Monday, February 5, 2007

meh, sleepies

	i restarted Final Fantasy VII the other day yeah... boredom is mounting here..... my comp is still a big meanie and crashes on most graphic intensive game... and NO FF I-IX do not kill my comp. so yeah i got to disk two and am at roughly lvl 60. and am now going to go to bed.... g'night all.

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Thursday, February 1, 2007

   WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	So it's about 1130pm where i am, and ben and i just woke up, he went out to of the room to go to the restroom and all of a sudden i hear "HOLY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! BRI C'MER QUICK!!!!" we got about 3 inches of snow last night YAY!!!!!!! so we are going to go play in the snow when the sun comes up *does the happy snow dance* the only other time that i've seen this much snow was when my grandpa died and we went to Nebraska for his funeral and there was actually less snow then there is now!!!! YAY SNOW!!!!!!!!! and all ben could say was " i miss Germany's 3 feet of snow.....OMG IT SNOWED!!" ;p lol

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

   i think i'm done

	Ok after working all day yesterday getting new coding and making all the things for the current layout, yes, a made all of it, except the background, moogles, icons, links and the avitar. everything is MINE MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA it was all made in Photo Studio 5.5 and uploaded to photobucket. and i think that i am done with making myotaku layouts for a looooooonnnng while.

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

   annoyed rant #2

	ok, MyOtaku REALLY needs a block list...... so i was just randomly surfing through random people's sites, and i have come across several that either BLINDED ME!!!! with their horrable clashing colors of irritating brightness! or my favorite... those people that joing MyOtaku, and NEVER TALK ABOUT ANIME.....OR GAMES!!!! As if it's not bed enough that they never TALK about anime or games, their sites are AMERICAN ROCK THEMED!!!! or, worse those american bands who are only popluar becasue their front man is "HOT", not because their music is GOOD! o WAIT, IT GETS BETTER!!! Just before I started posting this i found someone who's intro said along the lines "I'm not really an anime or game fan, i'm just here because my firend is." POEPLE LIKE THIS NEED TO GET A LIFE AND GO TO WHERE THEY FRICKEN BELONG....YOU GOT IT...MySpace!! I have seen 6 sites in the past 15 minutes that 1 the posts are 95% oif the time the following phrase or variations of the following phrase "i'm bored." Now, i have nothing against people posting what goes on during their day and what happens at school, after all that IS what a blog is for. but what REALLT PISSES ME OFF are those little GHETTO RATS that cant type...worth a shit!! for isntance; people who spell the word "what" w-u-t. ok, just because you are to ignorant to SPEAK english correctly, does NOT mean that you need to prove you illeteracy further by typing like you learned to communitate from a DEAF MUTE!!! nor does it give you the right to compleatly and uterly BUTCHUER THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE!!! Go to school, pay attenjtion in class, AND LEARN TO FREAKING TYPE!!! people like this should be BANNED!! that's it, i'm done!! why are you still here?... could it be?.....YOU AGREE WITH ME???????

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

   SICK OF F*CKING STUPIDITY!!!!!!!!!

	ok, first off, i'm not one to judge people as a person, but i do judge people's desissions. so i was talking to a friend on the phone today (sorry trying to keep names confedentail) it's here b-day so i called to wish her happy birthday. so we palyed musical phones because as most of you know, i moved from Arizona to Arkansas with by b/f. so a lot of people wanted to say hi to me, i have no problem with this. until it's finally gets to a really close friend, and i asked her how she was doing she tells me she is pregnant...... now, like i said i dont judge people, i just have problems with some decissions that are made by said people. so naturally i congratulate her. then the little light clicked on..."she's 2 and a half years younger than me...." so she had to go home apparently and the phone got handed back to the birthday girl. so we got to talking and it turns out that the father of the baby is her b/f, who we convinced my now pregnant firend that he was bad news and that his abusiveness may get her seriously hurt or into a shit-load of trouble (RED-FLAG) eventually. but then a week after my firend broke up with him he thereatened to kill himself.....OK!!! 1)i would have left him there to kill himself, people that are that abusive and are constantly od-ing on meds dont need to be breeding, stupidity only breeds more stupidity. 2) he has a mental condition that impeades his judgement and his ability to think rationally. so my friend, afraid that he would kill himself decided to go back out with him. ok, i figure whatever, it's her life, let her make her own mistakes. so i find out tonight that she's pregnant becasue this guy LIED TO HER saying that he was going starel!!! ok, i'm sorry if this sounds over dramatic, but even if the ass says he's going starel you can always go to a damn sperm bank when you can actually fucking take care of the kid, not when you are a damn junoir in HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!! HAS NO ONE FUCKING HEARD OF PROTECTION ANYMORE?!!?!?!?!? 2 OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS ARE PREGNANT BECAUSE OF A FRIKEN LAPSE OF JUDGEMENT!!!! IF YOU ARE ALONE WITH YOUR BOYFIREND OR GIRLFRIEND AND PLAN ON DOING THAT SORT OF THING!!! for god sakes please use protection people, it's common sence. CONDOMS, THE PILL, SPERMICIDES, WHATEVER, IF YOU HAVE IT USE IT, IF YOU DONT, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT HAVE SEX!!!!! I AM SICK OF TEENS MAKING STUPID DECISSIONS THAT ARE GUARENTEED TO RUIN THEIR LIVES!!! it's not my desission to say "YOU, BE ABSINATE!!" i cant do that, it's not my life, i have no power over you, but please if you're gonna do something stupid, please do it responsibly. it's like under-age drinking, i don't care if you do it, just dont do soemthing to get yourself in trouble while your drunk off your asses. AND DONT EVEN SAY "you should take your own advice" I DO TAKE MY OWN ADVICE, EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST 2 YEARS I HAVE DONE KNOWING FULLY WHAT I WAS GETTING INTO! i am doing the best i can in the situation i am in, and to be honest i wouldnt trade it for anything. i'm happy with the way my life is. a baby isnt a damn toy, you cant just say "ooooo i want that" becasue chances are that you're not ready for that responisbitity. it just seems that no one thinks of the possable outcome of their actios anymore, i really dont care "ooo but he/she might leave me if i dont" ok fine let the jerk-off leave you, if he or she says that then they are only in that relationship for one thing....SEX! and you need to get away from that person, becasue they may pressure you into something you will later regret. omg i sound like my health teacher... all i'm trying to say is think things throught before you do something, please.... just think. dont have sex becasue it seems like a good idea at the time, when it's the right time, you'll know. and high school isn't the right time, trust me. i've seen so many unwanted teen pregnancies in my high school careers that it's not freakin' funny anymore. and i know for a fact that most of them either had a self abortion, did something stupid and killed the baby, or went full term and put it up for aboption. I personally am totally against both abortion of any kind and placing an unwanted child up for adoption. ok, bottom line, ignorance and lapse of judgement are no excuse to kill or abandon your baby. it's just wrong to bring a life into this world then say you dont want it. and dont place the blaim on the guy, it's not his fault entierly, you could have said "you need to use a condom" or my personal favorite "this doesnt feel right, i dont want to do this, what if...." OK FUCKING THINK BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

fun ways to occupy my time

	well i have finally begun serious work on my FFVIII walkthrough. WOOHOO!!!! PROCRASTINATORS UNITE........TOMORROW!!!!! well i am first writing the entire thing up by hand into several spiral notebooks. then will begin the typing of annoying doom. i have already typed up the table of contents, part of the magic list and am partially finished with 1 of the 11 character profiles. Ben thinks i'm crazy for doing this, but those of you that have known me for a while KNOW that i'm crazy. well, back to writing, ttyl bye bye.

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

   new keyboard

	i got a normal keyboard today because i realized that my fingers were reaching to far for my little PS2 keyboard, so i am trying to break it in a little. so in the meanrtime i am typing rather slow.

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

   woo hoo internet

	well i have my new desk and internet now YAAAAAaaAAAYYYYY!!!!!

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Friday, January 19, 2007

   my stupidity

	ok, i may be internetless for a few days. I ordered a new computer desk so i dont have to sit on the bed all the time, i got all the measurements then ordered the package..... but forgot to put int o account the length of the damn internet cable.....'nuff said. so i amy or may not jhave internet for the next few days.

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Monday, January 15, 2007

how the HELL does that work?

	ok, a little background info here, ben was going to put some ketchup on his hamberger, the bottle slipped out of his hand about a foot above CARPETED floor, and shattered ok, the bottle was PLASTIC people. now please explain this to me, HOW THE HELL DOES THAT WORK!?!?! here's the picture

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