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Wednesday, August 31, 2005


   total embarassment
Lance decided to grope my ass at lunch today. and i decided to punish him before Ben did........ i went to kick Lance in the ass but i missed and my foot slipped out from under me, and i fell....... it made a really loud "THUD" noise.......and yeah....... it hurt. the really good part was that Ben was carring my laptop so it didn't break. But yeah, i was throughly embarassed.........so to make up for it, ben and i went off to the Fine-Arts hallway and just cuddled together.......then my dad laughed at us...... Ben makes a damn good pillow lol...... Last friday Ben and i had a sword fight at Animeonna007's house and she recorded the whole thing..... it looks really cool, and yeah lol..... i'm hyper......

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!! Ben proposed to me a few weeks ago, i told him to ask again later, because i'm not ready to make that kind of decision yet...... I figure that if he loves me that much now, he still will love me that much in a few years. But there's something about him.... i don't know, it's a totally different emotion that i've ever experenced before, i feel really safe with him, and i don't feel safe with many people outside my family. Whenever we're apart, it feels like a part of my soul is missing, and there's a void in my heart that he filled. I can tell by the way he talks to me that he really does love me it's really confusing and hard to explain, but there's this tiny voice telling me that he's the one.... i know you all must think i'm insane, but i really do think that he's the one.

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