Wednesday, March 30, 2005

oog
I don't feel too well.

I apologize for not commenting much lately but I've had alot of things preoccupying(I can't spell for shit) me. Also I've been caughing alot recently and it's not just a tiny little cough I've been coughing up phlegm(eww) and such and it's making me worried(it's probably not it, but tuberculosis starts with cough that stuff up). I have developed a new style based off of a new and really awesome manga entitled The Wallflower. I really love it especially the eyes. They enchant me.

Well, for art I am going to be doing a very detailed gaara x sasuke pic for the RFP yaoi contest over at DA. That will be taking up all my time so I will have to save my Orochimaru pic for later. Nothing else really.
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

I'm not dead yet~!
Hello all~! Did ya miss me? No? Fine.

Anyway, Orlando was great though I felt like ripping my legs off after walking around City Walk all day long. While t Universal Studios I did plenty of stuff. I went on that new ride Revenge of the Mummy(because I'm a former Egypt freak and I have seen both The Mummy and The Mummy Returns about 100 times each) and it was AWESOME~! You could feel the fire around you and the fire on the ceiling looked beautiful and stunning~! I wanna go again! I also bought a new beanie. It's an anime beanie that looks like Saizo, Okita's pet piggy, from PeaceMaker Kurogane. I also bought a shirt that says 'I Run With Scissors'

In art world, I have started on a manga of mine entitled 'Teenage Zombie'(if you have a better name, please share) and I have about eight pages done so far. This is a great improvement from my last manga attempt(I drew one page and stopped). I also have lotsa stuff that I wanna put up~!
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Monday, March 21, 2005

Success~!
I have to pee.

Anyway, I have been board all day. I got up, got dressed, went somwhere, ate at a Mexican place, went on MSN. My days story. But now I feel loved because so many people acknowledge me~! I'm hungry. Also, I got a stuffed Bunny that is white, brown, and black and I was dumbstruck when it came to names. I was torn between Klaha, Kozi, Kami, or Gackt but I have decided my new anti-christ buddy in Kozi~!O.o

Anyway, I have achieved success~! Lastnight err- this morning I was watching Family Guy on [Adult Swim] and I got the urge to draw something for Link and Luigi's fanart contest over at The Kiba [link] but I veiwed that I was not drawing a good MC Hammer Naruto so i erased and started back on Klaha and.... PURE SUCCESS~! The hair was really the hardest part along with his eyebrows. Klaha has kick ass eyebrows. Anyway..... I think next I'll try Yu~Ki because I think Kozi will be too hard. And as Steel and I both know, Gackt is the hardest thing to draw ever~! I am hoping to get my art online very shortly, I need to fnd the camera~!
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Friday, March 18, 2005

Huzzah~!
Mmkay, no idea why I put that....

Anyway, I have drawn a, in my opinion, beautiful picture of Mana. Normally I don't compliment my own art so that means that i spent a long long time on it and put my heart into it~! My next project is Klaha. I have a picture of Klaha done that I may upload at DA in my scraps, but it is nothing I am proud of. Klaha looks really angry in the pic o.o Meh, it's only a sketch. I hope that I can get a good pic of Klaha done by the end of spring break for you all to see~!
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Mmmkay....
At the moment I will now keep my site up and running! I will become an active member once again. At the moment I am still getting settled so please comment and sign my guestbook~! Those things make me most happy because I love hearing your opinions and thoughts.

On another note I know have a boyfriend who is suprisingly exactly like me! We differ at some points such as our opinions on Marilyn Manson(he kicks ass) and rollercoasters(they kick ass too). I love him soo much.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Quizzes!!

Which Kozi are you?

quiz by sinergi

My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Malice Mizer Personality Test, is Közi

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Friday, January 21, 2005

Copied from my DA journal
Mood: sick
Listening to: Special K by Placebo
Watching: Nyphetamine by Cradle of Filth

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Anyway, today when I woke up(about an hour ago) I could not breathe through my nose and then I started to sneeze alot and I don't even have allergies! I hope I'm not sick, but when I tried to brush my teeth I nearly puked. God damn gag reflexes. I finally finished chapter 6 of a fanfiction that I have over at fanfiction.net entitled My Two Dads. It's the one where Gaara and Sasuke have a kid. I chose a name and the kid is Kamui, but next one will Shimaru.

Nothing else really left to say except that my Language Arts teacher sux XP I have to write two essays before 5th period. damn.
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Friday, January 14, 2005

Here's one of my stories that I work on every now and then. Please comment, I worked hard on them
Death Whispers

A monster.
All I am is a monster.
How can anyone love me?
When all I can do is hurt people?

Tears trickled down my cheek. I look upon what I have done. A voice. It told me to do it. Why? Why did I listen to it? These tears slowly running down my pale face were once clear as a summer day. Though now they are tainted red with the bloody burden on my soul. I have killed many people before. So why is this any different. Is this feeling regret?

I now carry your lifeless body, as cold as ice. I lay your limp and fragile self down. Your body, once beautiful and flawless, is now torn and mangled. Your fresh blood coated my hands and my mouth as I passionately kissed your lips. Lips still drenched in blood. I know it’s wrong. So why am I doing it? It feels so nice as I strip your lovely body of its mangled clothes.

Never breaking our lips away. I run my fingers through your raven black hair. So smooth. Your fragrance still heavy. Mixed with your blood. It maddens my inner demon. A flash of pleasure is sent through my spine. A beautiful feeling I have never felt before.

Though you are unable to move we are always in synch. A blur of sweat, blood, and semen is all that we are. You taste so sweet inside my mouth. As I lap up your mess I wish that time would stop. That it would stop so I could be like this forever.

I rub my body on yours as I also start to undress. As I rub, you slowly start to warm causing false hope. Tears still streaming down my face. Still crimson as well. I start to lick your once masculine chest and then slowly work myself down. Savoring every inch of you. Never wanting to stop.

Soon I come to your unexplainably hard member. I slowly and passionately massage it with my tongue. I then move up and our lips meet while I grind your warm and beautiful length against mine. Pleasure never once seizing as I have my way with you. I then start to suck and bite your neck as I slowly start to sheathe myself in you. In and out, in and out, like a pattern, I enter and exit you loving every part.

I enter you once more then complete leave your body. I embrace you as if I were holding on to life itself. I whisper to you sweetly and softly.

“I love you… I love you so much…”

Though it’s not as if you can ever hear me. I curse myself on the inside for stealing something from you that shouldn’t be gone. Although, if I hadn’t, tonight may have never happened. While still embracing you, I rub my face in your silky locks. Inhaling your fading aroma.

Your body, though still limp, is starting to stiffen as death takes its toll on your fragile self. I continue to hug you and wrap my legs around you as I lay us both down. Night comes and the stars dance across the sky though I am still focused on you. My eyes never leaving you once since I had killed you, and in return, wanted to kill myself. I close my eyes as I lay my head on your chest.

Not too long after, I hear footsteps and I quickly open my eyes. I feel a sharp pain in the back of my head and feel a warm red liquid slowly pour from my wound
(currently unfinished)

A Bloody Valentine

A wind blew through a street,
But there was no one for it to greet.

A crowd of people slowly grew,
Around a boy no one knew.

A twisted smile graced his lips,
A pleasurable strain formed at his hips.

A body lay in the middle of a sand whirl,
A shame for it was just a girl.

She said three words to the boy she barely knew,
Those little words were “I love you”.

The people didn’t know how or even why,
For the stranger slowly started to cry.

His psychotic smile long since withdrew,
As he muttered the response “I love you too”.

She died quickly without a whine,
She is now his bloody valentine.
(finished)
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Well, my life's not looking up at all. But what do you all care? Bleh, well I've been feeling pretty artistic lately, but not with drawing. I've been feeling artistic with words and such. I'd show you all my recent works, but they're on a different computer so, sorry. Wait, it's not like you'd wanna see them. Yes, I am feeling shitty thank you for noticing.
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Monday, December 13, 2004

Naruto Survey
Created by Meesa and taken 115 times on bzoink!
You
How did you discover Naruto?	Shonen Jump
Do you reccomend Naruto to other people?	yes
Are you happy you discovered Naruto?	yes
Are you obsessed with Naruto?	yes
Are you insanely obsessed with Naruto?	yes
WHEN did you first discover Naruto?	umm about 2 years ago
Download
Do you download Naruto manga?	yes
Do you download Naruto anime?	yes
Do you think you have the right to do that?	yes
What do you say when people tell you it's wrong to download it?	to fuck off
Where did you first download Naruto manga from?	narutofan
Where did you first download Naruto anime from?	aftermathanime
Characters
Who is your favorite character?	gaara
Who is your least favorite character?	sakura
Which character do you think is most misunderstood?	Tenten
Which character is most under-rated?	Tsuichi Kin
Which character has the worst past?	Gaara
What do you think of Ino and Sakura's rivalry?	it's just plain stupid. Sasuke's obviously gay.
Does it anger you to see Sakura reject Lee?	yes
Do you even like Lee?	yes he's my second favorite character
Do you hate Sasuke?	yes
Do you hate Yashamaru?	yes!!! My poor Gaara!!!;_;
Do you think all Gaara needs is just a hug and a good night's sleep?	yes, my porr gaara!!
Can anyone honestly say they hate Naruto?	who?
Do you think Shikamaru deserved to become a chuunin?	yes
Do you think anyone else deserved to become a chuunin?	yes
Do you think Shino could've made chuunin if he had the chance to fight?	yes, do you read Naruto primer?
Does Shino's bugs creep you out?	no, maybe
What do you think of Kankurou's outfit?	... he's batman
What do you think of Sasuke's jumpsuit?	what jump siut?
Should Naruto ditch the orange jumpsuit?	never!
Should Lee get a different haircut and outfit?	NEVER!!!
Do you think Gaara is evil?	in a kinky way^-^
Do you think Orochimaru is a closet-pedophile?	closet? Open's more lke t!
Why do you think Kakashi is late so much?	he's visiting obito's grave
Do you think Itachi's nails are pretty?	yes*giggles*
Do you think Haku had pretty nails?	yes*cntinues giggling*
Did you originally think Haku was a girl?	...maybe
Did you originally think Yashamaru was a girl?	yes!! I was so shocked when I learned he was a he
Which character is the best looking?	Gaara
Which character is the worst looking?	Dosu
What was your first impression of Lee?	dork:P
What was your first impression of Gai?	THEY'RE ALIVE!!!!
Do you think Sakura is useless?	yes. hands down yes.
Which female kicks the most ass?	Temari or Tayuya
Who should become the 6th Hokage?	Shikamaru
Fandom
What is your favorite pairing?	Gaara x Sasuke
What is your least favorite pairing?	Sakura x Gaara
What pairing makes the least amount of sense?	Naruto x Temari
What do you think about Naruto yaoi/yuri?	hot!!!!
Do you read/write Naruto fanfiction?	yes
Do you look at/draw Naruto fanart?	yes
What is your favorite fanfiction genre for Naruto?	yaoi
What do you think of all the 'Naruto gets stuck in sexy no jutsu' fics?	I duno, I don't read those.
what do you think of all the Naruto Mary-Sue fics?	um, what?
Does it bother you that Gaara is so Ooc in most romance fics?	no. It makes him more luvable!
Do you think Naruto is secretly depressed and/or suicidal?	yes
Do you think Naruto is secretly a genius and just hides it?	no way in hell
Do you think Sasuke actually has warm fuzzy feelings for anyone?	yes!!
Do you think the 4th Hokage was Naruto's father?	no
Do you think Shikamaru and Chouji are more then just friends?	maybe.
Do you WANT them to be more then just friends?	no
Is Neji obsessed with birds or what?	oh yes. most definitely
Is Kakashi really that obsessed with looking underneath the underneath?	yes. You do read Naruto Primer don't you.
Does Sasuke secretly lust after Naruto?	oh yes, though he focuses more on Gaara*wink wink*
Is Kakashi secretly lusting after one or more of his students?	no just Iruka
Is Kakashi secretly lusting over Iruka?	yes
Do you pair up characters fully aware that these are 12 year old kids?	yes
Or do you make them older just so you won't have that on your conscience?	I make tem older, but not for that reason
Do you like A/U Naruto fics?	sometimes
Do you like OC's in Naruto fics?	not really
Do you read NCS Naruto fics?	what?
Do you read NCS Naruto fics but adamantly deny it?	what?
Do you read M-Preg Naruto fics?	read them? I write them!
What type of Naruto fans are the most annoying?	Sakura fans
Do you mix your canon Naruto knowlege with your fanfic Naruto knowledge?	yes
Do you get mad at people who like a pairing you hate?	yes
If so, aren't you ashamed of yourself?	nope
Misc (this means you're almost done)
What's a good Naruto website?	narutofan.com
Another?	narutochaos.com
And one more?	narutoex.com
What's a good Naruto fanfiction?	My Two Dads
And another?	Crazy Night
What's a good Naruto fanart?	Anything by Milkycat
And another?	anything by Siefer-Sama
What do you think about Asuma?	he's too obssessed with Shika's chunin-ness
Wasn't he awesome when he saved Shikamaru that time?	yes
He showed us his mad skillz didn't he?	not then, but against Kisame yes.
Sasuke looked really cool when his curse seal first activated, right?	yes
What do you think of Orochimaru's tongue?	Kabuto loves it*wink wink*
Does it disturb you?	no
Does it haunt your dreams at night?	no
Do you think Orochimaru is a sexy beast?	yes and so does my friend
Do you think I'm insane for asking that?	no
If you could be any Naruto character, who would you be?	Temari
What jutsu would you want?	Gaara's abilities. Not jutsu, but what the hell?
Do you think if a girl used sexy no jutsu she would turn into a man?	yes
Say something random about Naruto or a random Naruto quote!	Gaara's my bitch
Did you enjoy this survey?	yes
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