Wednesday, July 7, 2004

   Poetry... Coz it isn't enough that I've archived them at FP.Com and my LJ...

MEMORIES OF YESTERDAY
(1999-2000)

Leaves filtering the daylight
Feeble shelter from the sun's heat
Dancing limbs on a sturdy trunk
Where the past and present meet.

Gazing into the blue haze yonder
Memories lost in time forever
Come back to me, their spell getting stronger
My tired mind never ceases to wander.

Passing through a well-known road
I'll cry the tears I've cried before
Laugh the laughs, relish the anger
All the sweet follies of yore.

Picking myself up, my rest is over
I've got to take myself a step farther
But I'll never forget the time that died
For that is where true love and happiness reside.


EYES
(2001-2002)

Upon the grief of yesteryears
Reflected in thy serene eyes
I gaze, bereft of mortal fears
And feel the hope of love arise.

Drawing back the flimsy curtain
Shelter to thy fragile being
I feel the sturdy barrier breaking
Walls of indifference crumbling.

Eyes of hazy auburn speak
Though thy lips may not abide
Of the thrill that plagues thy soul at night
Coldness cast aside.

For someone who has loved and lost
Love may have lost its meaning
If so, then tell me just exactly
What it is you're feeling.

My own eyes are not blind not to see
My ears too keen to sense
That deep within your heart my friend
The feeling burns intense.

Thy fears, are they not but pointless woes
Brought by all things past?
Why do you shun away the truth
When friendship pales in contrast?

Three words, one thought, are all it'll take
To purge all ruthless lies
And, thus, the key to happiness
Shall be yours to truly prize.

Meanwhile, I am willing to wait
For the year, the month, the date
When you finally realize that what I feel
Is more than what anyone else will.

But until then, I'll be content
To gaze upon thy serene eyes
In the hope that three words so softly spoken
Would soon cast away all lies.


RANDOM THOUGHTS
(2002-2003)

Midnight
I can’t sleep
Thoughts of you invade my head
Memories to keep
Solitude


Darkness
Alone, I cry
Thinking of the two of you together
Seeking reasons why
Abandoned


Anger
Towards myself, not you
Submerged in regret and unfathomable depression
Deception, what is true?
Perplexity


Dawn
Your angelic face
Makes me forget all things but one
I love you
Reality


ALONE
(2003)


Alone
In the depths of solitude
The empty void that is my soul
Aches for that which will make it complete.


With others
In the midst of friendship
A flicker of hope in the depths of my being
But still, there is something missing.


With you
In the comfort of unspoken love
My frigid heart stirs with the warmth of your smile
My life has found its meaning.


Without you
In remorse and regret
Untamed emotions shrouded in oblivion
I’m sorry for keeping the truth chained.


Alone
With only myself as company
I come to terms with the emptiness that only you can fill
I love you, I didn’t mean to hurt us both
If only I had told you that, would you have gone still?


No matter
With or without you
For now and eternity
I guess it would be best for me to just be…
Alone.



JANUARY 23, 2004

Where there was once something,
Now exists nothing.
What once thrived,
Now lies dead.
What was once cherished,
Now is wished to be forgotten.
What was once felt,
Numbness now obscures.

Once, there was something found
Int the depths of these eyes
That now behold what was once
Its soul's only reason for existence.
What was once there
Can never be regained.

For such a love as pure
And potent as what was once
Professed in silence and ambiguity,
A love that simply was, never
Needing words. Such love is
Now lost in an eternal abyss where
Only banished memories remain
To mourn its loss.
What once was,
No longer is.
This heart shall never be the same.


UNTITLED
2004

The whisper of memory -- intense
Life's hard luck and just ammends
Tomes of secrets, lyres of old
Future wavers, past unfolds.

Passion restrained, touches forgotten
Love denied, forbidden
Not idly do the leaves of time fall
Not before the heart, unchained, sees all.

Loss of reason, loss of light
Lost to the wind; the cold, cold night
A tired wanderer finds rest nowhere
His home lost, his heart left there.

Memory flickers, touches linger
Skin on skin -- loving, tender
Leaf blown by the storm , a lone tears path
Silver in the moonlight's ethereal bath.

The wheel of time never does cease
Each breath, each sigh -- never missed
And even as the leaves of the mallorn tree fall
The wanderer lives on, forever
Oblivious to its passage.

Only memories
Of an empty soul.


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Tuesday, July 6, 2004

   To anyone who cares...
... would you want me to post my anime fanfiction works in here or something? I feel kinda useless... *pouts*
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   Quizzes... *nods* Coz I'm just too lazy to put them in my Quiz Manager thing...

You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


What feeling do you represent?
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Reaction: *disbelieving look* No, REALLY?? You DON'T say... *rolls eyes*


Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Reaction: I've always been a night owl... *hoot*


You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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Reaction: No REALLY?? *rolls eyes again*

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Dark and cut short.
Clothes:	A bit revealing, but nothing too over the top.
Powers:	Water magic
Special Features:	Fox ears and tail
Sidekick:	An alternate personality, that on occasion takes on its own physical form.
Attitude:	Mysterious as all hell.
Weapon:	Flamethrower
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Reaction: Ooh... I like...

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Dark and cut short.
Clothes:	You dress like a wanna-be magical girl.
Powers:	Healing
Special Features:	Elf ears
Sidekick:	Your best friend.
Attitude:	Cheerful, but calm. The voice of reason.
Weapon:	Shuriken
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Reaction: Ooh... Elf ears... I like this even better...


Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.


What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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Reaction: *ponders the meaning of life*


What's Your Outlook on Life?
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Reaction: WTF?!


you are "occult". just don't give a fuck.


What type of manga are you?
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Reaction: Right on!


Your anime hair color is blue.


What is your anime hair color?
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Reaction: ...

So yeah... I've spammed enough for today... I'm out!

Ja!
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Monday, July 5, 2004

   Random Stuff...
Hi to those who've signed my GB and to Ryu-chan! *glomps you* I've left the anime fandom momentarily for about 6 months *coughLotRcough* but I'm glad to announce that I'm returning... I've written some fanfiction over at Ff.Net under the pen name 'Ryuuen Kurai' so you guys may check that out if you want... Will try to improve my site layout once I figure out how to do it and recover the pics I've lost when I reformatted our hard drive... Again, nice meeting y'all!

Ja!

[EDIT: Okay... Figured out how to do the layout thing... Updated my profile so you could just click the links above to find my other "lairs" on the web... Will do a pic spam when I get the time... For now, some quizzes from my LJ...]


You're an Angst writer!


What kind of writer are you?
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You are the ANGRY EXPRESSION. Seeking for revenge?
Just make sure you fight for the right
reason...


What is your Anime Expression?
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

   Mmkay...
Somewhere on the web, I have another blog, but my friend encouraged me to join so...

Konnichiwa minna-san!?
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