Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Roller Coasters
I'm going to talk about coasters, cause Jamie's talk of them earlier got me thinking.

I can't believe I have sworn to go on the Superman with my dad the next time we go to Six Flags.

I am going to die. I swear. Watching that thing the last time we went scared the crap out of me, but I also promised my brotehr I'd go on the Batman. *shudders* I think I'll die. Really. If anyone can persuade me not to ride them, I will gladly agree with you - but I think I'll end up doing it anyway.

Of course, I have no idea when we're next going to SF, so I'm safe for now.

Stephanie

(And I feel like crap.)
Comments (4) | Permalink

Sunday, May 8, 2005

Quiz-ish thing, stolen from Trevor.
Name : Stephanie, Steph
-- Birthplace: Lawrenceville
-- Birthdate : 3/13/91
-- Eye Color : Brown/Green/Blue/Grey
– Hair Color : Chestnut…ish…
-- Righty or Lefty : Righty
-- Zodiac Sign : Pisces
-- Font : Veranda

[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music : Anything
-- Cartoon : Anime-wise: Inuyasha, FMA, Trigun, Non-Anime-wise: Teen Titans, Family Guy
-- Color : Bluuuuuuuuue
-- Slushy Flavor : Dr. Pepper
-- Magazine : Uh… I don’t read magazines.
-- TV Show : America’s Funniest Animals
-- Song: We’re A Miracle, Jesse’s Girl (Current)
-- Language : English and Spanish… and Japanese
-- Food: Chocolate
-- Subject in School : V_V Drama
-- Weekend Activity : Sitting at my computer/helping mom with garden plans
-- Ice Cream Flavor : Chocolate
-- Roller Coaster : Only ever been on one… The American Cyclone

[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase : >.> Dude!
-- The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning : “My throat hurts…” or maybe, “I feel like crap.”
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : Uh… depends on how I feel….
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : Eyes
–- Best Name for a Butler : “Bill”, or “Ted”. No, wait, those are mimes. I’ll go with Alfred.
-- The wussiest sport: Cheerleading. Don’t ask, I’d get beaten up if I said it wasn’t a sport. 0.o
-- Your best feature : My eyes
-- Your bedtime : >.> Depends…
-- Your greatest fear : Losing my special people.
-- Your greatest accomplishment : My friends, my art, my music
-- Your most missed memory : >.> *shrugs*

[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : Usually...
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : Yeah… some.
-- Do you think you've been in love? : I don’t think I ever stopped loving. But yes.
-- Want to go to college? : No duh.
-- Like/d high school? : Not in highschool yet.
-- Want to get married : Yeah
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : Not really.
-- Believe in yourself? : Usually.
-- Have any tattoos/where? : No
-- Have any piercings/where? : Yeah, one in each earlobe (I’m hoping to change that to two in each ear by this fall).
-- Get motion sickness? : Sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak? : Not… really…
-- Get along with your parents? : Usually.
-- Like thunderstorms? : Most definitely.

[ 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : Umm?
-- Number and Names of Children : Two at the absolute most.
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : College
-- Describe your Dream Wedding : Lost of blue, dark green, and earthy tones. Just no pink. None. And a very pretty dress that I can walk in. :)
-- How do you want to die? : Painlessly, in my sleep.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : Author, Artist, Performing Artist
-- What country would you most like to visit? : Japan, Australia

[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : Dark brown or grey-blue
-- Best hair color? : Dark brown, dark gold, dark in general. :)
-- Short or long hair? : Curly. Not to long, and not extra short.
-- Best height? : Taller than me.
-- Best articles of clothing? : Loose

[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : Uh… last night.
-- What's on your mouse pad? : My mouse, what else?
-- How many houses have you lived in? : Six, that I can remember.
-- How many schools have you gone to? : Not counting preschool, five. And that’s counting homeschool.
– What are the names?: Uh.. LES, RA, JERMS, BES, and the last I don’t remember.
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : Cream… ish…
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take three things (not people) with you what would you take? : A laptop, my sketchpad(with pencil), and… a blanket? (I can go for a while without food. XD)
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : When I’m writing, drawing, or sleeping.
-- Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? Depends on if she’s stupid or not.
-- Would you marry for money? ...how much, and who?
-- Have you had braces? Nope.
-- Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? Not intentionally…
-- When was the last time you had a hickey? Never. >.>
-- Would you live without a computer? : No! Most definitely not!
-- Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? Depends on if I put them on in the first place.
-- What is your favorite fruit?: Strawberries. And kiwi. Aaand apples.
-- Do you eat wheat bread or white bread? Wheat
-- What is the last movie you saw? George of the Jungle 2 (it was an accident.)
-- Do you kiss on the first date? Nope. Never been kissed.
-- Are you photogenic? Nope. I don’t take good pictures.
-- Do you dream in colour or black and white? Color.
-- Do you have any dimples? Maybe?
-- Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? Sunsets
-- Do you want to live to be 100? If I’m happy.
-- Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?: I AM a woman… >.> It feels cleaner if you do lets just say.
-- Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? Both.
-- Do you or have you played with a ouija board? Not yet…
-- Are you loyal? Fiercely.
-- Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs? Yeah. I’m cool with anything.
-- When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? Off. Even with creepy movies.
-- Do you believe in magic? Yup.
-- Do you have nightmares frequently? I have more nightmares when I’m awake than when I’m asleep.
-- Do you like your nose? It’s Roman… do I have to like it?
-- Do you think you can draw well? Yes. :)
-- Do you listen to music? : Most definitely. What kind of idiot do you think I am?
-- Do you like to watch cartoons? Yeah.
-- How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? None. Now, asking how many I have under my BED…
-- Do you like your friends? Naw, of course not. [/sarcastic]

[ friends ]
*closest guys: Andy, John, and Rory
*closest girls: Alia, Brittany, and Fawn
*Weirdest friends: Andy… and Taylor
*Who have you been Friends w/ the longest?: Alia and Fawn
*Freakiest friends?: All of them...
*Quietest friend: Rory
*Nicest Girls?: Fawn and Amelia
*Nicest Guys?: Rory, Andy, John, Alex, Mike… should I go on?
*Funniest friend?: Andy
*Most guy crazy? Brittany
* Most girl crazy?: Uh…?
*Which friends do you always go to for advice?: Alia, Brittany, Taylor, Amelia, Emma, Rory, John, Fawn…
*Fav. Crew?: Wazzat?
*Fav. Friend: ;-; Must I choose?

[ the past ]
First grade teacher's name : Good thing you didn’t ask second grade, I had like, three. Mrs… uh… I forget.
Last word you said: I didn’t. My throat really hurts.
Last song you sang: We’re A Miracle
What's in your cd player?: I think it’s empty… my boombox… lemme see… either Linkin Park or Destiny’s Child. Weird mix, I know.
What colour socks are you wearing? White
What's under your bed? Shoes, boxes, bags, stuffed animals, probably a cat or two…
What time did you wake up at today?: Nine thirty-ish?

[ the future ]
Where do you want to go?: Everywhere!
What is your career going to be?: Writer, Artist – hey, wait, didn’t you already ask this question?
Where are you going to live?: Dunno. Maybe Florida, maybe Texas, maybe Illinois or Michigan for all I know!
How many kids do you want?: 2 max.
What kind of car will you have?: Mustang!

[ Current ]
Current mood: ???
Music: Typing noises, the TV in the background… and We’re A Miracle playing in my head.
Current taste: Morning mouth.
Current clothes: Yellow Costa Rica shirt with a butterfly and Pura Vida(Pure Life), blue track pant-ish pants, white socks and my brothers old black pull-on shoes.
Current annoyance: The fact that my throat hurts and I can’t sing properly.
Current smell: None.
Current longing: Doughnuts… preferably Boston Crème.
Current desktop picture : Uh…
Current favourite artist: Linkin Park, Ciara
Crush: >.> You really expect me to tell you that?
Current time- 10:37 am
Current hate: Uh?
current favorite article of clothing: Do scrunchies count?

[ Others ]
favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Didn’t we go over this already
last cd that you bought: Meteora
favorite place to be: My desk
least favorite place: The kitchen
time you wake up in the morning: 8 ish, usually.
if you could play any instrument, what would it be: Guitar or keyboard… or scratch tables.
do you believe in an afterlife?: sort of.
How tall are you: 5'6 ½”
current favourite word : Dude?
favorite book(s): Heralds of Valdemar, The Dark Half, The Fionovar Tapestry, ect.
favorite season: Fall
favorite day: Monday (shopping day!)
Pet: Lance (dog), Beauty (dog), BoBo (cat), Cameron (cat), Nick (cat), Henry (cat)
Dream Guy: Dark, curly haired, dark eyes, tall… or, conversely, short, spikey blonde haired, baby blues, and tall. :)

Changing HTML, happy mothers day everyone, and good bye, my throat hurts.

Steph
Comments (9) | Permalink

Saturday, May 7, 2005

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex	MaleFemaleYES PLEASE!UndecidedBothNeither
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Just cause Jamie-chan did it. -.-; I agree with my happy icon, however... and the random icon is hilarious. XD
Comments (3) | Permalink

Sunday, May 1, 2005

   Very confusing faeries...
Damn faeries!

All right, you all know I broke up with my boyfriend, right? Well, my mom said that since it was Beltane, to consult the faeries, since Beltane is the other night in the year when the Veil is thin. Only this night is the night for good faeries, while Samhain(Halloween) is the night for mischief makers.

So I consulted my faeries.

I also consulted my faeries before asking John out. At that point, it was pretty much an “Everything points to yes” thing when I asked if I should ask him out. You all know the reasons I broke up with him, too. Now let me tell you what my reading said this time, and I’ll let you figure it out for yourself:

First Card/Past: Ilbe the Retriever
Ilbe is trying to remind you of something you’ve lost – a hope, perhaps, or a dream. You may have thought it gone forever, but he is holding it out to you for reconsideration. HE thinks you can do something with it now. The way may not be obvious, but his clever nose has scented a path, a potential opening for bringing this into your life. Sometimes, Ilbe may be saying that a long-awaited dream is at last arriving on the scene and there is nothing we need to do but open our minds and hearts to it. However, we usually have to work for it.

Second Card/Present: The Friends (Reversed)
When you stand this card on its head, Faery Nuff gets tangled up in himself and he thinks he’s Naught Faery Nuff. Things don’t go well then. There may be spats, misunderstandings, and disagreements. He and his friend may quarrel over nothing much and rifts may occur. It is time to sort things out. Call in Honesty, and his good friend, Tact. Get things back in balance and the right way up with serious, loving discussions. Cultivate your friendships, and plant seeds for new ones. You need your friends, so don’t let misundertsandins or touchiness (yours or theirs) get in the way. Reopen your heart to them and give them reason to reopen their hearts to you.

Third Card/Future: Ekstasis
This card in a reading says: go for it! It confirms that we are on course, moving in a good direction, and that we are in harmony with the great song. It says great joy and accomplishments are within your reach. Its song also lights up and empowers the cards around it, healing the past, intensifying the moment, enlightening the future.

o.o I just read the rest of that last bit. And the whole reading suddenly changed. My god. Okay, I know what it means now, but I’m not going to bother to explain it. (If you want to know what I thought they were saying, read all of it, except everything after “This card in a reading says: go for it!”.)

I’m outa here.

Steph
Comments (4) | Permalink

Sunday, April 24, 2005

   Yayness... a quiz.
[y][o][u]
[Name] Stephanie/Skye
[Sex] Female
[School] Homeschooled currently… [Will go to MAHS]
[Sign] Pisces
[State] GA
[Exact Location] At my computer desk, sitting on one leg.

[c][u][r][r][e][n][t][l][y]
[Current Date] 24 April 2005
[Current Time] 8:18 PM
[Clothes] Track pants, tweety shirt, flip flops.
[Weather] Cold, but calm and pretty.
[Hair Do] Ponytail
[Footwear] Flip flops
[Mood] Interested
[Talking To] No one.
[Sounds] Keyboard, the clang of pots and pans from upstairs

[h][o][w] [m][a][n][y]
[Cups On Desk] One (plus a plate)
[Pets] Six
[Siblings] One
[Cousins] First: 2
[Aunts] 3
[Uncles] 2

[h][o][w] [m][a][n][y] [t][i][m][e][s] [p][e][r] [d][a] [y] [d][o] [y][o][u]
[Change Clothes] One or three
[Brush Your Teeth] Twice.
[Brush Your Hair] It depends
[Eat] Twice or eight, depending on portion size and my appetite
[Say the Word "ok"] Maybe three times.
[Yell at Your Siblings] More than three.
[Slam Doors] None

[h][a][b][i][t][s] [(do you)]
[Procrastinate] No doi.
[Stress] *squeezes stress ball*
[Take out Your Issues On Others] Sometimes
[Self Injure- (ex: cut, burn, pull hair)] No.
[Have an Eating Disorder] Nope.
[Tend to Judge People] Not really.

[for a million bucks ] [(would you)]
[Name Your Kid Dammit] Nah. Maybe a dog...
[Strip For Your Classmates] Hell yeah.
[Shave Your head] NO! I like my hair.
[Wax Off Your Eyebrows] NO.
[Wax An Old man's Back] Ewww…
[Sit In a Cage With 4 Hungry Wolves] … Are you crazy?
[Eat A Snake] No, I like snakes.
[Swim With The Jelly Fish] *shudders* Mphs.
[Make Out With Your Teacher] No.
[Strip At a School Pep Assembly] I think you'd have to pay them... and me.
[Stand up In Class And Flip Your Teacher The Bird] If I’m angry enough and don’t care what happens afterwards.

[a][l][m][o][s][t] [o][v][e][r]
[Why Did You Take This Survey] Because I’m nord.
[What's The Time Now] 8:40 PM
[What Are You Doing After This] Eating. And writing.
[Bye!] Whatever.

Yeah. So sue me. XD
Comments (4) | Permalink

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Feeling a little better...
Well, at least now we're talking on reasonable terms again. I'm not chewing him out for getting mad, and he's not getting mad. ^_^;

I do hate this time of month though, and ALL of you should know what that means.

This Saturday, going to the church for a yard day thing. Beena while since I did that. My brother also finally got his hair cut. I swear, if his face was a little thinner, he'd look like a young Sting. No kidding.

But thanks, you guys, for your support. And Jamie, thanks for letting me yell at you. And for the advice. ;) You're the best, babe. And Korey, you, too. You all are the best.

And John, I will apologize again, just because I still feel bad.

Stephanie
Comments (3) | Permalink

Monday, April 18, 2005

Why?!
Damnit, why do all my friends have to live so far away?! All of you guys on OB and TheO, my friends Brittany, Taylor, Amelia, Emma, Caitlyn, Alia, everyone! I want so much just to hug you all, just to grab on and never let go. You have no idea how much your just being there means to me, how much you mean to me! Korey, Jamie, Trevor, Sean, Spence, Alice, you guys are the best friends I could have without really ever knowing you, and you guys will always be close to me, even amoungst my close RL friends.

Okay, I am crying now. Korey, your last message set me off, and now I just need a hug. Jamie, thank you. I love you guys, all of you. And I did email him, and he is still really hurt. I hope he can forgive me.

Stephanie

EDIT: And, when I get my cellphone (when I get to drive) I am so giving you all the number.
Comments (7) | Permalink

Too harsh...
*sigh* After my ex's comments, I went all out on his head. I was ticked, and I think I over-did it. He was pretty point-blank on his comments, cold, and I think I really hurt him.

I feel really bad about it, and the way I acted towards him. I let him hurt talk to much, and now, I don't think he ever wants to talk to me again. I was so stressed, and nervous about dumping him, and I was near-exhuasted from the hike on Saturday, I just snapped. Now I'm exhuasted from being mad and angry, and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being angry, of being sad. I usually can't stay sad or angry for too long, but this... this is different.

Thanks, though, you guys. For everything.

Stephanie
Comments (2) | Permalink

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Just cause Jamie did it...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU
THINK ABOUT
MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Comments (3) | Permalink

   Did NOT go well...
I just dumped my boyfriend, because he lives a couple counties away, I hardly ever get to see him, and I'm going into public highschool next year. I really didn't want to do it, but I didn't want to take the chance that I would hurt him worse later on by dumping him when he thought we were serious, or trip over the fine line of 'acceptable' and 'not acceptable' in the flirting department.

And what was his reaction? 'I should have figured.' He had already been left by one girl, and her for no apparent reason. What did he want me to do, LIE to him, and tell him I was doing it because I was going out with another guy or something? Some more reasons I thought it a good idea to break up:

1) I'm a Pisces. Pisces are notorious for being airheaded and not being able to stay tied down for long.
2) He's easily broken. I knew this before I told him we needed to break up. It was really hard for me to do that to him.

I even had a talk with my mom about it last night in the car on the way home from Alex and Gracie's house - yes, I talked to my mom about it. THAT is how badly I felt about having to do that to him. And it hurts for him to act as if I'M the bad guy, and I did something wrong. God, I can't say I'm sorry enough to him, and even if I could, it wouldn't matter to HIM.

I'm going to watch lots of TV now.

Stephanie
Comments (2) | Permalink