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• Bri-chan
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• the age of 9
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• Trigun, Wolf's Rain, Hellsing, Excel Saga, Outlaw Star, Cowboy Bebop, Tenchi
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• SCO, Neopets, reading, video games, drawing, and singing
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• Singing, drawing, and i'm sure there are a few other things
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Friday, July 22, 2005
i done good!!!!!!
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I think i made an impression on Ben today, because he asked me a rather..... ummmmmmmmm what's the word?........ intimate? question. boy did i lecture him!!!!! it went something like this:
"What do we think we're doing? We're just a couple of kids, what are we thinking?" - ME
"We're just following our hearts" - Ben
"yea, but, you say you love me but the past few days all you've been trying to do is get into my pants. think about what it would do to our future." - ME
"you use your head to much" - Ben
"yea i know but...... what do we know........ i mean, what if i got pregnat? What then? i mean, we both hate kids....... sure, we'd have a few minutes of the best feeling we'll ever have but what about the long term effects?" - ME
*i'm curled in a ball about to cry*
"are you ok?" - Ben
"yea, *now in tears*" - ME
"you don't sound ok" - Ben
"i'm fine, i'm just not ready for all of this, just give me time......... ask me again in a few years....... maybe i'll be ready then..... maybe....... just wait for me ok...." - ME
*Ben is holding me as i cry*
"I'll always love you, and will wait as long as i have to, just take your time." - Ben
"thank you for understanding....*still crying*" -ME
*we hugged*
Then after that..... ummmmmmmm odd conversation we proceded to watch FLCL..... after watching that series so many times, it still makes no sence...... any way I feel that a great burden has been lifted from my soul now..... and i'm glad, and hopefully we will NEVER have that kind of conversation EVER again.
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