Sunday, June 5, 2005

Whoo... Sugar rush...
All right, head hurts majorly, computer went on the fritz for a couple days, and so I couldn't tell you about Friday. We had a ton of fun, and goofed off so badly. :) We were roudy little guys.

My brother went home with John and Alex, his brother, and I got to have the house quiet all weekend and I got CLEAN HOUSE. Gah. And so Lee gets to spend time with a friend while I have to clean house. Sure, he hates going to church, but today's service sucked, so I didn't exactly enjoy it, either. So Lee got to have fun this weekend and I didn't. My mom is so getting ranted at for this.

All right, tired now, going to go collapse. Later.

Stephanie
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Thursday, June 2, 2005

Yes, tomorrow! Tomorrow I shall make a total and utter fool of myself and then I shall embarass myself in my attempts to embarass John. ^_^; I'm in a wierd mood. I think it's due to the dream I had last night with leaving my brother behind on a train and the waiting at an airport for John and running into my ex-boyfriend from 5th grade and we not totally killing each other. It was wierd. There was also a point where me and a group of kids were in a house and first we had to kill vampire bats with mini crossbows, and the next level of the house going down we had to kill some vampires. Instead we turned them human. *shrugs* Ah, well.

I went to bed on time last night! And what do I do? Wake up a couple hours later and not be able to get back to sleep for half an hour. ;_; No fair.

Will edit. This time I mean it.

EDIT: Why am I feeling exhuasted? I am just suddenly tired for no reason at all. Huh. Welp, just got off the phone with John, happy, but still tired. I almost fell asleep with him on the phone. *chuckles*

The vines are eating my walls! I am now working on drawing the vines on a third wall, and I think it's becoming obssesive. -_- All right, not much of an edit, but atleast there was one. Oh! And I am mad now becuase Elfwood is down for the millionth time it seems like this MONTH. I am worried, especially since my ticket is almost processed and John just got 500th Main Page Comment Prize. -_- Ah, well. I guess I'll write his story while Elfwood is down and maybe by the time I finish it'll be back up.

Stephanie
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   Friday draws nearer, and I am getting nervous. We pretty much have which songs down that we're doing, except we aren't sure if Mom and I are doing Power of Two, or if I am solo-ing Ready For The Storm. So I'm nervous.

This Friday is a Full Moon Concert type thingy at our church, and my mom, my brother and I are performing. It's classical music without the class.

John and I have talked on the phone every day this week at least some; it's becoming a ruetine or however you spell the word. ^_^; I made him turn fifteen shades of red yesterday when I said that if on Friday I start chewing on my bottom lip and looking at him from under my hair he might want to run. I have a feeling Friday is going to be one of my foxy days - say hello to Faye, my vixen alter-ego. Yeah. So he blushed. Of course, he made ME blusah fifteen times just because he could.

Sunday was interesting. Learned a new song-game thing from the Groton girls, Connie and some others, and now it's stuck in my head. We played the game over and over again and scared John off. It was funny. What sucks is they got to go to the Varsity as well as World of Coke. I wish I could have gone.

So yeah. John started getting nervous yesterday when i told him the concert was Friday night. He said somehting along the lines of "It's going to be dark... oh shit..." Fun fun.

Stephanie
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

   Pwee... No fair.

Song: Fortress Europe
Artist: Asian Dub Foundation

All righty, I am now unhappy, because I just realized… no talking to John on the phone today!! ;_; Sadness. HE got to go a lock-in at our church last night as well as Stone Mountain, today he gets to go to the Mountain (a church thing), and tomorrow after church he gets to go to World of Coke! Stupid Groton kids… they get to spend more time with my boyfriend than I do!

I’ll edit this later when stuff has actually happened, seeing as I just woke up – yes, 12:30, or as Brandi likes to call it, noon-thirty, and I just got up. *sighs* I just wish I could go to the Mountain with everyone.

Comments:
zackiechan: It does, doesn’t it? What an uberly fun game, neh?
John-chan: ;) On what, the colors? Aw, c’mon, that would be boring!

Stephanie
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Friday, May 27, 2005

Song: Two-Lane Blacktop
Artist: Rob Zombie

Wonderful band/person, that is. I'm hooked now, all because of my brother's racing game, Need For Speed Underground. *sigh* That game is so addictive.

Well, now happily NOT single. I have spent a total of seven hours on the phone, five at once, just talking to John. :) Yesterday we had a contest to see who could make who redder. It was funny.

Also got info from a friend that her best bud had been lying to her for a year, and so now, we are most definately not talking to the manipulative little biatch.

Well, I'll have to do without talking to John until Sunday, because he's doing a lock-in thing with some kids from a different state at our church. ;_; What will I do till then? I am going to be so shy on Sunday when I get to meet them. XD

All right, I'm changing my layout again. This orange is getting to me.

Stephanie
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Got it from Crucifix

Your dating personality profile: Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously. Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.

Your date match profile: Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about. Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Athletic 2. Funny 3. Religious 4. Sensual 5. Adventurous 6. Wealthy/Ambitious 7. Shy 8. Liberal 9. Practical 10. Traditional

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Funny 2. Shy 3. Conservative 4. Practical 5. Religious 6. Athletic 7. Traditional 8. Adventurous 9. Sensual 10. Intellectual

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

What scares me is the fact that this is exactly how I am, and how John is. Only.... how bouts we change God to Goddess, hmm? :)

Having a good day, cept I have a killer headache. Prrp.

Stephanie

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Friday, May 20, 2005

Okay, completely changed layout. I feel my icon expresses it well enough. :)

Sunday I have church, a car wash, pot-luck, the Annual Meeting (yes, capitalized. :O lol), and a graduation party to go to. Fun-ness; at least I get to go shopping with some friends before the party. Not that it'll do me much good; I have a total of seven dollars and thiryt-eight cents - in change. >.<

But yesh. OMFG yay.

Stephanie
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

>.< Pwee...
I really need to get control of my RPG-mania. I'm in so many, and I keep having to tell myself not to sign up for more. >.> It's becoming bizarre and creepy - ish. >.>

I actually was the first person up this morning. THAT was wierd. Okay, so Mom wasn't far behind, but still - ten in the morning and no-one's up yet?

I'll post later today if my brain comes back. Tell me if any of you guys see it.

Stephanie
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   I’ve had to make a decision. I’m going to have to ask john back out; he’s not very happy with the way things have gone – and, frankly, neither am I. Neither of us is happy now. I’m not sure he’ll say yes; chances are his answer is more likely to be no. He’s fragile and now he’s so protective of his heart he’s more likely to keep it from me. But I have to try. I won’t be content if I don’t.

I told him a while ago that I don’t trust myself with his heart. My mind is so distractible; I stray so easy, I’m not sure I trust myself with anyone’s heart. But I feel a tension between us when we talk now; I have to try, no matter how bad this could make things. I could make them better, for all I know.

On a lighter topic, my brother and I easily passed our SAT’s, so now my mom and dad are trying to figure out what to do for us since we passed: go to Jacksonville to visit our relatives that live down there, and just for fun stuff, not because we have too, or go to Six Flags. I want to do both just as much, and my brother doesn’t know yet. I just hope whatever we do, we have fun.

Got tetanus shot on Monday, went out to eat for that, also had my vision and hearing checked, both are excellent, vision is 20/15. Also got invited to sing at the Full Moon Concert on the 5th, Mom and I are trying to figure out what to sing.

So yes, funsies. Laters.

Steph
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Crappy allergies...
God, I can't breathe through my nose, and when I lie down, I almost can't breathe through my mouth, either. I feel so bad right now. I also have this insane pain in my side, right near my kidney, but it's more of a muscle cramp than a kidney infection type hurt. Like I had a wound there and it healed over nicely, but it's really, really sore. Sometimes it suddenly flares up for no particular reason. Ugh.

Yesterday, on the way home from the store, we turned into our neighbor hood, and a cop car drove past really, really slowly. The cop was looking around, and when we got to our house, a helicopter was circling around the area. We found out later that one of the "trustees" or whatever, prison workers, got out. He was a robber, and they still haven't found him. *shudders* But they stopped using the helicopter, so maybe they have found him. I don't know, but I hope they find him soon; it makes me nervous.

I am also TRYKNG to read this Botany book, and the scientific terms are giving me a headache. I think I'll settle for the pictures. -.-;

Stephanie
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