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Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Once upon a time there was a young girl who lived very far away from here. Actually, she reminded me of someone I once knew...
The girl lived in a small town. The people there were good. Many had strong values and lived good lives. The girl had a big family, but they were all close. The girl's life wasn't terribly tragic or strange; the people around her cared for her and helped her.
But for a strange reason, the girl was filled with anger and pain. For reasons unknown to herself, she hated the world that surrounded her. She knew that she hated what was happening around her but couldn't understand why. She tried for years to change; to learn to love it all, the people, the meaning,the whole thing. But no matter how hard she tried, no matter how hard she cried, she couldn't change and she couldn't understand.
The girl was suffocating. By all accounts everything was fine but for whatever reason she felt that there was something seriously wrong with her. She could see it in the eyes of those around her.
The girl kept searching and praying and one day she finally came to the decision that she had to leave everything behind. All that she knew and came to expect had to leave her. But she couldn't leave when she wanted to. She had to wait.
And she's still waiting now.
I don't know what will happen to her. But don't worry, I'm sure she'll be for the better when it's all over.
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