Wednesday, August 31, 2005

   total embarassment

	Lance decided to grope my ass at lunch today. and i decided to punish him before Ben did........ i went to kick Lance in the ass but i missed and my foot slipped out from under me, and i fell....... it made a really loud "THUD" noise.......and yeah....... it hurt. the really good part was that Ben was carring my laptop so it didn't break. But yeah, i was throughly embarassed.........so to make up for it, ben and i went off to the Fine-Arts hallway and just cuddled together.......then my dad laughed at us...... Ben makes a damn good pillow lol...... Last friday Ben and i had a sword fight at Animeonna007's house and she recorded the whole thing..... it looks really cool, and yeah lol..... i'm hyper...... OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!! Ben proposed to me a few weeks ago, i told him to ask again later, because i'm not ready to make that kind of decision yet...... I figure that if he loves me that much now, he still will love me that much in a few years. But there's something about him.... i don't know, it's a totally different emotion that i've ever experenced before, i feel really safe with him, and i don't feel safe with many people outside my family. Whenever we're apart, it feels like a part of my soul is missing, and there's a void in my heart that he filled. I can tell by the way he talks to me that he really does love me it's really confusing and hard to explain, but there's this tiny voice telling me that he's the one.... i know you all must think i'm insane, but i really do think that he's the one.

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   evil smell

	i think a mouse died somewhere in my house...... i got home and the whole place reaked of dead mouse........ my eyes are watering, and i feel sick to my stomach.......

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

   ummmmm......... hi

	the prep-rally yesterday was...uhhhhhh....... ok, i guess, some asshole had an airhorn, and kept blasting it... it were loud, and Ben looked over my shoulder and yell at the entire student body...... lol, he was almost as loud as the airhorn. I had fun at Ben's house today...... and now that i'm home, i'm really bored..... oh well, i get to kidnap him and his bokens tomorrow, and go to Anne's house, with Karaoke Revolutions, and DDR..... and the bokens.... SWORD FIGHT!!!!!! Ben has desided that he does and doesn't like Bujingai..... he likes the game itself, but claims, and i qoute "He stole my sword stance." It's really awesome, for those of you who have played Bujingai, to imagine Ben sword fighting, think of Lau(Gackt) minus all the sparkily effects, and you have Ben. It's great, when i get bored of watching Gackt with swords, i just watch Ben, it's basically the same thing, only live action, and Ben is a lot taller than Gackt......and i can run up and kiss Ben...... if i did that to Gackt i might be arrested for assult...lol.

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

   AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

	*sniff*...... my jeep overheated and the fan-belt was melting, so i had to walk home...... GNA had elections today...... we got to listen to the boring campaign speeches.....some of them were really funny tho, so i kinda enjoyed it, but yeah....... nothing really happened today so yeah. i guess i'll go now, see y'all later bye

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   poor sick people

	it seems a lot of people are getting sick..... lets see, Elana had the flu, Anne wasn't feeling good yesterday, and now Ben has Strep..... I'm like the only one who hasn't gotten sick yet... that's kinda odd i'm usually the first to get sick. oh well.... Ben went to the doctor and got a shot in the butt...and all i could was laught at him..... then i felt bad and appoligized.... Today was Disney day for spirit week, and i wanted Ben to dress as Sephiroth from Kingdom Hearts, sence KH is Disney..... well, he got sick and ruined my fun...... oh well, he's be back at school on Friday..... talk to y'all later, bye

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   not another prep-rally

	well, not only do we have two late starts this week, but we also have our first pep rally of the year on friday.....NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! and once again, we're all gonna sit in the senior section..... a giant mass of black clothes...muwahahahahahha!!!! I think i scared the hell outta some of the freshman in my choir class...lol..... i walked in with all my make-up on for the first time this year, and the reactions were priceless..... their eyes got all wide, and they kinda looked around at each other.... it was great.

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Friday, August 19, 2005

   WWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

	i'm really hyper for some reason, and i feel like singing!!!!!!!! Any who, tomorrow is my neighbor's 12th b-day, and his party started tonight, so i went over and played chaperone..... and boy did i feel old the oldest guset was 11.... AND I'M 17!!!!!!! so yeah, i went over there in full gothic make up, and all the kids stayed a good 12 to 15 feet away from me at all times lol. I got pictures too, i'll try and post some once they're developed...lol. WEEEEEEEE the GNA had it's first meeting of the year yesterday, and DAMN!!!!!! we have like 30 new members. Anywho, Nikki had all the old members introduce themselves, then the new members had to do the same thing. Well, Ben decided to give the club a try. so we sat at the back table, and Nikki is going around the room, having the newbies introduce themselves, then she gets to our table and says "Hey, Bri, you seem to have this weird-looking, tall hairy growth on your arm...... BEN YOUR TURN!!!" (Ben was clinging to my forearm kinda half asleep) So he stand up, and looks around a bit... then he speaks..."....hi....I'm Ben..... i love anime....*looks around a little, then down at me* and she dragged me here." I did not drag him, i told him he didn't have to go if he didn't want to, but it's an anime club, so he went. yeah, i had a good time yesterday...... Remember i told you guys that a bunch of my friends and i are gonna cosplay on September 13, for te release of Final Fantasy VII" Advent Children? Well..... we might be Vincent-less.... Ben said that if David doesn't get his costume done soon, that he's gonna take over the role of Sephiroth.....I MAY JUST GET EVERY FINAL FANTASY FANGIRLS WISH!!!!!! *does the happy dance* i may get to kiss Sephiroth la la la la la l a..weeeeeee... *trying to catch breath* *imagines Ben dressed as Sephiroth and begins to drool*.......*still drooling*....... ok, i'm done, talk to you all later bye

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

   Someone is gonna die

	I am getting really pissed off at one of the security guards at school. I SWEAR TO GOD that evil B**** is deliberatly singeling BEn out and getting him in trouble, he has done nothing wrong, and she finds something to blame him for!!!!!!!!! like today, Ben had a meeting after school, that didn't start until 2:30, and school lets out at 1:50, so he was waiting for the meeting to start, with me outside, because we're not allowed to be inside the buildingafter school hours..... Terry, like has this sence to find him..... and told him that he had to leave campus..... well, he didn't, because as soon as he did, he would have to come back, so she said that he could wait outside the office, and i had to go to my mom's class room, or wait at the office too, well, i was gonna wait with Ben..... then five or so minutes later, Terry comes up and says that if i don't get to my mom's class room that she was gonna write me a referal, which she CAN'T do after school hours!!!!!!! I SWEAR THAT WOMAN IS EVIL!!!!!!!!! and she can't say it was PDA, because we were just talking....... AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, August 15, 2005

   WHY MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! *begins to cry*

	Ben might be going to a charter school, but the only reason he hasen't yet is because of me..... I'm gonna be really sad if he goes to a different school...... i won't see him everyday like i do now...... I'm not sure how i would react to him going to a different school.... other than me acctually killing his ex girlfriend before he does.....

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

   random lyrics of a depressed woman

	ok, the depression of being grounded from Ben is finally getting to me.... and here is the perfect song..... we sing it at random times when we are apart.... it's called Kimi ni Aittakute, it's on Gackt's Love Letter album, track 7, i also have the translations. So you can see why we sing it alot. kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone Once more, I want you to hold my hand kono heya ni mada okiwasureta kimi no omokage o sagashiteiru yo me o tojireba ima mo kimi ga soba ni iru you na ki ga shite itsuka wa atarimae no you ni wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni I'm looking for vestages of your presence still left over in this room If I close my eyes, even now I can almost feel you next to me I always took it for granted Even though I knew that we would part kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute wasureru koto nante deki ya shinai kara kimi ga mienakute nando mo kizutsuketa keredo mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone I simply cannot forget about you I cannot see you I've hurt you so many times, but Once more, I want you to hold my hand deatta shunkan ni koi ni ochite omowazu kimi o dakishimeteita sonna boku ni warainagara "baka ne" to karuku kisu o shite... daremo ga deai to wakare no naka de tashika na ai ni kizuiteiku The moment we met, I fell in love and without thinking, I hugged you You laughed at me and said "You silly" and gently kissed me... From the time they meet until the time they part No one realizes true love kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute hajimete kimi ni atta hoshizora no shita de kimi ni tsutaetai todokanai omoi demo boku no kokoro wa mada kimi o sagashiteiru I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone The first time I met you underneath the starry sky I want to tell you about the feelings that haven't reached you My heart is still searching for you itsuka wa atarimae no you ni wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni I always took it for granted Even though I knew that we would part kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute wasureru koto nante deki ya shinai kara kimi no tame nara sou kimi no tame nara... I want to see you I want to see you more than anyone I simply cannot forget about you If it's for you Yes, if it's for you... mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii itsumo tsunaida te wa atatakakatta Once more, I want you to hold my hand Your hand held in mine was always warm

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