Wednesday, December 21, 2005

   Finals Starting Today
Today is the starting of the finals. It is now 5:47 and I'm not supposed to be up until about 7 o'clock. Isn't that grand? And I couldn't sleep that well either during the night. I kept thinking my phone was going off or my radio got louder. It was creepy. I'm also sleeping on the floor, mind you. I have a bed but it's near a window that lets so much wind inside and blasts me with it. So I've resorted to the floor. SOMEONE was supposed to call me last night but never did. ;_; And they're not online right now either... This just sucks. I'm taking two exams today and the second was said to be the hardest. I'm taking the English and the P.E. exams today. There is a 6th period test but that's when I have lunch so free period for me. Tomorrow I have to take AP Geography, Biology, and Geometry test. Lovely? NO! It's evil! And tomorrow Holly and Rox are going to Hollywood Park. Ugh...I want to go so badly but I'm not allowed to. I'm being punished for my bad grades. I wasn't able to pick them up that much either. I need to work hard next semester after break and do my during break homework. -_- What a break I have, huh? Just sing out, my life effing sucks. I can't be with the one I love, I am starting to get stupid and lazier, AND I will possilby never DDR until I buy a new bike in the SPRING...! I don't feel like sneaking to HP either because if I'm caught that'll just get me into even more trouble. So no go with the sneak the ho. <~~ I felt like rhyming..shhh.. So, now I'm just on here typing away like the little 'tard I am. Friday I also have an exam....ugh! MIA and Spanish II. Evil.... I'm going to go try and get some sleep and if not I'll...look around this site and try to log in on myspace.com. Well, adios for now.

Sacrena
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   Bad Couple Weeks
Well, I've had a bad couple of weeks. My mother found out about Omar. I have been forbidden to be with him or see him. Psh, like I'm actually going to listen to her. I saw him on Friday. I was sick and that was the bad part. I ended up worrying him because I was dancing and was all twitchy because of my low energy and could barely breathe after Irresistablement. That's a hard song but still shouldn't make me wheeze the way I was. I think my mom really hates Holly because he found out that she was the way I got to see Omar. I'm not allowed to go to Hollywood Park for a while now. Really just for the winter. I'm picking up my grades and studying hard for the finals I'm taking this week. Then when spring comes and I make my dad buy me a new bike that actually works, I'm riding my butt up there every chance I get. I need DDR and especially Omar the way I need the next breath in order to survive. Right now we're on "hold". He was asking me if I would go out with some other guy if they asked me out. I wouldn't. I would be too afraid to and he would always be on my mind for me to even look another guy's way. If someone does end up asking me out (haha doubtful) he told me to say that I'm not taken but my heart is and that's what he is going to say, too. I believe him. My friends think he's lying and is going to be with someone behind my back. Omar's not like that.

Besides that I got my MP3 player yesterday. It's cool. 10,000 song storage. ^_^ Well, I've got to go to BP right now and study with Sarah. Then wait stupidly for Omar to either get online or call. XP Well, that's that. Good day. whawhahahahhah
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Is This Real
Is this all real
The wars, the fights
The sound of screams
Piercing the night

The good, the bad
The happens everyday
The lies that are spoken
The "truth" people say

Familes that are broken
Members that are lost
People wanting money
Taking at any cost

The days growing colder
The nights pitch black
Praying for the army
To safely come back

Then the end of the world
Armageddon has come
Lives that just started
Are now sadly done

And you can't help but wonder
As you run away scared
If this is all real
Or is this a nightmare

The screams you hear
The deaths you see
The broken hearts
Is this a bad dream

Where bad goes to worse
And all you do is cry
Hoping this era to end
Or hoping to die

So when things get worse
You pray for life's sake
That when death's coming
That you will wake
AMP

This is a poem I wrote in 8th grade when I was forced to write!! Mr. Coleman made me. T-T At least I got extra credit. Well, whatever, hope you liked it.
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   Yesh, look at the devil smiley!!
Ah, nothing much going on now. Holly is over here and being goofy. We're talking to Omar on the internet and shiznit like that. I'm so effing more happy today. Last night I was on the phone with him and we were talking. Then he had to bring up me saying I miss him on the phone. He wanted me to be more open. I was all twitchy and shit because I wanted to say that I miss and love him so much and I wanted to go out with him but I couldn't. I'm never open to guys so it was hard for me. Then I got really pissed at myself and all at once I said it. Then I was like.."ok, I'm just gonna go roll into a ball now...." But then he finally spoke and said "sooo..you wanna go out with me?" I was like, Yeah... Ugh, this is all I can write right now. So buh-bye.
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   Yesh, look at the devil smiley!!
Ah, nothing much going on now. Holly is over here and being goofy. We're talking to Omar on the internet and shiznit like that. I'm so effing more happy today. Last night I was on the phone with him and we were talking. Then he had to bring up me saying I miss him on the phone. He wanted me to be more open. I was all twitchy and shit because I wanted to say that I miss and love him so much and I wanted to go out with him but I couldn't. I'm never open to guys so it was hard for me. Then I got really pissed at myself and all at once I said it. Then I was like.."ok, I'm just gonna go roll into a ball now...." But then he finally spoke and said "sooo..you wanna go out with me?" I was like, Yeah... Ugh, this is all I can write right now. So buh-bye.
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   Best Day Ever
Yes! Since today was a School Improvement day, we got out at 12:00. Then I went with Holly to her house and her grandma took us to Hollywood Park.When we got there, some school was there. Just a whole bunch of chicks in red and black and blue. I was like...ooooh k. Funny thing is that I was wearing a red shirt and black pants, too.
So some chick and dude were DDRing. It was a Light and Standard. But the Standard person was trying it on 1x or didn't know how to change the speed.
So he kept on screwing up. Then a couple of more people played and failed. They put their teacher on the DDR machine, too. It was funny, he reminded me of my Honors Biology teacher, Mr. Swiech (swike). But yeah, he was ok, which surprised me.
Then after these other girls it was my turn. I was looking at Holly and she told me to play some hard Heavy songs, well, that looked hard to them. The first song I played was Holic and right when I started I had a crowd around. It's so fun drawing all these people to you, and watch as you play. It was awesome. After that we went to eat. I was effing hungry and we wanted these 'tards to clear out. We had to wait a while for our pizza though and right when we got it did they leave. That was so stupid. Then we ate and when we were done, Omar and Muffit were there. Me and Holly were just talking about that, too. "Hey, that would be funny if he's here and just waiting for us while DDRing." I was half right. Only it was Muffit that was DDRing.

I recieved my big hug from Omar and I was like, yes! So we played a couple rounds and evil Omar placed me on Tsugara on Heavy!! After that we just chilled and he went to eat so we joined him. He sat next to me and under the table we were holding hands. Again, in my mind I was doing a "yesh!!" dance. Yes, I have a yesh dance. haha Then at like 4:00, Holly's brother popped up and we had to leave!! That so effing sucked! I was all sad and didn't want to let go of his hand. So we walked out together and Holly walked faster ahead of us so we had time to ourselves to say good-bye. So we just stood there hugging for a while and then....I got my first kiss!!! ^_^ I bet I was beet red in the face. I'm still happy though and waiting for him to get online!! But whatever. My mom is coming towards me. So bye!! Can't let her see this.

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