Friday, June 10, 2005

   Sorry.

	I'm really sorry I haven't been on in a while, I have summer school and other stuff to do that has been interfering with my private life. My cousin's wedding is a week from tomorrow, and I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE!!!!!!!!! (falls into panic.) I now a neopets account, so that's taken up a lot of my time. I guess that's all that's been going on in my life lately. OH MY COUSIN MIKE IS HOME FROM JAPAN!!!! He got me a Gackt cd, and a Narurto headband!!!! (fangirl scream)...... I also bought the Castlevania: Somphony of the Night OST in Tucson today, also Cowboy Bebop: Knocking on Heaven's Door, and X The Movie. I was bored and skipped town, as you must have noticed. Oh well, laters.

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Friday, May 27, 2005

   THERE IS A GOD!!!!!!!!

	(Final Fantsay VI fanfare music plays in background) FINALLY I'M DONE WITH FINALS!!!!!!!!!!! (singing) no more school for me, la la la la la la........... I finally get to sleep in, stay up all night ......... I, wanna Rock and roll all night, and party every day, I wanna rock and roll all night, and party every day(singing again). ooh ooh ooh, I finally got my Trigun DVD's back, it took about a month of threats, but Dale finally remembered to bring them back........ THERE IS A GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Monday, May 23, 2005

   THREE MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	Muwahahahahahhahahaha only three more dayus of school, all of which are finals tho......... TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Brianne Schaefer Birthday: 08/05/1988 Birthplace: Tucson AZ Current Location: the wood shop at local High School Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'3" Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: german/irish The Shoes You Wore Today: black ones Your Weakness: i'll do anything to protect one's close to me Your Fears: everyone close to me leaving of dieing Your Perfect Pizza: don't really like pizza Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i don't know Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hey Thoughts First Waking Up: CRAP, I'M FUCKING LATE!!!!!! Your Best Physical Feature: I don't know what other people think Your Bedtime: whenever I drop Your Most Missed Memory: i try not to dwell in the past Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: subway Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: no..... it's STUPID Do you Swear: more than I should Do you Sing: every fucking day, i'm in choir Do you Shower Daily: DUH!!!! who ever doesn't is gross! Have you Been in Love: yes, many times, all ended in heart break Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: i don't know Do you belive in yourself: sometimes Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: no Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: me and my dad get along fine but me and my mom, not so well Do you like Thunderstorms: yes Do you play an Instrument: yes piano In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, my dad got to them before I did In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes In the past month have you been on Stage: yes.....STUPID CHOIR FINALS!!!!! In the past month have you been Dumped: yea......... v_v; In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: no Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: yes, but got revenge, I threw hte girl head-first into a brick wall Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: sometimes What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I'm not quite sure What country would you most like to Visit: japan In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: red Favourite Hair Color: white Short or Long Hair: whatever looks best on whoever I'm talking to at the time. Height: mine? 5'4" Weight: mine? 115lbs. Best Clothing Style: gothic Number of Drugs I have taken: perscription ,4 Number of CDs I own: 50+ Number of Piercings: 2 (ears one each) Number of Tattoos: none Number of things in my Past I Regret: many......

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   HORRAY!!!!!

	My cousin Mike is finally coming home from Japan. He'll be back next Sunday. I'M GETTING PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He said that he was getting me a copy of "Moon Child" aka, The GACKT Movie. and Gackt's Rebirth and Moon cd's. kudoos to me!!!!! I wonder how much he's changed, i mean, it has been close to two years since we've seen each other. He will only be here for I think a month, but it will be a month well worth it. I finally got a chance to watch hte domestic version of Moon Child, and it was the only live-action movie that actually made my cry. But all in all it's an awesome movie, and i recomend it to all Gackt and HYDE fans.

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

   Stupid Decisions.

	Well, I've been really worried and depressed for the past few days. Mark ran away from home, because he got in an argument with his mom. I won't tell you what the argument was about but needless to say, it was BAD!! He left his home at about 10:30, 10:45 pm on Tuesday night. He walked all the way from the middle of post, to Denney's (about 8 miles), stayed at Denny's for about 4 hours before getting kicked out for falling asleep, then walked to school, and arrived at school at about 5am. He was asleep when I got there at about 6:00am, woke him up and asked why he was at school so early and he told me what had happened the night before. Then he promptly fell asleep on my arm. When I finally got him awake again, he said that he wasn't going to go home for a while, and HE HASN"T BEEN!!!!! H's bee nsleeping in the shed in his back yard, and his parents probably don't know whreer he is or anything!!!! I'm starting to really worry about his safty, and I don't know what to do to help him, or even if there is anything I CAN do. I just feel os alone and helpless right now.

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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   Happy Mother's Day!!!

	I'm spending the day at my grandparents house, waiting for my parents to get here. If they don't get here soon, I will leave, and most likely pass them on the road, and not know it. oh well. I went to go see the musical that my school was putting on last night. I'ts called "Suessical" and is based on the works of Dr. Seusse. I started at 7:00pm and lasted until 9:08pm. I was really uhhhh musical and loud. three of my friends were taking tickets, and one was in the show (she was one of the who's). After the show I hung around to talk to Nakahito, Alex, Doug, and Gael, we talked for a good half hour then went our ways. When I was ready Nakahito and Doug insisted on following me to my car, after they insisted that they weren't going to, they did anyway. I got home at about 10:00, didn't even change my clothes one fell asleep not three seconds after laying down on my bed. Then I promptly woke up at 5am. All in all the show was better than I thought it would be. unfortunatly it was $6 to get in tho, and my "Sweet 16" status didn't do jack-shit on getting me a discount like it's supposed to do........Oh Well ,I get my year book next Thursday, and there are only 2 full weeks left in the school year then three half-days for final exams. SUMMER BABY!!!! HELL YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm thinking of haveing a pool party for some of my closest friends, since a lot of them are seniors and won't be back next year.... Laters.

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Friday, May 6, 2005

   Shit happens......

	Sorry I haven't been on lately, I've been busy and a little wierded out about some things going on in my life. Remember I told you guys that Mark asked one of my best friends out? Well he asked her again, and she said that she would say yes on one condition, that Mark had to also go out with me. This all happened a week ago, and I find out Wednesday that the only reason Mark agreed to this was so he could date Adrian. So I'm really depressed and pissed at Mark, and I told another one of my friends about this and that I wasn't going to date Mark anymore, and he stared doing the happy dance. I have come to the conclusion that from his reaction that he maybe likes me a little more than a normal friend....... My life really sucks.........

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Friday, April 29, 2005

   CAR SHOW!!!!!!

	Today was the annual BHS Car Show, and this year the school decided to do something totally new. First off, we had all six classes shortened to 35 minutes each, and had two hours to wander around the car show. Then they did something called "Spring Fling", complete with activities and games. The GNA held a DDR competition in the choir room, it was 50 cents for 1 song and 75 cents for two songs. Once again we had a fire truck pull, and once again, I did it, but this year I didn't pass out afterwords. They had a rock-climbing wall, that was totally free so I did that a few times. Mark ditched me, at the wall, tho. It took me 30 minutes to find him, he was at the photo booth taking money. I had a camera with me and four people, including Mark stuck it down my shirt and took pictures of my cleavage.

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   So fricken tired.........zzzzzzzzzzzzz

	I had an anime all-nighter at a friend's house last night, only we didn't watch all that much anime. We went to bed at about 1am, this morning, but Anne couldn't sleep, so she went to go take a sleep-aid. When she came back she said it looked like I was having a seisure, which I wasn't, I was 3/4 asleep, and having an intimate moment with a certain demon who is like my........uhhhmmmmmm how should I put this.... my uhhhhh I want to say guardian, but that's not really it, exactly, he more of a boyfriend/guardian. This whole thing happened because I can see ghosts, demons, and am psychic in general (very cool btw). ANYWHO, so after I stop twitching, she poked me to see if I was alright, it hold her that she really didn't want to know what had been going on, because it was well...... intimate (btw Anne is also psychic). So she decides to leave Oji-sama and me alone, I try to go to sleep, but can't. So I go out into the living room, and just as I do she is about to go get my Wolf's Rain DVD's and watch them while I slept, needless to say I scared the shit out of her, because Oji-sama was right behind me. (Oji-sama is a wolf demon who can take on a human form that somewhat resembles Sesshomaru) Well, Anne and I talked for a while, and allof a sudden we heard a strange noise, that scared the hell out of both of us. At this point Oji-sama has started pacing back and forth around the room, in his true wolf form (in this form, he is about 4'5" at the shoulders(the adverage size of a full grown great dane)). Every so often he would stop, sit infront of me, and stare off into the distance, the fur on the back of his neck standing on end. Then we heard a scream, which made me and Anne jump about three feet. Then I couldn't see or feel Oji-sama's presents, then I heard like a dog fight in the distance, and got really freaked out, so freaked, that I almost started to cry. Then the next thing I remember is I'm asleep, and in my dream I am standing in a room, and in this room, is a small child and as I gaze at him, he starts to stand up, and walk towards me. And as he does, I can start to make out the mangled body, of a young child, then I woke up, screaming. At this time Oji-sama ,had returned, limping a little, like he had been in a fight. (this was at about 3:30am) as I looked around the room, there in the corner of the room was that same kid from my dream, staring at me, I shivvered then looked avay, but when I looked back he was gone. Oji-sama couldn't explain what it was, so I kinda got really nervous, because as Anne and I stared at this one point in the room, we could see this shadow growing larger and larger. Needless to say, we didn't acctually fall asleep untill like 5:00am, and I had to be awake and ready for the day by 6, so I only got an hour of sleep last night, because my sazuka999 had a track-meet this morning and she wanted me to be there to cheer her on. I hardly got to watch anything, because she goes to a Christian school (shivers) no one really new what the hell they were doing, so I ended up setting up hurdles, and was timing races BECAUSE I WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO KNEW HOW A FRICKEN TRACK MEET WORKS. AND I WAS REALLY TIRED TO BEGIN WITH, AND WAS FALLING ASLEEP WHILE TIMING RACES, AND NO ONE WAS REALLY TRYING TO WIN THEIR RACES AND I WAS GETTING PISSED OFF THAT I COULDN'T SEE STRAIT, that my parents had to drive into town to pick me up at the school becuase I was afraid that I was going to fall asleep behind the wheel......I still havn't gotten any sleep, and i'm gonna go now, so I can sleep, and maybe, figure out exactly WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!! I'm REALLY tired now bye.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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   Happiness and depression

	Yesterday, I was talking to Mark at lunch, and I can't really remember the entire conversation, but it had something to do with one of my best friends, and I told Mark that if he liked he so much that he should ask her out....... Well he already did....... That made me really depressed that he would ask my best friend out behind my back, when he knows how I feel about him. So I asked him what Adrain's answer was, then he went silent. Then he said, "She said to me, the exact same thing that I said to you." I found this rather ammusing, because Mark told me that he wouldn't go out with me because our friendship was so close, and he didn't want to jeprodize it. Well, being the polite young woman that I am, told him how sorry I was, because, I really was sorry. Then I told him that I was going to go get my lunch, and as soon as I got into the cafeteria, and was sure he had not followed me, I bust out laughing. I thought it was so ironic that Adrain would use the same damn excuse that Mark used on me.......HAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's sad and ironically hilarious at the same time.

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