Saturday, January 13, 2007

   weird day

Sorry I havent updated, my sister has been busy with a project and she hogged the computer. We finally made up…I don’t know how it happened…it just did, like the knot holding our fight together was finally cut through with a really sharp knife. Well my week sort of sucked, it wasn’t bad or anything, it was just boring and boring and boring and…boring…boring…bor….zzzzzzzz *snaps out if*….well on Monday we started school (ugh) and just my luck…the first class back was English! Omg I hate my English teacher! Shes sodam annoying!! I have a C in her class! But I don’t know how! I turned in all my work and scored high on the quizzes and tests. The sad part is that I have the highest grade in my class! I hate her(did I mention that already). My crush didn’t talk to me once this week! And he was at school for first period and left yesterday but didn’t come back today. I miss him so much! I would rather be starring at him and liking him from a distance (which is wat I do now) than not see him at all! We have to make a book poster for academic literacy and that means drawing! YAY! So far I wrote the title in cool letters and drew a punk/emo girl with purple hair, hopefully my crush will need help with it or just say my poster is cool (like he did this other time) when he comes back(if he comes back…) OMG I FEEL SO DIFFERENT TODAY!! I was nervous this morning because I knew that in acting we would have to do our monologues, no script in hand. I dreaded going to that class cause I get nervous and forget my lines. During our rehearsal time I went with these two other girls who were doing the same monologue as me and I watched them rehearse, they noticed me and wanted to see wat I could do. i set up a table and chair how I wanted it to look like when I did my performance. I did my lines and the girls kept telling me to get more mad and have more attitude (which is impossible 4 me 2 do). Rehearsal time was up…time to perform. We picked out numbers from a hat to pick out the order we were going in. I was #10. the two girls that were helping me performed b4 me. They forgot their lines and lost character and I knew it was gonna happen to me too. Finally it was my turn. I introduced myself with a shaky voice and sat on my stage chair. Then the most unexpected thing happened….i EXPLODED ON THE INSIDE! I got mad like I never gotten mad b4, and I said my lines word for word and best of all, I wasn’t nervous anymore. I finished and everyone including my teacher, had their mouths open and looking at me with big eyes, I thought to myself, crap I did something wrong! And my cheeks turned red. Then a round applause just exploded! I was soooo happy I finally got wat I wanted and my class mates were entertained! Then my teacher said: “wow, u have improved on developing your character, you can tell the whole class is impressed!” I felt I could do anything after that. Next time she wants me to have the chair and table facing at an angle instead of sideways because she want people to see my facial expressions (which she thought were fantastic) well I’m gonna stop writing now cause im probably boring you guys…cya later! PS: I saw howl’s moving castle and I though Howl was hot, he has shoulder length blond hair and blue eyes! Sorry just wanted to get that out of my system…bye now.

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