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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Just to show how horrible I feel. This has been my mood the past week.

If you love them, let them know
If they hate you, let them go
Trapped inside, no one to hold
Longing to escape the cold

I hate this.
I hate the way I feel inside
everyday, it never changes.
I feel abandoned and pushed to the edge.
Like I'm the only one who isn't really IN
and at the same time not really OUT
But like I'll never be somebodies "special someone"
and at the same time I'm you're "best friend"
because I listen to your problems and
you never seem to wonder if maybe,
just maybe,
I'm longing for something more.
Maybe I'm just not good enough.
Maybe you just don't like me.
Or maybe I just don't exist to you.
I'm just some figment of your imagination that you created to console yourself when you hurt.
I guess I'm just not real.
So it shouldn't hurt, right?
But it does
more than you could understand.
And I'm sorry I love at all.
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