CRAP THAT GAME IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! then Bethany and her little brother showed up, and Beth decided that she wanted to play, so i gave her my controler and Ben was just sitting there pressing one button and Beth was like "DAMMIT LET ME GET UP FIRTS!!!! HEY NO FAIR!!!! GET UP DAMN YOU!!!!" i was laughing so hard i almost pissed my pants, so she gave the controler back to me and yeah, she watched Ben and i beat the hell out of eachother's characters. OMFG YOU CAN TOTALLY CUSTOMIZE YOUR OWN CHARACTERS!!!!! that was so awesome! my character was wearing like almost nothing, so she was really fast, while Ben, in his infinate wisdom put heavy-armor on his character and yeah, to sum it up, he was fast, but i was faster lol. i left at about 8:30 cause i had to be home at nine, but i had a blast and yeah. OMG BEN WAS RAVING WITH GLOW-STIX IN THE DARK!!! all that i could see were the glow-stix, it was sooooooooooo AWESOME!!!! i now want to get a video camera and record him raving in the dark!!!! ok, i'm done and yeah.... FUWA!! laters

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Monday, October 31, 2005

   Happy Halloween

	MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Happy Halloween everyone, well, my costume idea was slaughtered, so instead of Rinao, i'm going as a vampire......whoo hooo...*sigh* and Ben never got his Seifer costume made and his Vincent cistume is in his dad's appartment, and his dad is in Missuri.....and Ben doesn't have a key to get in to the appartment......ARRRRHHHGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH oh well, we're gonna go to the mall tonight, and yeah. The choir trip to the state fair is tomorrow and we leave at 7:20 and should get there at about 11:45ish. we warm up at 12:30 and proform at 1. then we get the rest of the time to ride rides, and generally screw around until 5:20, then we come home, it's gonna be awesome. SQUEE! is gonna be there, in case you didn't know SQUEE! is one of the girls from our lunch group from last year, but she moved to Phoenix right before the 4th quarter started last year, so i'm REALLY excited about that. I'll kepp you posted on the trip on Wednesday. Also I think i got the problem with Ben being ratted on all cleared up, so it's all good, and he's still gonna get to go on the trip YAY! have a safe and fun All Hallow's Eve, and watch where you're walking, people don't know how to drive well..... i know this from experence lol. Talk to you all later. bye

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Friday, October 28, 2005

   Why me? Why now?

	Ok, on Tuesday Ben was searched twice in the same day for no reason both times, the first time was during his choir class(4th hour); they found nothing. The second time they searched him in his keyboarbing class(6th hour) this time they found a razor blade in his wallet behind the condom. Why they searched him i don't know. But he's suspended for 8 days, but is gonna drop out because his mom doesn't want to take the crap from the school anymore.... so now i can only see him on the weekends, i'm like really depressed now, and i get really lonley at school now, it really sucks....... AND to top it off, freshman are RETARDED!!!! the girl that was crushing on Mark, forgot that Ben can't go on the trip to Pheonix on Tuesday if he's suspended, so she told Mrs. Scheafer, so i don't know if he's still gonna be able to sneak onto the bus....ARRRHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ok, i'm done!!!!

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Monday, October 24, 2005

sooooo bored

	i am so bored and tired right it's not funny. I have no homework so i'm sitting here updating and talking to Ben on MSN IM...... *bangs head on desk* WAKE-UP!!!!!!!.... not working, ok, well i'm gonna go take a nap now, see ya

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

   *twitch*.........

	I'm gonna friggen kill Mark!!!!!!! he sent me an email saying that he blocked my email addy a month ago because i annoy him. and that he would apreaciate it if ben and i stop hanging around "his" group. WTF!?!? IT'S NOT "HIS" GROUP, AND BEN AND I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO AVOID THE PEOPLE WE HUNG OUT WITH AT LUNCH LAST YEAR BECAUSE WE JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!! *ready to kill someone, most likely Mark* WHAT THE HELL IS HIS DAMN PROBLEM?!!?!?!? AND TO TOP IT OFF HE SAID THAT I WAS MISTAKEN TO THINK THAT HE EVER THOUGHT OF ME AS A FRIEND, BULLSHIT THERE WAS A TIME WHEN HE LOVED ME. AND THE RETARD THINKS I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM, HE NEEDS TO GET HIS HEAD OUTTA HIS ASS AND WAKE-UP. IT'S OBVIOUS THAT I DON'T, ESPECIALLY SENSE I'M ENGAGED TO BEN!!!!!!!! AHHHHRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR TO GOD, IF HE EVEN SO MUCH AS LOOKS AT ME ON MONDAY, I'M GONNA KILL HIM!!!!! HE NEEDS TO GET A LIFE, AND STOP BITCHING ABOUT ME AND BEN, CAUSE NOTHING HE CAN DO OR SAY IS GONNA CHANGE ANYTHING, GOD, HE'S SUCH AN ASS HOLE!!!!!!! ........ok.... i think i'm done........*sigh*

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   What every woman wants to hear

	My parents took Ben and me to see Serenity today, it was very funny. Then we went back to my house where an old friend of mine proceded to call every 15 minutes or so, asking for help getting throught the Forest Temple in LoZ: Ocerania of Time, so i told him to go to gamefaqs.com. He quit calling afterwords lol. Then i took Ben home. Yes he has moved into his new appartment, so we sat in the car and just talked about stuff. and yead, then i left lol.

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