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Female Location • somewhere strange and weird... My MIND!! Member Since • 2006-04-11 Occupation • Being a psycho Pessimistic Girl Scout! Real Name • Lilly
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Achievements • Opening a portal to Middle Konohawarts! A world of Elves, Ninja, Hobbits, and Ron Weasly! Anime Fan Since • i was3 Favorite Anime • sailor moon Goals • become an artest Hobbies • art Talents • i have the asome talent of hanging with my bffs
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hey thanks guys
Hey i know i was in a bad place I meen I was on the edge I really wanted to die but i wont go into that i just wanted to say thank u all for the pms and comments I'm starting to feel beter about everything.(plus some of my really good friends said if i left them hey would force me in pink!!) Well today was great I really think things r turning around for me. My cell was stolen but as it turns out i have a deal so im getting a new one yay mine was acting up anways then I thought I wasnt going to call backs but my friend ryan parked the car told me to go and waited like an hour for me to finsh up then took me home wishing me luck. The guy I like (adam) finaly looked at me ^.^. I'm so happy right now I havent been happy in so long I owe it to u guys so THANKS GUYS LUV YA'LL SO MUCH. I mean it you helped me out of a bad place a really really bad place ......THANKS LUV YA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Comments (1) |
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
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well my dad understood the last post I think ... he and my mom are spliting and u know what pople keep asking me how i feel and u know what I DONT right now i could care less and that is what hurts the most u know...well what ever who needs this crap I just need to find myself I'm not sure who that is anymore I trie going back and retassing the past mes to see wear I lost myself but they wernt even me I have been trying to please poeple for so long I just I dont know it's too hard so many things are hiting me at once new shool new friends old friend parents problems and so many more problems... I think my parents spliting is my fault though mabe if I would have just rolled with the punches mabey if I just took it and not cried I mean it was just words but ... I dont know this might be my last post I'm not sure. Comments (1) |
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Sunday, December 9, 2007
hey this is for u dad I hope u get it
well i went on a trip with my youth group up in the montains no comp raido t.v ect. well I leared alot went sort of rock climbing i tell u more bout that tomarrow but first I have to do someting while i was up there i learned
so this is for you daddy
I forgive you but i'm still hurt u flipen jerk and i forgive u and u hurt me again god da i love u so much but right now i dont like u and im tierd of it I'm ready to change and build a realtionship with u but I cant do it alone so i'm so fricken tierd of fighting and acting like its ok i'm teird of u yelling at me even though u said u wouldnt any more and U WANT TO KNOW WHY I'M SOO SCREWED UP HUH WHY DO U THINK ITS BECAUSE U JUST ...EVERYTHING OK VERBAL ABUSE HURTS AND COPARING ME TO MY SISTER ...ill never be good enough for u will I. U IDOIT I TRY AND I TRY TO PLEASE U BUT ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH IM TIERD OF IT OK. ok so do u understand now
...*blush*
ok today i tried out of the school play i sucked at the singing part but was good for the script .......but earlyer this boy i knew was like i now u can do it just try ur hardest ...... dang it i wuz trying to get over him why did he have to be so nice ..... OK SCREW THIS ILL JUST GO TO A NUNERY AND BE A NUN CALL ME MOTHER LILLY Comments (0) |
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Thursday, November 22, 2007
happy thanksgiven heres a story
i cooked and cooked and cooked with my aunt and sis and u know what i think i want start my own bis cus i luv cooking its sooooooooooo fun well after all that cooking we gathered to eat most of my fam was there well ...... my moms side at lest ..... ok the people who live in this state lol and my anuts boy friend daive brought his two kids they were ok the 7th grader(the boy) got on my last nerv well when i started the camp fair and kept it going he and i got along great i wont tell u about that lol well now im at my other aunts and were seting up christmas stuff i am so glitery right now its not funny well gtg that cat is climbing the tree Comments (1) |
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
im so stupid
... idk whats wrong with me i cant take it anymore everything is screwing up Comments (0) |
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Monday, November 12, 2007
DANG IT SICK WITH SILD SHOW DREAMS
welp thanks to the lovly little kids who sneeze on me i am sick again oh well whats done is done right ....right well when im sick sometime i sleep sometimes im wide awake today is a day that im struging to stay up but i just woke up from the weirdest dream it was like a slide show of all my friends even the ones that do even look at me anymore and the music to it was a song i wrote and i wa singing and foronce i was good oh well i woke up crying cause some of those pics showed the last things i said to some of my friends or what they said to me the people im friends with now pics were in color the rest dint have color or the had light color Comments (0) |
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Monday, November 5, 2007
.............................random chicken
I LOVE SRAWBEERYS Comments (0) |
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OMG I DID IT