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Monday, October 3, 2005

   The cruel angel's thesis...

Anime Mood: Evangelion
Music Mood: Naruto soundtrack
Time: 10:58
Want: nothing.....

I am in love with the real Evangelion ending. I just realized this recently. Yes, the movie is awesome, blah, blah, blah.....but I understand the real ending, and what Hideki Anno was trying to say with it. Sorry for those of you who insist on blood and guts fro all climactic endings, but this just wasn't meant to be that way. It's a discovery of self, of self worth and self acceptance. Play it loudly in your car....I wish I could explain it to people the way I see it, but that's just what they were talking about really. No one can understand what I understand, what you understand. The present you is all that exists and those around you right now. All those things will be gone later and no one can see things the way you do so you have to take care of yourself. It's a grander scale version of the frustration I felt at not being able to make Manisha see the greatness of Spirited Away, even when I put it in the simplest and most confident terms I had. It was base to have to explain it like that, but I thought I could make someone else see my truth. The truth is what you make of it...and now we see, truer words were never spoken. I think I'm one step closer to becoming invisible...
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