Sunday, March 27, 2005

hey, its easter...and its sunday...
yep...it sure is...

I recently went back and looked at a few of my posts and now i'm 99.785% sure that i'm the only one who reads them...or the only person who visits my site...so i'm just gunna talk for me!

K, go finish your homework. you know that you'll just put it off till monday if you dont and then you wont be able to finish it and once again a sleepless night will occure. or at least go read or something, geez, you still have to finish that sanosuke pic you started maybe a month ago! geez.

-Kelly talking to herself as Sachiko
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Friday, March 18, 2005

Snow Day Today!
It's 10 o'clock on a Friday and schol was canceled at 5:30. So I never even had to wake up for school. *sigh* this is probably the only good thing about living in Minnesota. The frequent blizzards.

I just wanted to share my excitement with as many people as possible. I hope everyone else got snow days too.

-Sachiko
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Monday, February 28, 2005

lo
wow...whats the deal? it's like i haven't been around in a while. what's up with that? where have i been? My how time flies when your hating the life your given. But at least Jesus still loves me (*smiles*).

I'm really getting into the heavy Christian metal thing now-a-days. I've come to love Blindside and so has my mom (*shrugs*). I wish I could find other bands that are kinda like them but I keep finding...*can't find the words*...well it's either to light or too heavy. But...mneh...whatever...

I'm missing the anime though. I can't remember the last time I saw an episode of RK *sniffle* It seems like anime's only on on saturdays and i'm always gone on weekends (stupid basketball watching). *sigh* I'm going to have to go to the video store and rent anime for 1 night for 8 bucks a pop *sobs* It is a dark day in K's fantasy world.

-Sachiko
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THIS ISN'T LIVING

i know

SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?

...something...
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Monday, January 17, 2005

...my fingers itch...
...they haven't done that before ... *shrugs*

I felt the need to post something about five minutes ago but i forgot what about...whatever...uh...don't do drugs...dont have sex...dont kill people...yeah God!

...

-Sachiko

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THIS ISN'T LIVING

i know

SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?

...what can i do?
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Monday, January 3, 2005

Roma e Firenzi
I probably slaughtered that spelling but, mneh, I've been up for about 23 hours...i have a good excuse.

I got to go to Rome and Florence over the Christmas break. So fun times for me. Lots of funny stories about taking the bus and getting lost, but that is for another day. We just got back today and I'm all tired and cranky so I'll try to keep it short.

I did some drawing, read a lot, and I also found my pourpose in life. It kinda sucks but I suppose I'll learn to live with it. I think the extreme sleep deprivation does stuff to you...oh well...

-Sachiko
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THIS ISN'T LIVING

i know

SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?

...
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

saturday
Well, it's saturday and the only homework I have is to draw a couple pictures for english and art. So yeah for me! I could tell everyone about my little mishap with my time magazine project for history but its a long sad story. But other than that, as of Thursday, I'd say life has been treating my prety good. Sleep is starting to come more easily so that's good.

Chevelle was on tv this week!!!!! They were on mon. wed. and thursday!!!!! I only got to see them on Wed. which made me sad but I taped it so I can watch it whenever i want! They were on mtv2 for the rock show *sigh* it made me happy.

I loaded up another pic yesturday but when I went to see if it was up yet there was this huge ass line across the face so I deleted it "fixed" the problem and it should come up again tomarow. I'm prety proud of myself. I don't think i put up any drawings over the summer but during the school year i think i put up three or something. Figure that one out.

-Sachiko
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It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out

'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive

'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode

-Muse: "Hysteria"
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Friday, December 10, 2004

.
In the words of Green Day, "I'm having trouble trying to sleep...My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed...My mind is set on overdrive...My sense dulled" (brain stew). I don't know...I'm just having some people problems I guess...I'm just bored with life. I can only find temporary amusement. For now I'm associating this with my lack of sleep but...wait...I'm doing it again! I now for a fact that you people don't really care about my personal problems and yet I keep telling you! WTF?!

For sure I'll do some sketching over Christmas and I may put some things up by mid-january, but I highly doubt that I'll be able to draw before then. I suppose I should try though.

-Sachiko
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I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk away!

-Green Day:"Boulevard of Broken Dreams"
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Saturday, November 27, 2004

Happy Saturday
Thanksgiving food is so good (sweet potatos *drools*)

It's snowing outside! First time this winter! I want to go out and throw snow at unsuspecting passers by, but alas, I have homework. Right now I'm putting off writing an English paper (sigh) And It's barely noon! The only way I'm probably going to get out of the house today is to work on a debate (bleh) but at least I'll get to throw snow at people! (i just can't get over the fact that it's snowing! I'm obsessed with the snow).

Sleep is coming more easily for me now, but when I fall asleep with my mouth open it gets all dried out and gross (and I know you wanted to know that). Now if only the school would burn down...

-Sachiko

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A star fades in space
As a candle flickers
Burning out of trace
Live our lives with grace
As our candles flicker
Burning out of trace
Burning out of trace

Choose your words
Choose them wise
For they will lead to your demise
Take my life
Take my faith
To stop the tears that run down your face

But I'm happy here
As the plot grows thicker
Passing with the years
Live my life with fear
As our leaders bicker
Passing with the years
Passing with the years

Choose your words
Choose them wise
For they will lead to your demise
Take my life
Take my faith
To stop the tears that run down your face

Choose your words
Choose them wise
For they will lead to your demise
Take my life
Take my faith
To stop the tears that run down your face
Your face

-Submersed: "Flicker"
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Drowning...
Perpetual suck fest is still in full swing this week (hence the perpetualness), but I suppose things aren't going as bad. I mean, hey, I can type properly! But still...I'm even more unmotivated to do my homework now than I've been all year. I mostly just do it in architecture...so...that can be considered either good or bad.

I still am not sleeping much. I don't know what the problem is, I've tried getting to bed earlier and sleeping in later but I keep on waking up every two hours and not being able to fall back to sleep. I've tried staying up late and getting up earlier but the same thing happens. I even stopped drinking frappacino in the morning (big mistake if you have architectural design first hour) but that didn't help either. All I can do right now is just hope I'll get some rest tonight.

But there is an upside to all this. It gives me a very good excuse as to why I havn't read or drawn much since school started. I don't know...I think it just does that to you. Like, I spell even worse during the school year than I do during a break. I have no idea how that works out. All the same, I suppose things could be worse.

-Sachiko
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Good morning day,
Sorry I'm not there,
But all my favourite friends,
Vanished in the air.
It's hard to fly when you can't even run,
Once I had the world, but know I've got no one.

If I needed someone to control me,
If I needed someone to hold me down,
I would change my direction,
and save myself before I,
If I needed someone to control me,
If I needed someone to push me around,
I would change my direction,
And save myself before I,
Drown

Good mourning day,
Sorry you're not here,
But all those times before,
Were never this unclear.
It's hard to walk when you can't even run,
Once I had this world, but now I've lost it all.

If I needed someone to control me,
If I needed someone to hold me down,
I would change my direction,
and save myself before I,
If I needed someone to control me,
If I needed someone to push me around,
I would change my direction,
And save myself before I,
Drown

-Three Days Grace: "Drown"
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

360 visits which is like 360 degrees which is either a circle or really really hot
Not that anyone really cares but i just thought i might share that little tidbit of information.

I feel like I got lost going to my grandma's house and ended up in a perpetual suck fest right now. There's no way of explaining it without sounding like a big whiny babey so I'll just say that I havn't been sleeping, I hate my classes with a passion (i fantasise that the school burns down constantly), and I just am being cross with everyone. Plus I can't type right now for some reason!! IS IT JUNE YET?!

-Sachiko
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I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you
(again)

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you
(again)

On my own, cause I can't take livin' with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like
You want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you
(again)

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

-Three Days Grace: "Just Like You"
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