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Thursday, September 13, 2007


I feel sad and at the same time, relieved. I didn't want to admit it to myself, and now that I have I feel horribly, but ... I'm happier this way. Honest to God, I'm happier. I know it hurts him, but what good am I to anyone, much less him, if I have no sanity?

I'm flirting with guys, hanging out with my friends more, and for the first time in my highschool career, I'm not dividing my attention: Steven 90%, school/family/life in general 10%. I have me time. I have chances to sit down, write, and do nothing. And I'm so happy.

And the best part? None of our friends are mad at me. In fact, most of them feel sorry for ME, as if he was the one who dumped me, not vice versa.

And I am SO HAPPY.

*falls over, snoozing.*

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