Monday, September 17, 2007

ok this is my oc jean she looks older than she is for a reason i dont have time to explain right now
jean age 8


jean upset ang 13


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Friday, September 14, 2007

   no more hugs
ok today after school i went and visted at my old school to talk to the teachers well i walked in the lunch room to bug the football coach and the headmaster coach just stared at me when i sat down at the tabel then the headmaster turned around HEY are u comeing back i said no and talk for a minut and when i stood up ii notised the football team ....they didnt see me so i tryed to get out but one of them stood up and saw me and he was like look what the cat draged in how u doing then like half the team looked up and said hey and then i got huged i swear i thought i was going to die i hate hugs and they were all sweaty then my old teacher mr.hair was like HEEEEEEEY so im like ahhhhhhhh and ran to the after care room were i got more hugs i swear what is it with people and hugs ...well thats all for now
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Monday, September 10, 2007

HEY THIS IS IMPORTANT TO ANY ONE WHO CARES ABOUT KIDS GETTING PICK ON AND LABELED
ok i found this on quizilla and i thought since i didnt have a acount there i would post it here

How many of you are sick of being called a "freak" or "cutter" just because you are gothic!?! Well i am, and i know we don't deserve it! For one thing, we dont worship satan or drink blood or even cast spells with our evil cults! We are just people...some more heartbroken than others. Another thing, the whole "Oh she's gothic or emo so she spends her whole day slitting open her wrists" thing...stop. Not all goths and emos cut! And for those who do, we have a damn good reason! And ya want to know a secret.....WE CAN SMILE! We can laugh, think, love, everything! We are normal people, and we do not deserve the abuse that we get. We are called names and get bad reputations...makeing our pain even worse! We don't need your sympathy...but we do need your moral. Just stop with the emo jokes and the whole deal with thinking that we can't have fun and spend our whole days crieing and sliceing open our wrists!And punks stop thinking and saying they just dum kids there so much more and they can be just as smart or smarter ok so stop just stop please. If you have been abused for who you are, our feel remourse for those who have...please repost and spread the word. We don't deserve this...please help it change. write your name and see how many people actually agree and if you have bad comments about this KEEP THEM TO YOURSELVES! Copy and repost and add your username to the list. Thank you
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sailor queen (so true im sick of it we have feelings too)
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A7Xforever: fuck that shit. people who fucking steryotype can burn in hell.
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Sunday, September 9, 2007

   idk ......
i dont now why i keep drifting between deprsson and well normal me ..... i tried talking to the school shrink or so she calls herself but that just made it worse i mean yeah i was depressed but she just i dont know the way she frazed stuff made it worse and every one is on my case about being weird and diffrent even family look i dont expect for anyone to comment on this u can if u want u dont have to i just put this up to get it out of me a friend said it might help im not sure oh well ill be fine dont worry ok
thanks for being here for me
later
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Friday, September 7, 2007

its on by superchick
ok im just starting to come out of a really bad deppressed state and this song kinda helped pull me out so i found it set to some cool naruto clips

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Thursday, September 6, 2007

   ha me evil
well i have been dubed anti pep today was a pep raly so i showed no feeling all day then when it started i pulled up the hood on my jacket oh my jacket is a black jacket with jack from nightmar befor christmas i were it every day even in this heat and sat there not making a soud the mascot sengled me out and tryed his hardest to make me laugh ha i won oh and one of the football players was not happy ether so some cheerleader started yelling somthing about spirt then the mascot told her about the two unhappy people that mascots on my list its the same guy that gave me that cold " ok boys and girls some people need pep so how bout it come on people lets hear it loud and clear lets kick their spirt into gear we got spirit yes we do we got spirit how bout u"
both of as just looked at her
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

ok BORD
im happy again im in the school choir as my elective (even though i cant sing all that well) and we get trips like to DISNEY WORLD yeah whoooooooooooooot then our small trip is six flags oh but no girls soccer team at this school .....THAT SUCKS oh well ha maybe ill try out for the boys team i already fit in with the guys and train with them why not play with them lol by the way if u havent guessed im a dorky punk tomboy all in one with many other things i contadict my self because im also veary sensetive at times meaning i feel sll the moods around me and kida get sucked into them yet im one of the tomboys .... i confuse myself sometimes oh for my old school friends the rummors were ideed true i was really emo the first three weeks of school im starting to return to myself again so dont worry...be happy dont worry be happynow dumdumdumdadadadadum dont worry dadadadum behappy dadadum dont worry be happy
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noo i hate chick flicks
i was forced to watch beaches then a walk to remeabur then the notebook that conbined with the medicen they have me on .... lets just say not good i was sooo depressed all day ... oh well im fine now but i want no need to go to school tomarow
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i wish you all good health
hope you guys are feel health right now
some stupid kid that i wont name came to school sick (he sits behind me in me frist three classes) he sneezed and coffed all over me now im at home sick with a fever ....... when i get back to school i hope we play doge ball with the boys if not ...... no ill make sure we do
NOOOOOOOOOO its time to take my medicen
bye for now
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Monday, September 3, 2007

   HEY
IM BACK IVE MISSED U SOOOOOOO MUCH how is everyone
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