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myOtaku.com: SailorBadGirl


Wednesday, May 18, 2005

  I’ve had to make a decision. I’m going to have to ask john back out; he’s not very happy with the way things have gone – and, frankly, neither am I. Neither of us is happy now. I’m not sure he’ll say yes; chances are his answer is more likely to be no. He’s fragile and now he’s so protective of his heart he’s more likely to keep it from me. But I have to try. I won’t be content if I don’t.

I told him a while ago that I don’t trust myself with his heart. My mind is so distractible; I stray so easy, I’m not sure I trust myself with anyone’s heart. But I feel a tension between us when we talk now; I have to try, no matter how bad this could make things. I could make them better, for all I know.

On a lighter topic, my brother and I easily passed our SAT’s, so now my mom and dad are trying to figure out what to do for us since we passed: go to Jacksonville to visit our relatives that live down there, and just for fun stuff, not because we have too, or go to Six Flags. I want to do both just as much, and my brother doesn’t know yet. I just hope whatever we do, we have fun.

Got tetanus shot on Monday, went out to eat for that, also had my vision and hearing checked, both are excellent, vision is 20/15. Also got invited to sing at the Full Moon Concert on the 5th, Mom and I are trying to figure out what to sing.

So yes, funsies. Laters.

Steph
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